Shadow on the Mountain
Dedicated,
with respect, to the North American Indian.
A
tale of captivity and compassion.
Fore-tale
Joe Cartwright wound the reins of his cutting pony
around the hitching rail and strode for the house. It was the tail end of a very
long, hard day in the saddle. The sun was sliding down the sky towards the
mountains in the west, and shadows were lengthening across the yard. Spring was
turning rapidly into summer, and Joe had been roping and branding calves since
daybreak; he was hot, dirty and tired. His clothes were filthy, clotted with
sweat and dirt; his face was so coated with grime that it felt like a mask that
would split if he smiled. Right then, Joe didn’t feel much like smiling.
He remembered, but only just in time, to stop and bang
the worst of the dust out of his clothing before he slammed inside. Indoors, the
house was dimmer and cooler but airless. The large and comfortable living area
was neat, tidy and devoid of anyone on whom Joe could vent his temper.
Frustrated, he threw his hat down on the sideboard and ran his hand through his
dusty curls. He brushed himself off some more while he scanned the familiar
room. The furnishings were an odd mixture of sturdy, locally built pieces: the
long sideboard and the timber built table before the fireplace, and imported,
French elegance. All of it was well used. There were woven rugs on the polished
wooden floors, and across the room where the staircase lifted and turned and
lifted again to the upper storey, a bright, Indian blanket had been draped over
the banister. A tall, ornate clock ticked solemnly, and a pine-log fire burned
in the hearth despite the heat of the day.
The room wasn’t entirely deserted. As he turned, Joe
caught a movement in the corner of his eye.
"Hi, Joe." Adam Cartwright, Joe’s older
brother by some ten or twelve years, strolled out of the office area. He looked
cool and casual, with a saucer in one hand and a cup, half raised to his lips,
in the other. "Had a good day?"
Irrationally, it irritated Joe that his brother
preferred to drink tonsil scorching, unbelievably strong, black coffee even on
days when the sun dragged the sweat right out of a man’s skin. What annoyed
him even more was Adam’s nonchalant air of calm. His temper hanging by a thin
and remarkably fragile thread, Joe rounded on him. "A good day? Shall I
tell you what sort of day I’ve had?" Slim and light boned, Joe had to
raise his head a little to look his taller, broader and altogether more muscular
brother in the face. He was undaunted. "I’ve had one hell of a day!"
"Joseph!" The voice raised in reproach was
not Adam’s but that of their father. Ben emerged from behind his
leather-topped desk. There was a frown on his face, and his dark eyes were
angry. "You’ll mind your language and your manners in this house."
Ben Cartwright was of a height with Adam and was built
on a similar, substantial scale. Joe found himself looking up to both of them.
The thread on his temper snapped. "He asked me what sort of day I’ve had,
and I’m damn well going to tell him!" His voice had risen to a shout; his
eyes, hazel brown and flecked liberally with green, were bright with fury. They
blazed into his brother’s face.
Again it was Ben and not Adam who responded, and his
voice boomed, "I told you to put a curb on your tongue!"
Adam sipped his coffee, savoured it and looked at Joe
quizzically. "What’s biting you?"
Joe’s hands went to his hips in a typical Cartwright
attitude of defiance. "I’ll tell you what’s biting me! I’ve been
workin’ my guts out in the dirt and the heat, ropin’ tyin’ an’ brandin’!
I was doin’ it yesterday, an’ I was doin’ it the day before. You were
supposed to be comin’ out ta help. So where were you, huh?" Joe was
leaning into his brother’s space, shouting.
"Joseph," Ben said again, in a lower tone
that brooked no further disagreement or dissension, "I think that’s
enough."
Setting his cup down in its saucer, Adam held up a
placating hand. "No, Pa." He looked at Joe with a curious expression
on his darkly handsome, evenly featured face. "This has been brewing a
while. It’s about time it was out in the open; he’s got a devil riding his
tail. Let the boy talk."
Joe was a young man, young enough that his Pa still
called him ‘boy’ when he got mad. He wouldn’t accept the term gladly from
anyone else. And it was the way Adam said it in that educated, eastern accent of
his and with that smug, patronizing look on his face that really rattled Joe.
With an angry, upward gesture Joe knocked cup, saucer and coffee out of his
brother’s hand and sent it flying across the room. Cup and saucer shattered
where it landed. Adam looked after it, considering the resultant mess, and then
looked back at his brother’s face with that same, questioning expression.
Ben looked from one to the other of them as they faced
up to one another. These two were – had always been – about as different
from one another as a pair of brothers could be. Descended on his mother’s
side from blue-blooded, New England aristocracy, Adam had been, since childhood,
the serious, studious one: a product of his hard, early years. He was the one
who had insisted on getting himself an education. He had rare abilities of
creativity, organization and leadership and the intelligence to make use of
them. He was also a stickler for getting a job done, and done properly, for a
man pulling his weight and for standing up for what he believed to be right no
matter what the cost. Joe, son of a French, New Orleans courtesan, was equally
steadfast and hardworking, but he had a lighter and more carefree outlook on
life. Often, the two rubbed each other raw, and quarrels were frequent. This
level of animosity, however, was rare. Joe would flare quickly to anger while
Adam burned long and slow. One thing the two of them did have in common was a
particular breed of mule headed stubbornness. He could see it in both of their
faces right now.
Adam tucked his hands safely out of the way in his back
pants pockets; his brother was obviously spoiling for a fight, and Adam had no
intention of obliging him. Not right there and then, anyway. He sat on his
temper and pulled a long breath. "Why don’t you just tell me what this is
all about, Joe?" The very reasonableness in his voice raised Joe to rage.
"This week it’s the branding. Last week it was
bustin’ broom tails for the army, and before that we were chasin’ mavericks
out o’ the brush. And where have you been?"
"Your brother has been working here with me,"
Ben interrupted sternly. "We’ve been working on the supply quotas for the
army, the tenders for next year’s timber contracts and our investment
portfolio."
Adam glanced at his father; his dark-topaz eyes were
troubled, but they held the faintest glimmer of amusement – just enough to
raise Joe to new heights of fury. "I don’t think he wants to hear it,
Pa."
"You’re damned right I don’t want to hear
it!" Anger made Joe’s youthful face ugly. "It seems to me, older
brother, that these days you just don’t want to dirty your lily-white hands
with the real work around here!"
It was an old argument. Ben had been hearing variations
of it for years. "Joseph, you’re not being fair," he said. "You
have to understand that the management aspects are just as important to the
running of this ranch as the physical work."
Joe flared furiously at his father, "Now you’re
starting to sound just like him!" Joe was starting to feel light-headed and
a bit sick. His brother was refusing to react with aggression, and Joe’s
initial adrenaline rush was wearing off. What made it worse, he knew his father
was right.
Adam allowed his gaze to drop. He let his breath out in
a sigh and drew another. When he looked up again, the amusement was gone.
"I’m sorry I let you down, Joe. I fully intended to come out this
afternoon and give you a hand with the branding. The bookwork took longer than
we expected. I’ll ride with you tomorrow and help you finish off with the
yearlings."
It annoyed Joe that his brother could even apologize
gracefully. He heard himself snap back. "I’ve got this far without you! I
can finish the job!" He knew he was being petulant and unreasonable and
couldn’t help himself.
Ben took a hand in the argument. "I’ve heard
enough of this. We all have important work to do."
"That’s just it. It’s all work!" In his
anger, Joe reacted before he thought. "Work is all we ever do around here.
We never do anything together anymore!" His words were directed right at
Adam; he couldn’t stop them tumbling out one after the other. "We never
go fishing, or hunting, or swimming up at the lake."
He saw the shadow of pain cross his brother’s face
and knew that he had awakened ancient memories. Abruptly, he felt about six
years old. He turned away and bit his lip before he made it worse than it
already was.
There was an extended silence in the big room while
each man wrestled with his own thoughts. They all knew that the last time Joe
and Adam had gone hunting together, chasing a renegade wolf into the high
country, it had been a disaster for both of them. Joe had got in the way of a
bullet intended for the wolf. The ball had lodged deep under his collarbone and
had proved difficult to remove. He had almost died of the infection, and it had
taken him a long time to recover. For Adam, the accident had been more traumatic
still. He had fired the shot that had almost killed his brother. His paroxysm of
self-recrimination had all but destroyed him. Only his innate rationality had
saved him from the black pit of despair. The legacy of the incident had been a
marked reluctance on Adam’s part to be involved in any similar undertaking
that threw him together with Joe. Joe had grown to resent it.
Ben said, finally, "I think we should put this
aside, boys."
"No, Pa." Adam surprised both his father and
his brother by shaking his head. He drew a long breath and worked his jaw. He
had fought this battle with himself through the small dark hours of many a
night. He had known for a long time how his brother felt, how much he yearned to
rekindle that special relationship that a stray bullet had almost destroyed.
Perhaps it was time that he confronted his own, personal demon. He risked taking
one hand out of his pants pocket to pinch the bridge of his nose. He wanted to
explain to his father and brother how it was – how the emotions churned inside
him until sometimes he felt sick – but the words wouldn’t untangle
themselves into coherent sentences. Instead, he said,
"It was a long hard winter, and the work has just
kept coming at us all spring. Perhaps it’s time we took a little break."
He lifted his eyes to look at Joe. "How about a little hunting trip,
compadre, up in the hills west of Pyramid Lake?"
Joe stared at him. For a moment his brother’s words
didn’t quite sink in. Then his anger soaked away like autumn rain down a sink
hole in the desert; a smile spread across his face, sunlight after the storm. It
was followed by a wave of uncertainty. "Hey, Adam, that would be really
great – do you mean it?"
Adam’s amber eyes sparkled. He cracked a reluctant
grin of his own and then laughed ruefully. "I mean it Joe. Though the good
Lord knows what I’m letting myself in for."
The beaming smile returned to Joe’s face. He stuck
out a hand, and Adam shook it. Ben stepped forward and clapped a hand on both
men’s shoulders. It was a relief for him to see his sons friends again.
"When do you boys figure on leaving?"
Adam looked at his brother. "That depends on just
how many of those yearlings there are left to brand. If younger brother here had
been working as hard as he claims, we should have all the loose ends tied up
inside a week."
Joe aimed a soft, roundhouse punch at his brother’s
jaw, and Adam swayed easily out of the way. Ben smiled benevolently at them
both. Adam reached out as if to ruffle Joe’s hair. Joe ducked, and Adam
laughed. "Let’s go and wash up for supper."
One
High, high above the wooded foothills of the northern
Sierra Nevada Mountains, the eagle soared on outstretched wings. Below her, the
whole of her world lay shrouded in velvet darkness. The valleys were filled with
Stygian shadows, and the hills loomed against a paling sky. Only the tops of the
tallest trees were yet touched with the golden light of day. It was early; the
eagle was not yet hunting. The warm, uplifting currents had not started to rise
from the land, and it took much effort to stay aloft. The almighty sun god,
known variously to the histories of man as Inti, Helios, Mithras and Ra, had
barely lifted his bright face above the far horizon. The eagle had no name for
her deity, or even one for herself. Still she flew in worship, rising and
gliding in glorious celebration of another new day.
Below, on the ground, something caught her eye.
Something was moving, slowly and laboriously beneath the canopy of the trees. It
was far too large to be prey. The eagle took only rodents and rabbits and an
occasional new-born deer. Still, her natural curiosity was piqued. She was alert
to everything that lived and moved in her domain, in the heavens or on the
earth. She angled her pinions into the wind and altered the sweep of her wings.
The fine feathers ruffled across her back as the airflow changed. Looking down,
her bright eyes espied more clearly. Crawling slowly against the earth were two
of the man things, riding their horses and leading another. Queen of the skies,
airborne mistress of all she surveyed from the top of her highest mountain
eerie, the eagle was not frightened of men. They were interlopers, passers
through; there was nothing for them here. They came, and soon they would be
gone, leaving no sign to mark their passing, not even a fading memory in the
avian’s mind. Her attention shifted. She lifted her wing and slipped away
through the air towards that bare hilltop where the first thermal would form. As
the light strengthened and spread the new day grew apace; it was time to seek
for her meal.
Joe Cartwright, still sometimes known affectionately by
friends and family as ‘Little Joe’ though he had long since outgrown the
name, was about as content as a man could be. Riding his favourite pinto mare in
the wake of his brother’s horse, he couldn’t do anything to prevent the grin
of pure delight that still stole, from time to time, across his face. His much
longed-for hunting trip was finally under way. Although Adam had estimated a
week to finish the essential chores at the ranch, it had taken three times that
long. That was the way of life on the sprawling vastness of range land and
forest that formed the hub of the Cartwright’s ever expanding business empire;
one job followed right on the tail of another. It was all vitally important
work, and Joe had started to wonder if, despite his brother’s promise, they
would ever manage to get away. The grin came again as Joe recollected the moment
when Adam had finally brooked no further delays; he had simply stepped into his
saddle and ridden away.
That had been a full week ago. Now, they were riding
the high hills close to the ill-defined line that separated what was about to
become Nevada territory from the State of California. Here in the north it was
still early summer. The nights were cold enough to make a man’s breath steam,
although the days were comfortably warm. The hills were clothed with spruce and
fir, tall trees that fragranced the air with the heady scent of resin. On the
lower slopes were birch and larch and dark leafed holly and stands of fire oak
in fresh, summer-green. Down in the valleys, where they sometimes found water,
grew ash and aspen and alder.
Ahead of him, a vague shape in the early light, Adam
sat relaxed in the saddle; his supple body swayed easily with the motion of his
big, dark-coloured mare. Here in the virgin forest where there were no paths to
speak of, he let her pick her own way up the hill.
It was still night among the trees though the sky was
lightening apace. Adam sat at the highest point and waited for his brother to
come up alongside. He didn’t need to use words, merely gestured with his hand.
The expression on his face said everything. Side by side, the brothers sat and
watched the glory of the dawn as it spread light and colour across the
landscape. The sky glowed in the east with an orange fire, growing ever brighter
even as they watched. Huge and unbearably bright, the edge of the sun arose from
behind the rim of the hills. The treetops were touched with gold.
Joe drew a long breath. No matter how many times he saw
it, sunrise was a sight that never failed to stir his soul. The shallow valley
quickly filled with sunlight and a thousand shades of green. A chorus of
birdsong filled the air, and the brand-new day was suddenly alive with sound and
shifting shadows. Joe’s breath sighed out.
"Ain’t that the prettiest country you ever seen,
Adam?"
Adam smiled his slow smile. He was not immune to a
little soul stirring himself, and, caught up in the magic of the moment, he was
prepared to agree. "It surely is, Joe. It’s hard to believe the not far
north and east of here, these hills run out into desert country."
"Is that a fact?" Joe straightened up and
lifted his gaze to the hilltops, seeking for the land that his brother spoke of.
"You ever been there?"
"Once or twice." Adam’s face clouded.
"It’s real rattle snake and scorpion country. Cold at night, hot in the
day, as dry as all-get-out. Hard place even for a jack-rabbit to make a
living."
"But we’re not headed that way, are we?"
Adam eased his butt in the saddle, his eyes moving over
the contours of the land; he was already planning their route. "I figure to
stick to these hills a while longer, then angle across the state line and work
our way back down to the Sacramento Valley. I’ve got a real good friend we
could visit with a while before we head for home."
"You mean that fella you went to school with? The
one with the fancy horse ranch?"
"He does a whole lot more than breed horses, Joe.
Some of the schemes he’s got will make your eyes pop!" Adam couldn’t
help but sound a little wistful. It was a note that Joe missed entirely, his
thoughts being centred on something else.
"I sure could use some breakfast, Adam. How come
we had to ride out o’ that place so all-fired early?"
Adam thought back to the bedraggled little collection
of log-covered dugouts, lined with stones, dirty and infested with bugs. They
were no more than holes in the ground where an extended family scraped out a
meagre existence. Nevertheless, they had been offered hospitality, and it would
have been churlish to refuse. The men-folk had gone without eating to feed their
guests, and even then there had not been much: a thin porridge with vegetables
and very little meat. It seemed that game, in this part of the woods, was
scarce. The children had been without shoes.
"You saw how little they had, Joe. I didn’t want
them obligated to give us breakfast as well." Adam had insisted on riding
away while the sky was still dark and spangled with stars – long before anyone
else was astir. He had left two silver dollars on the sacking pillow he had been
loaned, the most he figured pride would allow their hosts to accept.
Nonetheless, he understood his brother’s sentiments. There was a hollow
somewhere behind his own belt-buckle that could do with filling, and, he rubbed
a hand across his chin, he could do with a shave. "If we ride down into
this valley real quiet like, I reckon we might take us a deer. We can boil up
some coffee and take a bath in the brook while the liver cooks."
Joe’s face broke into a smile. "You still got
any of those onions Hop Sing gave us?"
"I’m sure I have." Adam reached down and
loosened the saddle gun in the scabbard under his knee. Hunting had been
unexpectedly sparse, and it had been some days since they’d had fresh meat. He
winked at his brother and nudged the mare into motion. Hauling on the lead rope
of the packhorse, Joe fell into line behind.
In the seven days they had been in the saddle the
brothers had just about talked each other out, but the silence they rode in now
was more than companionable. They were hungry, and they were hunting in earnest.
Eyes and ears were keenly alert. They sat still in their saddles to avoid
creaking leather and communicated only with signs.
It took an hour to ride to the valley bottom, following
a vague animal trail; by then, the day was well under way. The trees grew closer
here, the undergrowth was thicker; leafy bushes and bracken covered the bare
earth between the trunks. Surprisingly, they had startled no game out of the
cover, and the prospect of fresh liver and onions for breakfast was beginning to
look remote. It was as if all the wild things had taken a sudden leave of
absence. The valley was curiously devoid of any life except for the birds and
the smallest animals. Everything was lying low.
The Cartwrights didn’t understand it. Joe urged his
horse up alongside Adam’s and was about to voice his concerns aloud when Adam
drew rein and held up his hand in an abrupt gesture for silence. Adam had seen
something move among the willow trees ahead. He was expecting a deer to come
bounding out into the open, frightened into a desperate dash by the sharp and
singular scent of man. He started to reach for his rifle, then froze. It was not
a deer than he saw moving down at the water’s edge. Holding a breath he
listened and heard men’s voices.
He straightened very slowly, his attention focused
ahead. There were three –no, four horsemen among the trees and two more men in
the stream, drinking and washing their faces in the icy water. They were olive
skinned men on small horses; men dressed in deerskin, men with feathers in their
hair.
Joe watched a strange look appear on his brother’s
face. It was an expression of shock, of horror and of fear. Joe looked where
Adam looked; he saw what Adam had seen: brown horsemen on painted ponies down
among the trees. A smile spread across Joe’s face. "Hey, Adam, you
don’t have to worry. They’re only Pauite." Joe had a number of friends
among the vagrant bands of Pauite Indians that often stopped by the ranch. Once
a proud and noble people, they were now mostly broken and cowed - what the white
folks called ‘tamed’ - living on handouts and what they could scavenge. Joe
liked them and had sympathy for them; certainly he had no fear of them.
Adam’s breath hissed out through his teeth.
"Shush! They’re not Pauite, Joe. They’re Shoshoni, and that’s war
paint on their ponies. Now back off slow." He kept his voice low, and Joe
could hear the tension in his tone. His alarm communicated itself directly to
his brother. Pulling back on his reins, Joe made his mare step back and then
turned her around. The packhorse, confused, got in his way.
Adam was watching the Indians like a hawk. They
hadn’t spotted the brothers yet; they were still busy at the bank of the
stream filling their water skins. That wouldn’t last. He knew he had only
seconds to spare. His first fear was for his brother. He had to get the boy away
from here, out of danger. Only then could he afford to think of himself. His
mouth was dry, his belly crawling with fear. He leaned close to Joe’s ear.
"When I give you the word, turn the packhorse loose. Ride like the devil
out of here. Don’t stop and don’t look back."
His face pale and his eyes wide, Joe reacted with
growing alarm. "What about you?"
"Don’t you worry about me, buddy. I’m gonna be
right behind you!"
There was no more time for discussion. Joe dropped the
rope to the packhorse’s halter. Looking back over his shoulder, he started the
pinto mare up the trail at a walk. Adam was struggling to get his horse turned
around. She could feel the sudden tension in the grip of his legs, and it
frightened her. She balked and tried to sit down. An expert horseman with the
added strength of desperation, Adam fought her with the bridle. The packhorse,
backing off, snorted loudly.
Down at the stream heads turned, faces came up. A shout
arose and then another, a whole confusion of raised voices. The men in the river
ran for their horses; those already in the saddle turned his way. Adam yelled at
his brother, "Ride, Joe! Ride!"
He saw Joe lash at the pinto mare with the ends of his
reins, driving with hands and heels and shouting encouragement into the
horse’s ears. Finally, he got his own mount facing the way he wanted to go.
The mare threw up her head and rolled her eyes. She squatted down on her
haunches. Adam let out the reins and she leapt and lunged, colliding with the
loose packhorse and bowling him over with her shoulder. He went down with a
squeal. Somewhere behind Adam, someone had got his wits together enough to fire
off a couple of shots. Adam never knew where the bullets went. Aware that his
back made one hell of a target, he leaned low on the mare’s neck and kicked
hard. His only instinct, now, was to get away
The horse fiddled her feet for one second longer and
then hit her stride. She climbed the hill in great, leaping bounds with Adam
merely clinging to the saddle. He didn’t look back to see if the Indians
followed; he knew that they would. Up ahead, Joe had almost reached the
sheltering trees. With her longer stride, Adam’s mare was catching up the
pinto fast.
There were no more shots, but silent death whipped past
his cheek so close that he felt the wind of its passing. The arrow lost itself
in the bushes. Another buried itself point first in the ground and stood there,
quivering, as they galloped past. Adam yelled at the mare to run faster. A
willing beast, she laid back her ears. The sweat already lay in patches on her
neck, white where the reins frothed it into foam. Two more arrows whipped past
them. Adam didn’t see where they went. Now he was entering the trees himself;
the trunks would make shooting difficult. He saw a flash of white up ahead –
the pinto mare, still running. He had no idea of how far he was ahead of his
pursuers. He doubted it was far enough.
He heard a dull thud, stone into flesh, and felt the
mare falter. He knew that she was hit, somewhere in the quarters aft of the
saddle. Gamely, she recovered her stride and kept climbing. The trail was
steepening now.
Adam had almost caught up with his brother. He could
see the white, frightened face looking back. He had no breath left to shout. He
didn’t hear the arrow go past him, ‘though it must have passed him in its
flight. He saw it suddenly appear, a feathered shaft sprouting from the back of
Joe’s right thigh. Joe clutched at his leg; his face twisted in pain. For a
moment, the pinto lost all momentum. Joe leaned in the saddle, looking for a
moment as if he would fall. Barely, he managed to cling on. He caught the loose,
flying rein and got the mare galloping again before she had properly broken her
stride. Joe swayed wildly. Great horseman that he was, Adam knew he couldn’t
stay on the horse’s back for long.
Adam chanced a glance behind. The trees had closed in
on them and for a moment, the pursuit was out of sight. The pinto mare was
losing momentum now, as Joe reacted to the shock and the pain.
Ahead, the bushes grew thicker and taller, covering the
ground with several levels of green. It was the only place there was to hide.
Adam pulled his horse alongside Joe’s as the pinto came to a shuddering stop.
Sliding out of the saddle, he ran to his brothers side and pulled him, none too
gently, from the horse’s back. Joe yelped and clung to him. Adam dumped him
unceremoniously beside the path. He looped the pinto’s reins about the saddle
horn and slapped her hard on the rump, then did the same to the bay. The two
horses disappeared up the trail. Adam hoped they would keep going long enough to
lead the Indians away. He could hear them coming now, their ponies pounding up
the hill.
With scant seconds to spare, he grabbed his brother up
and pitched him bodily in among the bushes. He threw himself down alongside him
and allowed the greenery to close over them. They didn’t have time to offer a
prayer. Adam just hoped that the Indian’s sharp eyes would miss the
disturbance he’d left on the ground. The first of the Indian ponies pounded
past close enough for the brothers to hear the huff of its breath in its lungs.
The Shoshoni rode silently, urging their ponies with
hands and heels. Their dark eyes and their hawk-like faces strained ahead for a
sight of the hated white men. They failed, in that moment, at the speed they
were riding, to see the faint sign where the horses had stopped, then gone on,
unridden.
Adam lay on top of Joe, covering him with his own body
for what little good that might do. They kept absolutely still. Their faces were
mere inches apart. The breathed each other’s breath and smelled the sour sweat
of each other’s fear. Adam’s hand was clamped hard against Joe’s mouth,
insurance against any outcry of pain. His teeth were gritted, edge to edge, and
his eyes were turned towards the horsemen passing, unseen, only feet away.
Silently, he counted them: two and three and four. Then there was quiet. Adam
felt Joe move, starting to struggle against the harshness of his grip. The young
man’s eyes were fixed on his face, so wide with fright that the whites were
showing. Adam’s hand was hurting his mouth, crushing his lips against his
teeth. He could barely breathe. Adam gave an infinitesimal shake of the head.
Keep still, keep silent; Adam knew he had counted six.
At close range they looked into each other’s eyes,
both of them wondering if this was a good day to die. They listened to the
silence; the forest was absolutely still. Even the birds had ceased to sing. The
sweat grew cold on their skins. Joe was in agony. The whole of his leg, and the
right side of his body burned with pain. Adam wouldn’t let him up, wouldn’t
let him move. He held him weighted down with his body. Adam knew there were six.
Sure enough, in a minute more two more horsemen came up
the path, riding slowly, walking their horses. It was an old trick but an
effective one, designed to trap the unwary and the inexperienced. One or two men
riding quietly behind the chase, waiting and watching for grounded quarry to
poke up their heads. They were hunting men. Adam inched his hand towards the
butt of his gun. He was afraid of the upturned leaf, the newly broken sprig
still oozing sap, the glimpse of his yellow coat. His mouth was painfully dry.
The Indians didn’t stop. Without speaking, or
pausing, they rode on. Adam didn’t move. He maintained his relentless grip on
his brother. There was a stone digging into his knee and all his weight was
bearing down on it. It hurt like hell, but his pain was nothing compared to
Joe’s. By now, the young man’s face was sheet-white, and he was shaking.
Adam could see the anguish in his eyes. Even now, Adam wouldn’t let either of
them move. It was another old trick to ride silently back over the same trail in
case the quarry was still hiding out. He didn’t stir until a thrush in a tree
across the way gave a short spurt of birdsong, and something small and unafraid
rustled the bracken. Only then did he let out the long breath he’d been
holding and eased his grip on his brother’s face.
Adam lifted a cautious head and took a long and careful
look ‘round. The woods were empty and peaceful and bright with filtered
sunlight. He got up quickly now. He knew that the Shoshoni braves wouldn’t
give up easily. As soon as they found they were chasing empty saddles they would
be back. Adam didn’t expect to be overlooked a second time. He took a quick
glance at Joe’s leg. The shaft of the arrow had snapped off short to leave an
ugly and jagged stump. The wound itself was bleeding, but not much. The dark
stain was spreading only slowly through the cloth of Joe’s pants.
He looked at Joe’s face, and his eyes were bleak.
"We’re gonna have to move out of here and move quickly."
"I can’t walk, Adam! Hell, I can’t even stand
up!" Now that the immediate danger had passed, Joe was reacting violently
to the shock of his injury. Confused by what had happened, and the speed at
which it had happened he was both angry and very close to tears. One moment he
had been riding through the forest with nothing more pressing than breakfast in
mind - minutes later he was on the ground, bleeding and in pain – in very real
danger of his life.
Adam sucked a deep breath. "We don’t have time
to argue about it, Joe." Reaching down, he hooked a hand under Joe’s
armpit and hoisted him bodily on to his feet. Joe barely stifled a scream by
chewing at the inside of his mouth. The tears sprang from his eyes. Anger and
fear boiled over into rage, and he found himself struggling against Adam’s
grip with a sudden resurgence of strength.
Adam held on to him and shook him hard. He spoke
earnestly into his brother’s face. "Listen to me, Joe, and listen good.
They were Shoshoni braves, and they were on the warpath. They must be a renegade
band raiding out of the desert. They know that we saw them, and they’re going
to come back looking for us. When they do, we’d better be somewhere
else."
The urgency in Adam’s low tone, if not his actual
words, penetrated the curtain of terror and bewilderment that encircled Joe’s
mind. He stood swaying on one leg and clinging to Adam’s arms. His face was
still bloodless, and he was sweating up a storm, but the burgeoning panic, which
had been about to send him reeling and crashing through the trees, was, for the
moment, averted. "Where are we gonna go?"
That was a question that Adam’s active mind had been
working on for a while. So far, he had not come up with any reasonable solution.
He wasn’t about to explain that to Joe. With a nod of the head, he indicated
the denser trees further along the valley, away from the path that the Indians
had taken. "This way."
It was immediately apparent that Joe had been right
when he said that he couldn’t walk. The very first step made him chew at his
lip to keep himself from crying out aloud. This pain was razor sharp, the worst
he’d ever had - much more severe than the agony of a bullet. Adam’s only
thought was to get away from the path, the way the Indians would surely ride
back. Adam put Joe’s arm across his shoulder, taking most of his weight. Joe
tried another step, and his injured leg folded under him. Both men almost fell.
With urgency as a spur, they made the best speed that
they could, but it was slow and laborious progress. The terrain was difficult,
steep and uneven, and thickened underbrush hampered every step. Every few yards,
Adam threw a long, searching look back over his shoulder. He saw nothing but the
bushes and trees, now darkly menacing shapes against the sky, but he knew that
didn’t count for anything. He was well aware that a Shoshoni brave could be
standing right alongside him, and the chances were, he wouldn’t know a thing
about it until a tomahawk parted his hair. They were leaving behind them a trail
a blind child might follow, but there and then, he could think of no way to
avoid it.
With every staggering step that he took, a fresh grunt
of pain was torn from Joe’s lips.
His strength was leaking away with the blood that now
flowed more freely from the wound. Before very long, he was hanging, dead
weight, from his brother’s shoulders and could hardly move his legs at all.
Anxious to make ground more quickly, Adam scooped Joe
up into his arms and carried him as if he were a child.
Though only lightly framed, Joe was still a full a
full-grown man and a considerable burden. His weight ensured that Adam could not
carry him far. Before very long, the big muscles of his arms were burning,
poisoned by fatigue. His back and legs were aching from the strain, and he was
staggering as his knees turned into jelly. He found a small grassy patch in
amongst a denser clump of trees, a spot where sunlight filtered in dusty shafts
through high branches. He lowered Joe to the ground. On one knee, he knelt to
catch his breath and gather his wits. His lungs were heaving. In something like
three hours they had barely covered two miles from the place where Joe had been
hurt. Adam didn’t fool himself: they’d not be going anywhere else for quite
some time.
The colour of Joe’s face had changed from pasty-white
to doughy-grey as he succumbed further to the shock. His skin was cold and
clammy to the touch. He was clinging to consciousness with grim determination,
but he wasn’t finding it easy. The pain of his wound had become a bone deep
throb of raw agony. His lips and the inside of his mouth were sore and bleeding
where he had bitten them. He rolled his head against the ground, seeking his
brother’s face.
Adam was studying their back-trail with considerable
anxiety. Then he turned and found Joe looking at him. He cleared the concern
from his face, but Joe had already seen it, and the worry still lingered on in
the depths of his eyes. He touched his brother on the shoulder. "It’s
going to be all right, Joe. Just take it easy."
It was a lie and both of them knew it. If he’d had
the strength, Joe would have been angry. He ground his teeth together.
"What’re we gonna do, Adam?"
Adam took another long look through the trees before he
responded. He was expecting unwelcome guests at any moment; he had a feeling
deep in the gut that neither he, nor his brother, was going to survive the
encounter. He stripped off his coat and bundled it into a rough pillow to put
underneath Joe’s head. "The first thing I’m going to do is take a look
at that leg."
Joe’s pants were soaked with his blood. Adam pulled
the long knife from where it resided in the sheath beneath his shirt, and slit
the seam from knee to hip. The wound was an ugly one. The barbed head of the
arrow was deeply embedded in the fleshy muscle of Joe’s thigh. A stump of the
shaft was still attached and jutted out at an obscene angle. It jerked and moved
as Joe struggled against the pain. The flesh was already an angry purple and
showing signs of swelling. Joe needed medical attention, and he needed it fast.
Even the nearest hedge doctor was fifty miles out of reach. Adam wiped the
gritty sweat from his mouth with the back of his hand. The arrowhead had to come
out, and he was the only man there to do the job. It was not a prospect that he
viewed with relish. He had no water to wash the wound, or even his hands, and
the only tool he had was the eight-inch, Bowie knife.
The smooth curve that led to the point of the
double-edged tip was honed razor sharp. That, at least was a mercy.
Joe was craning around, trying to get a look at the
wound that was causing his so much pain. He was sweating again and starting to
shake. Adam pushed him down with the flat of his hand. "Lie down, Joe. This
is going to hurt, and you’ll have to hold real’ still while I do it."
Joe’s eyes widened as he grasped his brother’s
meaning. "Adam?"
Adam shushed him. He sought about for a bit of broken
branch about as thick as his finger. He snapped off a short length and wrapped
it in a twist of his handkerchief. He pushed it in to Joe’s mouth before the
younger man had too much time to think about what he was going to do. "Bite
down hard on this. Don’t yell or you’ll have the red-skins down on our
necks."
His teeth clamped tight and his fingers already digging
holes in the dirt, Joe’s eyes were fixed on Adam’s face. They were the
mirrors of his soul. They reflected his pain and his fear, his bewilderment and
his growing anger. Adam wouldn’t look at him. He knew that if he looked into
Joe’s eyes, he wouldn’t be able to do what had to be done.
Adam shifted his position, kneeling alongside the
wound. There was no point in delaying. Thinking about it would only serve to
make matters a whole lot worse for both of them. And Joe was bleeding to death
right in front of his eyes. Wedging Joe’s leg into position and holding it
there with his own knee, he took a firm grip of the shaft with his left hand and
cut deep with the knife in his right.
Joe was expecting pain, but nothing like the continuing
wave of agony that rolled through him. It seared his nerves and stole his breath
and brought the tears springing to his eyes. The cutting, it seemed, went on
forever. He bit down hard on the finger of wood and strangled his scream into a
bubbling yelp of pain. Somewhere amidst the fearful agony, his body forgot to
breathe. He was still trying not to cry out when he ran out of breath. The black
edges of his vision closed in around him and awareness slipped away.
Adam was sincerely thankful when his brother lost
consciousness; his body relaxed and stopped fighting him. He’d had to cut
deeper and pull harder than he had anticipated; there was more blood than he had
ever imagined. There was just so much blood!
The shaft and the arrowhead came out in one piece,
which was a blessing Adam was far too busy to count. At least it saved the
necessity of further cutting. He leaned down hard on the hole that he’d made
and was glad when the blood flow slowed.
The wound needed stitching, but Adam had neither
needle, nor gut. Ripping the long tail from his own shirt, he used Joe’s
slightly cleaner handkerchief as a pad and wrapped his brother’s leg as
tightly as he dared. His breath hissed out through his teeth. He had done all he
could. He only hoped it was enough.
Concerned as he was for his brother, Adam had other
things to worry about as well. Even as he cleaned his hands on the grass, his
eyes were searching for movement among the trees. Always a practical man, he
didn’t try to fool himself for a moment. He knew that the Shoshoni band would
be coming after them; he knew it to the very core of his soul.
The presence of warring Shoshoni in these woods had him
more than a little anxious. Like Joe, Adam was well used to the small groups of
Pauites that lived in the Comstock Valley and the surrounding hills. They were
the remnants of a powerful nation, the pitiful families of once-proud warriors
scratching a living in the dirt or begging at the side of the road. Adam had
heard that, these days, they were even moving into town.
And then there were the Bannocks. The Bannocks were the
truly wild Indians of romantic legend: illusive, unpredictable and sometimes
savage. They were solitary and rarely seen. Occasionally he encountered an
individual or a group of two or three, passing through as they journeyed from
the unknowable here to the unguessable there. Such meetings were increasingly
rare. There had been a lot more Bannock about when Adam had been a boy.
The Shoshoni were an altogether different matter. They
were a desert dwelling tribe, and these braves were a very long way from home.
Their chieftains had reached an agreement with Brigham Young, the once governor
of Utah territory. The Mormon had worked hard for years to make friends with the
various hostile bands. True to his own ideals, he had tried to induce them to
live in peace and, eventually, to convert them to civilized living and his own
particular brand of Christianity. Adam didn’t know how much success the old
hellfire-and-brimstone preacher man had achieved. He did know that numerous
groups of renegade braves had split off from the main tribal groups in defiance
of their chiefs.
Hundreds of miles of desert separated these High Sierra
hills from the dry lands of eastern Utah and the Great Salt Lake. Adam feared
that this little band of Indians might be a part of a much larger war party
somewhere out in the badlands, raiding across the border into California,
looting and burning and killing. If that were the case, Adam didn’t give much
for his chances – or for Joe’s.
Both of them were armed, as always when they travelled.
Adam carried his favoured Colt.44 strapped to his hip. He had one exchange
cylinder ready loaded and packed with grease in the pocket of his coat. That
gave him just ten shots – like most working cowboys, he always carried an
empty chamber under the hammer, sensible insurance against a hole in the leg. He
figured that Joe would have about the same. Their saddle guns were gone with
their horses, and all their other belongings: clothes, food and spare
ammunition, were lost when the packhorse went down.
To sum it all up Joe was badly hurt and in desperate
need of a doctor; they were hunted like animals and in immediate danger of their
lives; afoot and miles from anywhere, they had only the clothes that they stood
up in.
Adam made Joe as comfortable as he could, ‘though in
truth, there wasn’t a whole lot more that he could do. Joe’s breathing was
normal enough, but his lips were pale, and his eyes, beneath the closed lids,
had sunken back in their sockets. His eyelashes lay lightly drawn and unmoving
against the pale skin of his cheek. At least, while he was insensible, he
wasn’t in pain any more.
Adam looked at the sky. Hours had passed; already, the
sun had arched overhead. Adam allowed himself a small thread of hope. If they
hadn’t been found yet, perhaps the Shoshoni had missed their trail; perhaps
they had had ridden on without even looking for them at all. Hungry – he
hadn’t eaten since the evening before and then only poorly – he settled
himself alongside Joe. If they could keep themselves hidden, keep themselves
quiet here, among the trees, it might be that death would yet pass them by. In
the morning, if they were still alive, he would think of a way to get them both
home.
Adam didn’t mean to sleep, but, perhaps, he did.
Suddenly chilled, he woke up with a start. The sun had moved behind the trees,
and their grassy place was shadowed and cold. All about them the woods were dark
and eerily silent as evening approached on soft-shod feet. Unaware of what had
awakened him, Adam looked at Joe. The younger man seemed to be sleeping. At
least he was still breathing.
From behind him, Adam detected the faintest whisper of
movement in the air. His mouth was abruptly dry. The short-cropped hairs on the
back of his neck all stood up on end. His long, lean hand crept slowly towards
the butt of his gun. He turned his head. The black maw of a long-gun was inches
from his face. Lifting his gaze, he looked directly into the painted face and
the savage eyes of a tall, Shoshoni brave.
Two
Joe Cartwright surfaced slowly from a long and
frightening nightmare. He had been in fear of his life, running through a
forest. All around him, the forest had been ablaze. The flames had been chasing
him, and there was something wrong with his legs – his right leg in
particular. It wouldn’t work properly, and it hurt like hellfire. Fast as he
ran, or tried to run, the fire moved more quickly, leaping from tree to tree,
closing in on him from either side, cutting him off from the clear air and the
free blue sky ahead. He could feel the fierce breath of it scorching his neck;
the fingers of flame snatching at his heels. Joe fell, sprawling, with his face
in the dirt. The fire was on him in an instant. Joe was burning, burning! He
drew a long breath to scream.
Joe’s yell turned into a loud gasp, and he opened his
eyes. He found that he was lying flat on his back looking straight up into the
pre-natural light of an early dawn sky. The heavens were silver, and the bright
points of the stars were just starting to fade.
The ground underneath him was hard, uncushioned by even
a blanket, and it was very cold. He didn’t have the strength to shiver.
Something was very wrong. His legs wouldn’t move at all, and his hands were
bound together in front of him so tightly that his wrists hurt. He drew breath
to cry out a second time, louder than before. The air that filled his lungs was
chill and damp – it gave him a coughing fit.
There was movement beside him, someone of bulk
stirring, struggling, moving only with hardship and some pain. The figure loomed
over him, dark against the sky. "Joe? Joe don’t yell!" The voice was
Adam’s, low, urgent and intense. Panting against pain and panic, Joe screwed
up his eyes as he tried to make out his brother’s face. It seemed to him that
Adam’s familiar, darkly handsome features bore several marks that Joe didn’t
recall seeing there before, a selection of cuts and bruises that had no
accountable cause. And more than that, Adam was moving only with difficulty, as
if his whole body hurt.
Joe let his breath out as no more than a sigh. The
terror of his dream was fading even as its details merged into forgetfulness,
but oddly, his legs still burned with pain. He tried to sit up to find out what
was wrong with them, and discovered that they were bound together as well and
attached by a rope to his wrists. For some reason he couldn’t guess at, he was
all trussed up like a chicken for Sunday lunch. He looked at Adam again, the
panic overwhelming him. Another cry was bubbling into his throat. Adam’s head
was turned away as he looked over his shoulder at something behind him. In the
slowly strengthening light, Joe saw more traces of violence on his brother’s
face. Dark trails of blood had run from a wound by his ear into the collar of
his shirt. Adam’s face was tight with tension, pale beneath his tan; it was
smeared with blood and dirt and darkened by the stubble of an unshaven beard.
Joe caught the gleam of light in his brother’s eye. The expression he wore was
one that Joe had seen only rarely on his older brother’s face – it was a
look of naked fear. Joe tried to speak, but his mouth was too dry.
Joe couldn’t understand it at all. He didn’t know
where he was, how he had come to be there, why he was all tied up, or why he
hurt so much. The last thing he could remember was riding into the valley in the
tracks of his brother’s horse. They’d had nothing more important than the
prospect of breakfast in mind. Now it seemed to be a whole day later, and he was
cold and in pain, and Adam was afraid. He managed some sort of gurgling noise,
deep inside his throat. Adam turned back to him. "It’s okay, buddy. Just
keep quiet." The strain in Adam’s voice and the look on his face told Joe
that he lied and that things were very far from all right; and it was years
since Adam had called him ‘buddy’.
Adam moved again, awkwardly. He seemed to be shielding
Joe’s body with his own from whatever was behind him. It was then that Joe
noticed that Adam’s hands and legs were bound as well.
Adam looked at his brother. In the faint light of the
early morning, the young man’s face was deathly pale with a livid, pink spot
on either cheek. His eyes were wide with alarm and confusion, bright with pain
and incipient fear. Adam lifted his hands, tightly tied together at the wrist
with strips of rawhide, to feel Joe’s brow. As he had suspected, the skin was
already tight and dry and very warm as the inevitable fever started to rage
through his body. Adam feared that the wound to Joe’s leg would become
infected. The pain, already severe, would increase immeasurably as the limb
filled up with poison, and his blood began to sour. Joe needed that doctor, and
he needed food and a warm place to lie and half a hundred other things that Adam
couldn’t provide. He knew that his brother could die of his injury; he seen it
happen before. But, right then, he had serious doubts that either of them would
live to see the sun come up.
Behind him, over by the tiny, well-shielded fire that
the Indians had built for themselves, the Shoshoni braves were arguing again.
Their voices carried to Adam in a series of low pitched and almost guttural
grunts. He knew that they spoke an elegant and sophisticated language; he was
unable to understand a single word of it. He had no doubt at all that they were
discussing their captive’s fate.
"Adam, what’s going on?" Joe rolled his
head against the ground. He was still trying to make sense of what had happened
to them. "Where are we?"
There was little comfort Adam could offer. He found it
easiest to answer the question quite literally. "We’re still in the
woods, Joe, but a whole lot closer to the desert."
It was a mercy that Joe had no recollection of the
events that had followed their capture. Adam would have much preferred to forget
them himself. Beaten and bound, he had been force-marched as gunpoint, several
miles across rough country. Joe, still unconscious, had been half carried, half
dragged, along the ground behind him. Adam had been unable to help him, or to
help himself. It was a miracle, nothing less, that Joe’s leg wound hadn’t
broken open again. Adam didn’t know, and he couldn’t guess, why they
hadn’t been killed outright. He didn’t like to let his imagination dwell on
the possibilities. He had expected to die, at once, on the spot. By now, both he
and Joe should be cold and starting to rot. What he feared most of all was that
the real horror was only about to begin. He looked over his shoulder again.
At the fireside, the heated discussion was over and the
war band was breaking up. The Indians were gathering their few possessions and
some of them were already heading towards their horses. Two of them were coming
in his direction. In the few seconds that he had, Adam felt the knot of fear
tighten in his belly. He wished that there were something he could do to protect
his brother and knew, in the same instant, that there was not. He saw his
father’s face.
Joe saw the Shoshoni coming. Tall, savage red-men with
painted faces, feathers in their hair and blood lust in their eyes. He still had
only vague memories of yesterday, but he could see the fear in Adams face and
feel his own instinctive terror. He knew that they were in deep, deep trouble.
It dawned on him that he was about to die. He got an elbow under him and started
to edge away. His bound legs were dead weight, and he had to drag them. He got
nowhere at all. The first Shoshoni brave, he with the fearful scar that ran from
temple to chin and another that crossed his cheek, stepped past Adam and put the
broad blade of his knife against Joe’s jugular vein. It effectively halted
Joe’s retreat. He cringed from the razor sharp edge of the steel.
The taller warrior stood over Adam. His black eyes
glowed with an implacable hatred. His face was painted in broad, zigzag smears
of red, white and black. The paint had run in his sweat and followed the deep
creases of his face to create a bizarre mask. His lips rolled back to reveal
square teeth that appeared grey in the light. He leaned close and Adam could
smell the strength of his breath and the rancid grease in his braids. The brave
reached out a massive hand and powerful fingers twisted themselves in Adam’s
hair. Relentlessly, Adam’s head was forced up and back, exposing his
vulnerable throat to the edge of the Indian’s knife. Adam raised his hands in
an unconscious and unavoidable gesture of supplication and gritted his teeth. He
was resigned to death; he feared another beating. These Shoshoni knew how to
inflict ferocious pain and could keep a man conscious throughout. Adam had
already experienced it once, and he didn’t want to go through it again. He
felt the sweat burst out of his skin. His mouth was dry with fear.
It was the scar-faced brave with the knife at Joe’s
throat that spoke. His eyes were on Adam. Sharply intelligent, he had worked out
the relationship between the two men. "My cousin would kill you now, White,
for what you have seen and for what you know." He spoke good English in a
low, level tone that was tense with dislike, but controlled.
Adam’s breath hissed. He didn’t know why he
wasn’t dead already. It was an oversight that he expected to be rectified at
any moment. The Indian over him snarled in his face, and Adam smelled his hot,
nutty breath again.
"You hear me, White?" the knife-man demanded.
Adam managed a nod ‘though it yanked at the roots of
his hair. "I hear you. What do you want me to say?"
The scarred face jerked in a parody of a grin. It
pulled the thick lips of the mouth sideways. "You are foolish not to be
afraid."
"It takes a brave warrior to cut a bound man’s
throat." Adam said it with a snarl and looked the Indian full in the face.
He pulled a long breath that shook in his lungs. "If your cousin wants me
dead, why doesn’t he kill me?" He was pushing his luck, but he knew that
he had nothing to lose. He wasn’t about to let these red-men see how deeply
afraid he was; he had a feeling that they would delight in his terror, and that
would only make matters worse.
Again came that jerk of the face. "I do not share
in my brother’s thought. It may be that you would serve us better alive. And
my cousin’s brother named me chief."
The eyes so close to Adam’s face glittered with rage.
"I take it," said Adam, carefully, "That it wasn’t a popular
decision." Both savage faces worked. He knew he had touched on a sore spot.
Even in the face of imminent death his agile mind was working on a way to turn
dissent between cousins into a tool for his advantage, a way to save Joe’s
life, if he could.
Scar-face tightened his grip on his knife. The edge
slipped out of sight below the line of Joe’s jaw. "My cousin’s brother
will decide your fate, if you survive the desert. You will come with us, or you
die now. Chose now, White. Chose for both." The blade pressed hard against
Joe’s neck.
Adam knew what it was that he was being offered;
between inhale and exhale he had to decide. Many of the tribes took captives,
usually women and small children as slaves to help with the soul-destroying work
of subsisting in a harsh and unforgiving environment. It was rare for men to be
taken alive. The experience wasn’t likely to be a pleasant one, and there
would be little or no opportunity for escape.
He could see the terror written plainly on Joe’s
face. His eyes were open so wide that the whites were showing all the way
‘round. His body was starting to shake. Adam felt the grip of fear in his own
gut: a hard, balled up fist of dread. It was the fear of the unknown, the fear
of pain, the primordial terror of death. He touched his lips with the point of
his tongue. He hoped that Joe would forgive him for the decision he had to make.
"I chose life."
The face above him smiled a thin, cruel smile. Adam
felt the edge of the steel, cold and keen against his neck.
The scar-face said, "You know you make a bargain,
white-man?"
"I know it." Adam’s breathing was shallow.
The blood buzzed in his head.
The painted Shoshoni tightened his grip in Adam’s
hair. He hissed into Adam’s face. "I would see the colour of your blood,
white man." The knife moved, and fresh blood flowed from the wound below
Adam’s ear.
The Shoshoni moved quickly and they travelled light.
They carried barely more than their weapons and the clothes they stood up in. As
the edge of the sun broke the eastern skyline, they were already crossing the
strip of sparse grassland that separated the last of the woods from the place
where the desert began. They had put Joe up on a horse – Adam was grateful for
that – and they tied him securely to the pony’s back. His hands still bound
before him, at the end of a rope, Adam was made to walk. He knew that being on
foot, as a helpless captive while others rode, was designed to humiliate him
and, eventually, to weaken him. In Adam’s mind there was no doubt that it
would accomplish both.
Somewhere along the way, he had lost his coat and his
hat. He knew that before the next day dawned, he would have serious need of
them. At least he had been left his clothes and, most important of all, his
boots.
Before the sun had fully risen, the war band was
heading into dry country. Aminotek was war chief. He led the way, riding out in
front on his painted, grey pony. He wore no paint on his face; he bore his
hideous scarring as a badge of his courage. He headed due east, into the dawn,
and he went at a steady pace.
Immediately behind him on a big, black, mean-mannered
gelding rode his cousin, Kalikasi, medicine chief, he of the painted and deeply
folded face – the man who wanted Adam dead. He had taken the lead rope to
Adam’s hands himself, and he made sure that he kept it tight. After them, in
single file, rode the other Shoshoni braves. One of them led Joe’s pony by the
rein and another the two spare horses the party possessed.
They rode, not together in a bunch, but widely spread
across the landscape, each man following his own path. It made their trail
obscure and hard to follow and their numbers difficult to count.
Dawn, in the desert, was a beautiful thing to behold.
The sky was banded with green and gold and apricot shades as the high, silver
clouds reflected the God-given light. The brush-land, still cold, was grey and
green, clothed knee-high to a horse in mist. Visibly creeping, as the sun
climbed higher, the shadows of single, sentinel trees, the last guardians
against the encroaching wilderness, fell over the land. They pointed and
beckoned, the dark fingers of fate.
The air was cool and damp with the mist. It smelled of
peppery dust, and it tickled the nose. As the morning drew on, that self-same
air would become searing hot, scorching the throat and the lungs and pulling the
last drop of moisture from the pores of a man’s skin. Above all, the desert
was silent: nothing moved, no birds called, not even a cricket buzzed to break
the stillness. The Indians rode quietly, each man alone. Even the ponies moved
without sound; there was no jingle of harness or clink of iron shod hooves on
the stony ground. The figures drifted like ghosts into the brightening, morning
light.
Adam stumbled and tripped. Not for the first time, he
fell, landing heavily on elbows and knees that were already raw and bleeding
from repeated contact with the unforgiving earth. The impact drew an involuntary
grunt of pain that was quickly stifled. His pride wouldn’t let them see that
he was hurt. He knew that was what they wanted most. This time, he stayed on his
knees for a while to recover his breath. He had learned that he got no reward
for getting right back up on his feet.
Kalikasi stopped the black horse and waited for him
without looking at him. He considered the white man beneath his contempt and
would not lower himself to show his impatience.
Taking a moment to look about him, Adam searched for
Joe. All the other riders had disappeared into the desolation. He began to
understand how they could come and go like wraiths on the wind, no one seeing
them, no one knowing that they were even there. They merged so perfectly with
their environment that it was impossible to locate them. He could only hope that
Joe was all right.
Because he knew that he had to, he climbed back to his
feet. He was thirsty, and his back and legs were aching. It was difficult to
walk with his hands fastened in front of him, and his feet were hurting.
High-heeled riding boots were not designed for long treks in harsh country.
Kalikasi moved off at once, jerking on the rope and making Adam stumble again.
Gradually, the dry range gave way to saw grass and
scrub and the soil to sand and stone.
Still facing east, Adam was walking right in to the
sun. The glare hurt his eyes, and the details of the landscape were lost in the
dazzle. As the morning wore on, the temperature climbed steadily. He felt as if
the gates of hell had opened before him and he had walked right in. Unbelievably
dry and soaked in his own sweat, his head was starting to spin. He was becoming
confused and disorientated, lurching from side to side on legs that no longer
obeyed the dictates of his mind. Now, the rope was pulling him along. Every step
was a renewal of agony. He staggered and stumbled repeatedly against the ground.
Inevitably, he fell again. Kalikasi allowed his horse
to walk on several paces, dragging Adam behind. This time, it took him a whole
lot longer to get up. It was a warning, and Adam heeded it. His face cut and
scraped, he had learned not to fall over.
The water hole was little more than a mud-patch at the
very edge of the desert. Surrounded by rocks and vegetation no less sparse than
the surrounding wilderness, it was sunk low down in the ground and did little to
advertize its presence. From every direction it was invisible. The Shoshoni knew
where it was and found it unerringly. There was only one way down into the
basin, a narrow path that switched back and forth between frost-shattered
boulders. The nights out here were ferociously cold.
Driven by desperate need, Adam would have used the last
of his strength in a frantic dash for the water. Kalikasi held him back, snubbed
tight against the side of his horse by the rope on his hands. Adam’s tongue
had swollen to fill his mouth; his dry lips had split and bled and dried again.
The salt of his sweat stung in his wounds. Breathless, panting in the merciless
heat, Adam looked into the medicine chief’s painted face. In Kalikasi’s
deep-set eyes he saw implacable hatred and contempt for his weakness.
The Shoshoni had water bags on their horses, the
still-hairy skins of small animals tied off at the neck. They were not thirsty.
They were content to hang back, waiting and watching, as silent and still as the
land that contained them. It was as if they expected a trap. Allowed to stand
still, just for that moment, and to rest his weight against the horse, Adam’s
head began to clear.
Bit by bit, he puzzled it out. He figured his first
guess had been about right. The Shoshoni had spare ponies with them that must
once have had riders. This group had to be part of a larger war-band that had
dispersed into the hills and the desert. Without doubt they were being pursued.
It was the brother’s bad luck that they had ridden right into them. It
occurred to Adam again, how slender the thread was by which their lives hung.
It was more than an hour before the Shoshoni braves
were content that they were alone in the landscape. To Adam, it was a fair slice
of eternity. At a given signal that he didn’t see, they emerged all at once
from the sun-bright wilderness. By then, Adam was on the point of collapse. He
was barely clinging to awareness. Spots danced in front of his eyes, and his
legs had turned into jelly.
Kalikasi grunted and jerked cruelly on the rope, but he
allowed Adam to lean on the horse as they went down the rocky path. At the
bottom he pushed him away with his foot and sent him sprawling headlong onto the
hot earth. Adam crawled to the water on his knees and his elbows. It was muddy
and warm and thick with scum. He plunged in his face and drank like an animal.
It was the sweetest of nectars, and he never wanted to stop.
Aminotek stood over him, legs astride, and twisted his
hands in his hair. He yanked him up and away from the water. Adam fought him
insanely with his bound hands, trying to get back to drink some more. Aminotek
knocked him down and hit him hard alongside the head with the end of the rope.
"Fool of a white man," he snarled in to Adam’s face. "Would you
drown in your own blood?"
Adam came slowly to his senses. He remembered what he
had forgotten: that a man starved of water mustn’t drink too much all at once.
At best he would make himself sick; at worst he’d burst his gut and die a
lingering death. He wiped his sleeve across his mouth.
"I guess I wasn’t thinking straight. What about
my brother? He needs water as well."
Aminotek looked across at Joe, still tied to the back
of the horse. White-faced, the young man was slumped forward against the
animal’s neck. He might have been unconscious – or dead. The black-eyed gaze
switched back to Adam’s face. The white man still had the light of madness in
his eyes. Aminotek looped Adam’s tether twice around a rock. It would be
enough to keep him away from the water. "Your brother will have what he
needs," he said curtly, and he stepped over Adam’s legs and walked away.
Adam watched him go. His breathing was steadying and he
was starting to think more clearly. He looked around him. The Indians, who had
been watching him with varying degrees of scorn, and some small amusement, had
returned to their tasks, filling their water-skins and allowing their ponies to
drink, generally preparing themselves for a long hard trek. One of them, on
Aminotek’s instruction, had gone to Joe and lifted his head by the hair. He
was pouring small amounts of water into the young man’s mouth. Adam was,
apparently, being ignored.
Left to his own devices, Adam contemplated escape. The
black horse stood not far away, its reins trailing on the ground. It wore no
saddle, only a faded blanket and daubs of red paint on its sweating hide.
The animal turned its head towards Adam and snorted as
if it could read his mind. Adam thought about it some more. If he could get his
sore and bruised body as far as the horse and get himself on to its back, there
was just a chance that he could get out of here, dodging the arrows and whatever
bullets the Indians had. Riding hell for leather across the desert he might just
be able to find some help – and to get it back here in time…
The black horse shook its head in negation, and Adam
had to agree. It might be his last chance of freedom, but he would have to go
without Joe. The Shoshoni could travel much faster without captives; if he made
good an escape, or died in the attempt, his brother wouldn’t live out the
hour. He turned his head and found Aminotek’s eyes on him. The war-chief’s
face was inscrutable, but Adam had the feeling his mind had been read. He had
been allowed to think exactly what he had thought and to reach the conclusion
that he had reached. Adam couldn’t run away, hell, he couldn’t even walk!
And he couldn’t leave Joe behind.
They encouraged him to relieve himself in the rocks
well away from the water – they wouldn’t be stopping again before nightfall
– and before they set out they allowed him to drink again, but sparingly. This
time they put him up on a horse, which was as well because his legs had failed
and he couldn’t walk any more. They tied his wrists to the pony’s neck and
passed a loop under its belly to secure his legs. By mid-afternoon the little
party of horses and men were moving out into the blazing heat of the desert.
Still thirsty and hungry and exposed to the heat,
Adam’s suffering could only increase. An expert horseman for twenty years he
had no trouble staying on the horse’s back, even without the help of a saddle.
The appaloosa was a gelding and relatively well behaved. He also had a backbone
like a saw-blade’s edge and a slightly erratic gait. These two, combined with
the rough terrain, threatened to cut Adam in half.
The Indians rode as before, widely spread across the
country. One of the braves led Adam’s pony, and another, Joe’s. Kalikasi
rode alone. The desert was desolation incarnate, a hellish expanse of naked
stone. The rocks heaved and swelled like the waves of an ocean, frozen in time.
Heat waves shimmered and dust devils danced on the flats. The sky was an
unturned, burning bronze bowl, and the air held the breath of hell.
One by one the riders faded away into the shivering
distance, lost in the haze of sand and sun like wraiths on a misty night. On the
rocks where they passed, there was no sign at all, nothing to show that they had
ever been…
Three
Hat in hand, Hoss Cartwright took the two steps down
from the stoop into the yard. A huge and powerful man, he drew a long breath
that filled his lungs to capacity. His mighty chest swelled until the fine,
white linen of his shirt strained against the buttons that held it together.
Self effacing and modest to a fault, Hoss hated wearing his best, Sunday
go-to-meeting suit and the tight fitting, highly polished brown-leather boots
that went with it, with a heart-felt sincerity. On this particular afternoon of
early summer he wasn’t minding it one bit. He no longer noticed the black
ribbon at his throat that had cost half an hour of painstaking effort to
manipulate into an elaborate bow, or the constriction of the caramel-coloured
broadcloth across his shoulders, or the pinch of the boots. He might have been
walking on air.
He took the time to savour the moment. He knew that
this was going to be one of those pivotal moments that he would carry with him,
in memory, for the rest of his life.
The afternoon was sliding slowly and surely into
evening. The dome of the sky was a deep, true blue with the sunlight slanting
steeply down from the west. It lit the little farmstead with a soft, golden
light.
The Fletchers had worked long and hard to resurrect the
ramshackle property from the wilderness it had become when Nathan Boxer and his
sons had been running the place. Hoss and his brothers had helped out whenever
they could. Now, at last, it was beginning to show some return for all their
efforts. Fletcher had built a brand new house on the site of the old,
sway-backed shack, and his wife had planted roses to climb over the porch to the
roof. Already the plants were showing new growth – a promise of continued
prosperity to come.
The previous autumn, before the first snows, the
Cartwrights had raised a new barn – a gift from family to family – and Adam,
Hoss’s elder brother, had designed one of those fancy bath-houses he was so
all-fired fond of all of a sudden, and that was to be built this year.
Beyond the barn there was a new corral and a long row
of fence posts that followed the curve of the road to the belt of cottonwood
trees that marked the edge of the farm. The fields were planted with long rows
of corn, softly green and yellow and white in the afternoon light. A dozen head
of cattle grazed in the meadow beside the stream. Two milk cows and four horses
occupied the corral, and a whole clutch of golden-brown chickens scratched about
in the yard. Altogether, it was an achievement of which the family could be
justly proud.
Hoss let the breath out in a long and satisfied sigh.
Life was good. Everything he had hoped for had come about, and he was a happy
man. Right across the yard from where he stood, a diminutive figure waited
beside the corral fence. A small, faired-haired woman in her blue, best dress,
she was gazing out across the fields towards the trees beyond. Hoss recalled,
abruptly, why he was here, all dressed up like a turkey at a Thanksgiving feast,
and what he was going to do. A big smile spread over his broad, bluff face. As
far as he was concerned, the worst part of his ordeal was already over; now, he
just had to ask Mary Fletcher one simple question, and he was already pretty
sure of the answer.
All his senses were pre-naturally sharp as he crossed
the short distance between them. In a flutter of bronzed feathers, the chickens
scattered in front of his feet. He both heard and felt the crunch of earth
beneath the soles of his boots. Crickets buzzed in the uncut grass beside the
well. A cow flicked her tail and tossed her head, bothered by a long-tailed fly.
Somewhere over the meadow a red-breasted thrush lifted its voice in an evening
song. In a final glimmer of glory, the sun set behind the shoulder of the
mountain, and the sky in the east grew dark.
In the fast fading warmth of the afternoon, Hoss felt
the cool brush of the mountain’s breath in the breeze against his cheek. The
air smelled of summer grass and distant pine.
The light fell softly on Mary Fletcher’s face. Her
skin was delicate, flawless, almost white. The pale column of her neck rose to a
jaw-line a trifle sharp. Her nose was narrow and finely tipped; her mouth seemed
to Hoss to be ever on the verge of a smile. He loved the sound of her ready,
bubbling laughter. Pale, golden hair swept back from her face into a loose bun
at the back of her head. A thick tendril had artfully escaped the pins and
coiled itself against her cheek. Hoss found the urge to take that curl of hair
and coil it ‘round his thick fingers all but impossible to resist. Mary’s
cornflower-blue eyes, just two shades darker than the dress she wore, were
wistful as she looked towards the meadow where the mists were starting to gather
in profusion down by the stream.
She sensed Hoss standing behind her, felt something of
the heat radiating from his big body. A tender smile touched her lips.
"Isn’t it beautiful, Hoss?"
Hoss lifted his eyes from the woman he loved to look at
the darkening landscape. He had to agree. "It sure is, Miss Mary." He
reached out and placed a hand on the top rail of the fence, half encompassing
her in his arms. "I don’t reckon as I ever seen anythin’ half so pretty
in my whole life." He wasn’t referring to the scenery and Mary Fletcher
knew it. A flush of colour rose into her throat.
Suddenly, she stiffened. "Oh, look Hoss! Look! A
shooting star!"
Just in time, Hoss looked east to see the single streak
of brilliance fade across the darkest third of the sky.
"Hoss, do you think it’s an omen, just for
us?" Mary wrapped her arms ‘round herself. Her eyes were aglow.
"I’d like to think it’s a sign sent by God especially for us. A sign
that no one else in the whole wide world can see."
Hoss was a little uncertain of how to handle this
romantic sort of talk. "Well, Ma’am, iffen that’s what you want ta
think, then that’s what we’ll say it was: a sign ‘specially for us."
Mary laughed lightly, but the sound was a trifle
forced. She was feeling just as anxious as he was. She turned to face him, her
big, gentle giant of a man. Hoss stepped back to give her space. Bashfully he
turned the rim of his high-crowned hat ‘round and ‘round in his hands. He
was a nervous as a schoolboy on recital day. His belly was all filled with
ladybug wings, and his legs belonged to somebody else. He found it hard to look
into the lady’s face.
"Mary, I bin a-talkin’ ta yore Pa." The
words came out all in a rush, and Hoss clamped his jaws tight shut to stop the
rest of them tumbling right on out behind them. He’d had hours of patient
coaching on how to do this from his brothers: firstly from Joe and later, more
usefully, from Adam. Adam had taught him to breathe. Hoss pulled a deep breath.
Mary prompted gently. "And what did my Pa have to
say?"
The big smile started to creep back onto Hoss’s face.
"Your Pa say’s it’s just fine by him iffen I ask you, only I gotta ask
you." Hoss frowned. He wasn’t at all sure that he understood all the
convoluted proprieties of this, even though Adam and his Pa had explained it
quite carefully, several times. He remembered what Adam had said and breathed.
Somewhat uncertainly, he began again. "Mary, I
know I ain’t nothin’ special ta look at, but I’m big, an’ I’m strong,
an’ I sure know how ta work hard."
Mary reached out to touch his face. "Hoss,
you’re kind and generous and as handsome a man as any woman could ever want to
meet."
"Heck, Mary, I sure ain’t no oil paintin’."
Hoss’s cheeks flared pink.
Mary watched his face. It was plain that the big man
was having difficulty. "What was it you wanted to ask me?"
Hoss gazed at her. All the fancy words and phrases that
Adam had carefully taught him had flown clean out of his head. He guessed that
he would just have to get it said in his own way after all. He flushed
furiously. Bashful, he looked at his boots, then lifted his eyes to her face
again. They were the palest blue, bright and hopeful. "Mary," Hoss
drew a breath. He’d remembered that much at least. "I’d kinda like fer
you ta be my wife."
"Oh, Hoss!" Mary was so relieved; she had
thought he would never pluck up the courage. "Yes! Of course I’ll marry
you!"
His hands went round her instinctively as she moved in
close against his chest. She closed her eyes as he lowered his face, and felt
the first touch of his lips.
Hoss was bouncing home in the wagon in the very last of
the light. He figured that he was about as happy as a man had any right to be
this side of that Paradise place his Pa was always talking about. Little Mary
Fletcher had said yes!
Hoss had big plans. He was going to build a fine house
up in the high country. He had a spot already picked out in his mind: a place
where the view of the lake was truly superb, a place where there was fresh,
running water, unspoiled stands of magnificent timber and pastureland with good
grazing. He and Mary would raise pedigree bulls and fine horses and a whole big
passel of kids. He couldn’t wait to tell his Pa all about it and to see the
look of his brother’s faces just as soon as they got home from their trip.
The Ponderosa, on a summer’s evening, was a beautiful
place to be. The grasslands, devoid of animals now that that the cattle had been
moved to high grazing, lay empty under the wide, open sky. The tussocky grass
that had fed the winter herds was starting to re-grow; the scent of its growing
was a heady aroma on the cooling evening air. The hills beyond were already in
darkness, and the sky was changing from silver to velvet black.
Hoss let the cantering horses run through the ford of
the stream without even slowing them down. Water sprayed out in great fans from
the wheels, and Hoss laughed aloud with the sheer joy of being alive.
He was almost home and anticipating supper: hot coffee
and a great slab of fresh apple pie, when he caught sight of the horses. They
were grazing alongside the road quite close to the house, where no one’s
horses had any right to be. A slight frown clouding his generous features, Hoss
hauled on the thick, strap reins and brought the running team to a halt.
Sitting quiet and motionless on the high seat of the
wagon, he listened and searched the trees with his eyes. Except for the fidget
of the horses and the jingle of harness, the night was utterly silent and still.
Hoss would have sworn there was no one about.
Hoss set the brake and wound the reins around the
lever. He climbed down over the wheel. The nearest horse, a large, dark coloured
mare, eyed him warily as he approached. Hoss held out a hand. The mare threw up
her head and danced away from him. He saw her eye gleam in the light of the
rising moon. He caught up the trailing rein.
"Easy now girl, easy." Hoss spoke gently and
unselfconsciously to the horse and after a few, calming words she gradually
quieted. Hoss stroked her nose and breathed into her nostrils. He felt her hide
quiver. "What you doin’ out here all be yore-self, huh?"
By way of an answer, the mare snorted and nuzzled his
hand. Although she was skittish, she was missing human company, her stall in the
barn and a generous measure of oats. Hoss looked ‘round suspiciously at the
nearby patch of woodland. There was still no one about. With the skill of an
accomplished expert, he checked the horse over. Apart from a few scuff marks and
a missing shoe, she appeared to be undamaged. She shivered and snorted, shaking
her head. Hoss spoke to her again: soft, soothing words. He looked at the saddle
on her back.
The scowl that had settled onto his face deepened. No
one had ridden the mare for a very long time. The leather seat of the saddle was
dirty and bits of the harness were broken. Hoss went over it bit by bit, moving
more and more slowly, until he came to the stock of the long saddle gun. His
lips set into a thin, tight line as he pulled the rifle out from under the
saddle skirts. The gun was achingly familiar; there was no doubt at all that it
belonged to his elder brother. Hoss looked at the other horse, now standing in
the full light of the moon. It was Joe Cartwright’s pinto mare.
His scowl ever deepening, Hoss worked his way backwards
over the mare’s dark hide. When he got near her rump she flinched away from
him and tried to step on his foot.
"Easy girl. Easy." The big man murmured soft
endearments. "It’s gonna be all right. Ol’ Hoss is gonna take real good
care o’ you."
A long way behind the saddle, in the fleshiest part of
the muscle, he found an ugly wound all clotted up with blood and dirt. Out of
the festering mess stuck the broken-off stump of an arrow. Hoss ground his teeth
together. There was no surer sign that his brothers were in all sorts of
trouble.
Ben Cartwright rode home that night with a smile on his
handsome, if ageing, face. Altogether, it had been a successful day. It had
started before first light with a new foal born in the barn: a fine dark colt
with all of Monarch’s good looks and the promise of speed from his mother’s
side. Often as he had seen it over the years, that miracle of birth always left
him amazed and rejoicing. And then, in the morning light, he had taken the long
ride up to John Parkinson’s holding, up beyond Painter’s Ridge
Parkinson had been a neighbour and a cordial, if not
close, acquaintance for a good long time. Now, the years had taken their toll,
and old John and his wife Helen had decided to sell up and move away to spend
their retirement years somewhere out by the ocean. It had taken a whole day’s
wrangling on Ben's part – Parkinson was ever the man to drive a hard bargain
– but he had bought the place, lock, stock and barrel, for a fair and
reasonable price. The Parkinson place lay in a valley deep in a fold in the
hills. It had timber and water and some pretty fine pasture. The house was well
built and plenty large enough for a small family, and there was space alongside
to expand. On his way home, Ben had got to thinking that the little ranch would
make a handsome wedding gift for a marrying son.
The trail topped the rise and he stopped to let his horse blow. From where he sat he could see the home ranges laid out before him like a darkling map in the moonlight. The pine forests were black, and the lake, a silver mirror that reflected the sky. Set in amongst its surrounding barns and outhouses and the web-work of fences that formed the corrals, the big house was all lit up like a beacon. It was blazing light into the night at an hour long after everyone should have been safely in bed. It was then that Ben felt the very first inklings of concern. He kicked his horse into a weary canter and rode swiftly down the road that led home.
This time, for once, Paul Martin’s distinctive buggy
was not parked in front of the house. Ben heaved a massive sigh of relief as he
stepped down from the saddle. The family doctor was also a personal friend, but
in recent months he had been required to make all too many professional calls on
the Cartwrights for Ben’s peace of mind. All through the house, the lamps
still burned. Perhaps Hoss was simply too excited to sleep; perhaps a small
celebration was already in progress. The smile returned to Ben’s face as he
approached his own front door.
Hoss had been pacing the floor for hours, wearing a
path in the floor in front of the hearth. He had the unmistakable feeling that
he ought to be doing something, but right there and then in the middle of the
night, he wasn’t at all sure what. He was never so glad as when he heard his
Pa’s horse pull up in the yard outside.
Ben came in through the door in a rush. The big smile
and the ready words of congratulation died unspoken on his lips. One long look
at the expression on Hoss’s face was enough to tell him that something,
somewhere, had gone seriously awry. His first thought was that Mary Fletcher had
turned his big son down. Instinct alone told him that this wasn’t the case;
the two were perfectly suited and very much in love. Ben dumped hat and gloves
on the sideboard and strode across the room. He took that long, last moment of
not knowing to pull a steadying breath.
"What is it, son?"
Hoss gave him an unhappy look. "It’s Joe an’
Adam, Pa. I reckon somethin’ awful bad’s happened to them out there in the
hills."
Ben let the breath out carefully, suppressing the
sudden feeling of dread. Time enough for that later when he had discovered all
the facts. "What makes you think that?"
In short, terse sentences, Hoss told him. "I found
their horses on the road home tonight, grazing in the north quarter. Critters
hadn’t been ridden in quite a long stretch. No sign of Adam or Joe, but all
their gear was still on their saddles."
Ben’s mouth was suddenly dry. All thoughts of
celebrations and weddings were dashed out of his head. He searched desperately
for a plausible explanation. "Did you check the horses over? Was there any
sign that there had been a fight?"
Hoss’s face took on a look Ben had seen only once
before – that day long ago when he had come down the staircase to tell his
father that Adam had been shot in the belly. "There weren’t no blood on
the saddles, Pa, but you know that don’t mean nothin’. Adam’s horse had an
arrow stuck in her butt. It’s been in there one hell of a time, an’ them
critters have come through some pretty rough country all by themselves. Their
legs is all cut, and they sure were hungry."
Ben stared at his son, and Hoss saw the dawning horror
in his father’s dark eyes. He knew very well the effect this news was having,
and it was news that he hated to give.
Ben swallowed hard. There was great lump in his throat
that wouldn’t go down and a hard knot of dread in his belly. "I been
hearing about Indians raiding up North and across the line into California, but
nowhere near where Adam and Joe were going."
Hoss stood in front of the fire with his back to the
flames. His shoulders were hunched, and his hands were thrust deep into his
front pants pockets. His broad features were creased up into that deeply
perplexed expression that he wore when he was struggling with problems inside
his head. "They sure as heck run into Indian trouble, Pa. Look’s like
they were runnin’, didn’t get no chance ta fight back. Their saddle guns
were still on their horses, an’ all their other gear as well."
Ben insisted on going over to the barn and, with
painstaking care, looking over both of the horses himself. As Hoss had said,
there were no injuries on Joe’s horse – just the signs that she had been
living rough for some time as she made her way home. Adam’s horse was a whole
different story. Hoss had cut out the arrowhead and done what he could to clean
up the wound, but there was a massive infection and the animal was seriously
lame. Ben wondered if it wouldn’t be kindest to put her down, but he just
couldn’t do it; somehow she was a last link with Adam, and Hoss seemed
convinced that he could get her walking again. He decided to give her a chance
to recover.
The conclusion he came to was inevitable. Whichever way
he looked at it, resourceful as they might be, two of his sons were in serious
need of help. He looked at Hoss across the back of Adam’s horse.
"We won’t be able to do any backtracking. The
trail’s too old, and it’s been raining up in the hills. But we know which
way Adam was planning to go, north through the hills as far as Pyramid Lake and
then a long swing west and south, stopping off to visit with that friend of his
in the Sacramento Valley."
"That’s one awful big country out there, Pa,
even if Adam didn’t change his mind along the way and go someplace else. You
reckon we got a cat’s chance o’ findin’ them?" Hoss was unhappily
dubious of their chance of success, and he had to add, reluctantly, "Even
if they are still alive."
Ben’s dark eyebrows clashed together. "What do
you mean, still alive?"
Hoss was increasingly uncomfortable. He found it more
and more difficult to look his father in the face. "Pa, I reckon you just
gotta face it. Adam an’ Joe have run into some pretty serious trouble out
there. Somethin’ – something awful might o’ happened to ‘em."
Angrily, Ben’s voice started to rise. "What
would you have me do? Sit at home by the fire and wait and see if your brothers
ever manage to find their way back home?"
Hoss sighed heavily. "You know I didn’t mean
nothin’ like that, Pa. It’s just there’s an awful lot o’ places they
could be. We’re gonna be a long time a-lookin’."
"Then we’ll look ‘til we find them!" Ben
wasn’t prepared, right there and then, to admit to any more sinister
possibilities than that his sons were lost and afoot in the hills.
"Yes, Sir." Hoss scuffed his boots in the
dirt. He looked about as miserable as Ben had ever seen him, and he felt much
that way as well. He gazed at the horrid wound on the horse’s rump. It was
indisputable evidence that his brothers had run into more than a little trouble.
He guessed his Pa just wasn’t going to be able to see it that way for quite
some time. Hoss feared the worst, and he hoped to heaven that he was wrong.
Ben’s anger abated as rapidly as it had come. He came
out of the mare’s stall, running a hand over her rump as he passed. He felt
empty, drained, and sick to his stomach. He put his hand on Hoss’s shoulder.
"Let’s go and get some rest. We’ll start out first thing in the morning
– follow the route they would have taken and see what we can find out."
Side by side, walking close together for comfort and
companionship, the two men made their way back across the yard to the house.
They put out most of the lamps, leaving a solitary light burning on the porch
over the door, and, eventually, they retired to their beds. There was little
sleep to be had for either of them that night.
*******
The heat leeched quickly from the barren
lands as the solar orb slid into the west. The days were hot in the desert, with
the sun beating down without mercy and little water to be had. The nights were
bright and starlit and bitingly cold. There had been no fires lit and no hot
food prepared. The little party of Shoshoni warriors and their two, bound
captives had existed solely on stale-tasting water, dried meat and little cakes
of hard, gritty bread.
For days uncounted, they had been riding steadily north
and then west into these dry, brown hills. They rode, for the most part,
silently, one behind the other. The unshod hooves of the ponies made little
noise on the stony path, and each horse stepped, almost exactly, into the tracks
of the one in front. For Adam Cartwright, the razor-backed appaloosa pony had
become his own, personal instrument of torture. With his head hung down almost
to his knees, the animal followed the horse in front on a long, loose lead line.
He walked lazily and often stumbled, which added to Adam’s agony.
Adam had begun to despair. He had been separated from
his own kind, removed from any semblance of civilization, mistreated and abused.
What made it worse, he couldn’t see any way back. Physical pain had become a
way of life. Every evening, Adam had provided the Indians with their principle
source of entertainment. He couldn’t count the beatings he’d taken, and his
body was covered in bruises and blood. It was a tribute to the skill of his
abusers that no bones were broken, and he still had all his teeth.
Adam was hungry and thirsty, and he couldn’t remember
a time when it hadn’t been so. He hurt in more places than he could begin to
think about. Added to his anguish was his concern for Joe. Several horses behind
him, his brother lay slumped across his pony’s neck like a man already dead.
Any attempt to look for him earned Adam another blow.
Evening was fast approaching when the path, barely
discernible as it switched back and forth among the rocks, took a final turn and
delivered them into the heart of the Shoshoni encampment. The settlement was so
well concealed among the surrounding rocks and scrub that it would be all but
unnoticeable unless a man stumbled right into it. Their arrival did not come as
an unannounced surprise. Far-flung watchers had seen them approaching, and word
had been carried ahead. There was no rapturous welcome, merely a quiet
acceptance of their coming.
With a single slash of a sharp-edged blade, Adam was
cut free from the horse. His hands still bound, he allowed himself to slide
gratefully from its back. He felt as if its saw edged spine had all but cut him
in half. The relief of not having to sit astride was an exquisite agony all of
its own. His legs were all of a tremble, and he couldn’t stand unaided. He
stood clinging to the animal’s neck with his fingers entangled in its stringy
mane. Without breaking his stride, Kalikasi walked past and cuffed him
along-side the head.
Adam went down hard and stayed down. He had learned the
long way ‘round that getting right back onto his feet was an open invitation
to anyone with the inclination to knock him down again, and his audacity could
earn him another beating. From his vantage point, close to the ground, he took
the opportunity to look around.
Upon close examination, the settlement proved to be a
village of considerable sophistication. As an engineer, Adam was impressed. The
shelters were large and well constructed, each one providing living space for
several people. Built out of materials gleaned from the surrounding area, and
incorporating the natural rocks into their structure, they all but disappeared
into the background. Animal hides were draped across doorways and window
openings, and the roofs were thickly thatched with scrub and bundles of desert
grasses. The whole place had an air of semi-permanence, and Adam got the
impression it had been here, hidden among the hills, for some time.
Outside each shelter, a small cooking fire burned, but
little smoke escaped into the still sky of evening. Adam smelled the wood-smoke
and the aroma of cooking food. His pinched and empty stomach clenched with
hunger, and thick fluids flooded his mouth.
The still-functioning, carefully calculating part of
his mind observed the people. He counted thirty or so Shoshoni braves and,
perhaps, a dozen women. They moved quietly and effectively about their business,
taking no notice at all of a lowly, beaten-down captive. They were all adults,
young or in early middle age. He saw no old people and very few children, and,
listening, he could not hear the pipe of children’s voices. More and more he
became convinced that this was a splinter group, split off from the main tribes
across the desert, used to moving fast when they had to and melting away into
the landscape. His fear re-established itself.
Their clothes were of leather, mostly well worn, and
were the all the shades of the earth. Here and there was a flash of brighter
colours, of blue and of red, a blanket, a necklace, a bit of bright quill-work
woven into a shirt. He saw fringed skirts on a woman, a rabbit-skin cloak on a
man. There were hides stretched out on wooden frames to dry and elaborate
baskets, beautifully made, some only half complete.
A brave shouted something incomprehensible at him and
made an angry gesture. Adam knew it was time to get up, unless he fancied taking
another kicking. He got his feet under him, but his knees buckled as he
straightened up, dumping him unceremoniously back in the dirt. It hurt, but Adam
wouldn’t let the pain show. He gritted his teeth. He made another try, and,
this time, he got as far as his knees. The brave yelled at him again, full in
the face, and grabbed him by the elbow. Another pair of hands on the other side
helped haul him up onto unwilling legs. Adam staggered. As he was led unsteadily
away, he caught a fleeting glimpse of his brother. Two of the Shoshoni half
lifted, half carried him into one of the shelters. It seemed that he must still
be alive.
Adam wasn’t given the chance to look back. He was
marched and, when he stumbled, dragged, to a shelter at the end of the village
where a larger fire burned within a circle of smooth, rounded stones. Adam was
thrown, or, more nearly, dropped, on the ground. He landed with enough force to
break open the dried-up cuts of his knees. He choked off the gasp of pain before
it reached his lips. Through a blur of tears he saw a kaleidoscope of faces turn
slowly about him. He saw Kalikasi’s deeply creased features, now all but
devoid of paint, and Aminotek’s deep-scarred cheeks. Adam saw nothing noble
about the savage faces; he saw naked hatred in some, impassiveness in others.
His senses wavered. He had been many days in the sun
without his hat, and he was afraid that the heat of the desert might just have
cooked his brain. Still on his knees, he straightened his back and filled up his
lungs. He clung desperately to his awareness. He couldn’t afford to pass out
now. Instinctively, he knew that whatever fate he had been riding towards was
about to confront him. If he was to survive, he was going to need his wits about
him.
The spotted hide that covered the doorway of the
shelter lifted, and another Indian stepped out of the dimness within. A tall man
of immense strength and stature, he stood tall and straight against the sky.
Adam, still gasping for his breath, had to lean back on his heels to look up at
him.
Like the others, he wore a deerskin shirt, tough hide
trousers with a breechcloth over the front, and loose fitting leather boots.
Around his neck were several necklaces of seashells and assorted beads and, at
his belt, a broad bladed knife in an elaborate sheath.
He was the oldest of the Shoshoni that Adam had yet
seen, although his hair, worn long and loose, with only a plain band of rawhide
around his forehead to keep it in place, was still a glossy raven-black. His
deeply bronzed face was smooth skinned and severely handsome with wide features
and a narrow nose; his eyelids had a slight epicanthic fold, and his mouth was a
thin, straight line. He looked at Adam out of black eyes that burned; it was as
if he could see through into his very soul. Adam met his gaze squarely, refusing
to flinch.
It was not Adam to whom the Indian addressed himself
– it was to the surrounding crowd which must, by then, have included every
Shoshoni in the camp. He spoke a few words, short and sharp, and a furious
conversation erupted over Adams head. Held entirely in their own language, it
was beyond Adam’s comprehension, but he was in no doubt at all that it
concerned his life.
Many braves spoke; each seemed to have the right. Each
man stepped into the circle of stones to express his opinion and was allowed to
speak for as long as he wished. The evening grew long, and Adam’s senses began
to swim again. The principle argument was between Aminotek and Kalikasi, as it
had been all along. One saw a use for Adam’s life; the other wanted him dead.
Both had his say in the circle of stones, and the handsome Shoshoni listened
carefully to both sides. Adam reasoned that this had to be Kalikasi’s brother,
the leader of the band and the man who had the final say of life and death. He
tried to think of some way to sway the ultimate decision - and came up empty.
Eventually, the discussion became circular. The
chieftain called a halt to it. He said one sharp word, and the argument ceased.
The chief spoke several short, clipped sentences. Kalikasi dissented angrily.
The chief spoke again, and his brother fell silent, glowering; his face was
furious and dark with blood.
The tall chieftain gazed round at the gathering, his
dark eyes challenging. It had grown dark while the men had talked, and the
temperature was dropping rapidly. Adam, who had been broiling in his own sweat
all day, was now shivery cold. The sea of bronze faces glowed gold in the
firelight; the flickering light of the flames danced on their skins. No one else
offered opposition to his will.
The chieftain loomed over Adam. His expression was
remote, aloof, his physical presence imposing. "I am Washatak, chief of
these people" The voice was stern, the words spoken in perfect, cultured
English. "You are now my captive, white man, the property of the niwini,
the people, and less than a man. Do you understand me?"
Adam met the chief’s gaze squarely. He pulled a
breath. "I understand that I have been taken from my people and brought
here against my will." He held out his bound hands to prove his point.
"My brother and I have done nothing to harm the niwini, nothing to deserve
this." He allowed his anger and his defiance to show in his eyes; in truth,
there was little he could do to hide them.
Kalikasi snarled at him angrily. "Are you not a
white man? Was it not the white man who drove our peoples out of the east,
across the mountains and into the desert?" He encompassed the whole of the
surrounding, arid hills with a sweep of the arm.
"Am I responsible for the doing of all my
people?" Adam retorted. "Can one man stand against the wind what blows
from the desert?"
Washatak said something in his own language, and
Kalikasi subsided again, ‘though his eyes still burned with rage. Washatak
reached out and took a brand from the fire. He held the burning end close to
Adam’s face. Adam smelled the smell of singeing hair and knew it was his own.
He felt the heat of the flame on his cheek and feared for his eye, but he would
not cringe or move away. Washatak held out his other hand, open, palm up. Adam
saw the deeply etched lifeline, forked and broken twice. He looked into the
Indians eyes.
"Know that I hold your life in my hand, white man.
Remember that you are mine." Washatak closed the hand into a fist. Adam
felt the strong fingers about his heart. The flame moved closer, a tiny
fraction. Still, he would not flinch.
"If I free you," Washatak said, "do you
give me you word you will not run away?"
"The word of a white man!" Kalikasi spat and
turned his face away. Washatak ignored him. He watched Adam’s face.
"Do you make a bargain, white man?"
Adam gazed directly into the obsidian-dark eyes. The
flame burning so close to his face reflected in their depths. He saw cruelty
there, hard and bright, and courage, and something else – something akin to
curiosity. His lips were dry. He touched them with his tongue. "I would not
leave without my brother at my side."
The eyes narrowed just a fraction. Adam held them
evenly with his own. The burning brand held steady. Without speaking further,
two men from different worlds reached some glimmer of understanding.
Washatak tossed the brand back into the fire and made a
sharp gesture to one of the watching warriors. Impassive, the brave stepped
forward with a sharp edged blade and, with two swift strokes, sliced away the
leather throngs that bound Adam’s wrists.
Adam’s hands had been bound so tightly, and for so
long, that they were useless. Still on his knees, he tucked them under his
armpits. Gently, he rocked back and forth, trying to ease the pain as the blood
flowed freely through his fingers once more. He was careful not to let the
anguish show on his face.
Kalikasi stepped into the circle of stones and
confronted his brother. "You do not listen to my warnings, Washatak, but I
will tell you, as I told Aminotek, if this one stays alive, the blood of our
people will run red into the sand. I am medicine chief. I have seen it written
in the clouds of the morning; I have heard it whispered by the wind in the
night." He spoke proudly and with the authority of his office. The
movements of his body betrayed the emotions he felt. There was no doubt at all
that he meant every word that he said. There was an edge to his voice, barely
concealed within his anger. Adam wondered what it might be.
Washatak gazed at Kalikasi, a bleak expression on his
high boned face. "I hear your words, brother."
Kalikasi snarled, "But you do not listen!"
The chieftain held up his hand for peace. Kalikasi
stiffened, still fuming with anger, and stepped out of the circle. Washatak
looked down at Adam. The firelight danced across his high-boned features,
touching his inscrutable face with gold. "Remember your promise, white man.
We have a bargain."
Adam lifted his head and spoke boldly; having lived
this long, he figured he had nothing to lose. "Washatak, my brother is
dying."
The Shoshoni chief had already dismissed him from mind
and turned away. Now, he turned back; for a moment, Adam had his attention.
"If my brother dies, our bargain dies with him." Adam held the
chief’s dark gaze, and his tone was uncompromising.
Washatak’s eyes burned; an angry muscle twitched in
his cheek. He gave Adam a long, hard look. Then he barked a command and made a
swift gesture with his hand before he walked away.
A burly brave seized Adam by either elbow and lifted
him onto his feet. They marched him forcibly back through the village. His legs
were still unresponsive, and he found it difficult to walk. He supposed he was
fortunate that they didn’t make him crawl. For a moment resisting his captors,
he looked back over his shoulder; the chieftain and the council fire were
already out of sight.
The moonless night was velvet black, the small
cook-fires bright pools of light in the darkness. Dark eyes in fire-gilded faces
turned to watch him pass. Adam’s thoughts were becoming confused. He fought
his way through a pain filled nightmare and couldn’t wake himself up.
Before he reached his destination, his legs collapsed
completely, and he was dragged the last few yards. They lifted up the flap of a
shelter and dumped him unceremoniously inside.
Adam found himself on his face on a hard earth floor.
He concentrated, first of all, purely on breathing, in and out, His lungs hurt;
every last inch of him hurt. He was hungry, thirsty, and he was in pain. His
wrists were raw where the rawhide had bitten into his flesh; his face smarted
where the flame had seared his cheek. His ribs hurt where he had been kicked,
and his back hurt from the beatings. Adam didn’t know why he was still alive.
He doubted it was through any altruistic feeling on the Shoshoni’s part. They
had some use for him that he hadn’t yet fathomed. He knew that it was a state
of affairs that could be reversed at any time. At last he got his hands under
him and pushed himself onto his knees.
He listened to the darkness. Far off he could hear men
talking – the low rumble of his captor’s voices as they sat outside by the
fires. Inside the shelter was the sound of breathing: his own, harsh and rasping
as his body struggled for some measure of recovery, slowing, steadying as it was
achieved. But not all the breathing was his. There was someone else breathing,
lighter and faster, like an animal.
The shelter was not entirely dark. The flap at the
entrance had not fallen completely into place, and the light of the fire outside
filtered in through the gap. As Adam’s eyes gradually adjusted to the gloom,
he took a long took ‘round. He discovered that he was in the same shelter as
Little Joe. His brother lay flat on his back on a woven rug on the ground. A
rough blanket covered his legs. It looked as if he thrown it off in his fever.
On hands and knees, Adam crawled to his side.
"Joe, Joe!" Adam’s voice was harsh from
lack of water and from the hardships he had endured. "Joe, can you hear
me?" He put a hand on Joe’s arm and felt the heat of his fevered flesh
burning through his shirt. Joe didn’t respond to his voice, didn’t seem to
hear him. This skin of his face was hot, tight and dry. It was a marvel to Adam
that, after all he had been through, Joe was alive at all.
Adam looked towards the doorway. He was frantic for
help, on the verge of panic, but he knew very well that if he stuck his head
outside neither he nor Joe would live to see morning. He had no doubt at all
that his brother was dying, and there was nothing he could think of to do to
prevent it. Adam closed his eyes, just for a moment, then climbed unsteadily to
his feet. He had to do something – get someone – no matter what it cost him.
Hands clenched, he turned to the door.
Four
Adam didn’t make it quite as far as the world
outside. Before he reached the draped hide that closed off the entrance it was
lifted aside, and he found himself confronted by two Shoshoni braves coming the
other way. They were both huge men; between them they filled the doorway. Their
backs were to the light, which meant that Adam couldn’t see their features. He
did see the steely glint in their eyes, and he knew that they meant business.
One of them said something to him in the Shoshoni language – gave him a curt
order. Hands spread, Adam took a long step backwards, positioning himself
squarely between them and his brother. The brave who had spoken backhanded him
roughly on the sore side of his face. In a blaze of pain, Adam went sprawling.
He scrambled on hands and knees to protect Joe, but both the braves were as big
and as strong as he was - and there were two of them. They moved in on him
threateningly.
Adam was at a considerable disadvantage, and pretty
soon he found himself back on the ground with a muscular arm locked tight around
his throat, and a razor edged blade at his throat. A trickle of blood ran from a
newly split lip. His breath hissed, but he had the sense to stop struggling.
A woman moved the curtain aside and followed the braves
into the shelter. She carried a lamp, a faint flame in a small bowl of oil. Lit
from below, her face was young with a blunt narrow chin and the wide flaring
cheekbones common among her people. She had huge dark eyes that glanced only
once in Adam’s direction to make sure that he was subdued. The rest of her
features: nose and mouth, were small, which made her eyes seem even larger. Her
hair was darker than midnight and worn in two thick braids tied with brightly
coloured threads. Her form was slim and lithe but fully mature, encased in an
elaborately beaded, but well worn, deer skin dress. Distracted by his concern
for his brother and by the harshness with which his captors held him, Adam
noticed none of these things. He saw her only as a threat to Joe.
A second woman followed the first, older and thicker
set. She carried a variety of pots and dishes on a woven tray. She didn’t look
at Adam at all.
The lamp was set down close to Joe’s head but safely
out of the way. The light that it shed was dim but even and steady, enough for
the women to work by.
The two women knelt by Joe’s side, the tray on the
ground between them. Adam didn’t like it one bit. He made another brave bid
for his freedom and came up hard against the sharp edge of the blade at his
throat. The other brave punched him hard on the side of the head. Stunned, Adam
came to the inevitable conclusion that he would end up with his throat cut, or
else beaten into a pulp. He couldn’t do Joe any good at all. He could only
lean against the arm that held him and watch while the women did their work.
Between them, they rolled Joe onto his side. The
younger woman pulled a knife from the sheath that she wore on her leg above the
knee: a double edged, flat bladed knife. Adam snatched at his breath, and his
muscles tensed. He felt the warning tightening of the warrior’s arm.
Wielding the knife deftly, the woman cut away Adam’s
makeshift dressing, now many days old. Adam winced at the sight of his
brother’s leg. It was purpled and swollen from groin to well below the knee.
The skin was tight and shone in the light of the flame. It was little wonder
that Joe was so ill.
The Indian woman was undismayed though the injury must
have stunk. Her face remained impassive. Adam licked dry lips and watched as she
used the edge of the knife to lift the blood crust and let the poison out.
Adam’s senses reeled, but Joe didn’t seem to
notice. His face didn’t flinch and his breathing stayed quick and shallow.
Adam made himself relax and tapped the warriors arm. "Okay, you big lummox.
You can let me go."
Whether the man understood him or not, Adam didn’t
know, but the brave recognized the surrender. He grunted acceptance and loosened
his grip, straightening to stand over Adam with the knife still poised in his
hand.
Joe’s ugly wound was cleansed with water, then
dressed with a thick, herbal ointment and packed with a fist-sized wad of
desiccated moss. Adam knew that many of the western tribes used washed, dried
moss to dress open wounds. He’d been unaware that the desert Shoshoni knew the
trick too. He had heard that the results were often good, although he had no
idea why.
The women wrapped Joe’s leg, moss and all, in a clean
strip of cloth. Rolling Joe onto his back, they opened his shirt to the waist
and spread his chest with a pungent salve. Adam assumed it was to make Joe
breathe; it made him gasp from across the room. Together, the women lifted Joe
and poured something into his mouth, holding his nose to make him swallow. Joe
didn’t wake up but he gulped the draught down like a man. The young woman
covered him up with an ancient and moulting buffalo robe.
The two women gathered their things together, and the
younger one spoke sharply to the two braves who were guarding Adam. One of them
answered her; the other merely grunted. Neither of them was very happy at what
she said. She gestured them away impatiently. Kneeling down at Adam’s side,
she reached out to touch his face, her fingers probing the ugly scorch mark on
his cheek. He bore the pain without flinching, meeting her dark eyes with a
steady gaze of his own. With her fingertips, she smeared thick salve onto the
burn. Then she was gone, following the other woman and taking the braves, and
the lamplight, with her. She left Adam in the absolute dark.
Feeling his way, Adam crawled to Joe’s side.
"Joe, are you all right?"
If he heard at all, Joe couldn’t answer, but Adam
would have sworn that his breathing was easier. Adam stretched himself out
beside him, partly for warmth and partly for the comfort of familiarity. All
they had left in the world was each other. Very shortly afterwards, exhausted,
he slept.
*********
A lifetime of waking in the first, grey light had
embedded the habit deep in Adam’s bones. He opened his eyes as the first touch
of morning silvered the eastern sky. It was utterly dark in the shelter, and for
the space of three, slow heartbeats, Adam didn’t know where he was. Then he
remembered. He held his breath, listening. Joe was still alive. Adam could hear
the burble and whistle of the air that moved his lungs.
Adam reached out in the dark to touch his brother’s
face. Joe’s dry fever had broken during the night, but now he was sweating;
his clothes were damp, and his face and hair were wet. Adam spoke to him softly,
"Hey, Joe. Little Joe? You’re gonna be all
right."
Joe mumbled something through swollen lips: something
about water and horses and there not being enough of either. Adam couldn’t
make out the rest.
"It’s okay, little brother. I’m gonna get you
a drink.
Adam brushed the hair back from Joe’s sweating face
in an automatic gesture of affection. Little Joe, at his best, could be a real
pain to a man, infuriating and irresponsible. He was as dear to Adam as another
human being could be. Refusing to dwell on grim possibilities, Adam got to his
feet.
His own body had made a remarkable recovery, calling on
extra reserves. He still had stiffness and sore spots all over, but his legs
would obey him, and his back straightened easily. He felt so well he was almost
light headed. He lifted the hide from the doorway and stepped outside.
The village was not yet astir. No lights showed
anywhere, and the shelters were darknessess deep in the shadows. His guards, if
he had any, were not in evidence. Across the way from where he stood a rangy
black dog scratched idly for fleas. The fire had burned down to ashes; there was
scarcely a glow. Adam fed the glow twigs and blew on it gently. Soon, he had a
bright blaze going, enough to give a little warmth on a chill desert morning and
just enough light to see by. He took another, long look around.
He found several baskets filled with pine nuts, a much
worn blanket and several discarded scraps of cloth, and he discovered a
water-skin, partially filled, hanging from a pole. He left the pine nuts and
gathered the rest, taking it with him into the shelter. With the flap folded
back, enough of the pre-dawn light filtered in for him to see what he was doing.
He gave Joe a drink, lifting his head and pressing the opening of the water skin
against his lips. The water came out with a rush and got both of them wet. Joe
coughed and spluttered but at least he swallowed and got some inside him.
Adam took a mouthful himself, a small one. The water
was stale and flat and tasted of hide. It was the sweetest drink he had ever
had. He resisted the urge to swallow it all and gave some more to Joe.
With a scrap of rag soaked in water he bathed Joe’s
hands and face, talking to him quietly, trying to elicit some response. Joe’s
face was grey and drawn with pain, making him appear older than his years. His
lips were bloodless and his eyelids almost transparent, veined in blue. He
tossed his head, trying to escape from Adam’s ministrations as he struggled to
some semblance of awareness. Then, at last, he opened his eyes.
Joe was delirious, or, perhaps, he was dreaming. He
muttered something incoherent, cried out abruptly and tried to focus pain bright
eyes on Adam’s face. Feebly, he moved his arms and legs. He looked as if he
was trying to swim through warm molasses and not making much headway.
"Adam? I hurt!" Joe mumbled his words as if
his lips and tongue were numb and not responding properly to the thoughts he
tried to express. He struggled to make his words intelligible. "My leg
hurts so much! Where are we? What’s goin’ on? Why is it so dark in
here?"
Adam didn’t know what to tell him, how much his
brother could cope with or what he would understand. Clearly he didn’t
remember anything about their capture, or their painful journey north. That,
maybe, was a mercy, but it put the burden of information squarely on Adam’s
shoulders. He drew a deep breath – there was no point in trying to hide the
truth. He tried to keep it simple.
"We’re in a Shoshoni village, Joe, held
captive."
Joe stared at him. "Can’t be! Can’t be,
Adam." He shook his head against the ground. "Ain’t no Shoshonis
this side o’ the desert."
Adam glanced towards the doorway. The daylight was
steadily strengthening. Outside, beyond the walls of hide and wattle, he could
hear movement and voices. He turned back to find Joe watching him, disbelief and
worry on his face. "I think they’re renegades, raiding across the border,
hiding out in these hills."
Joe’s skepticism turned into fear; Adam watched it
happen. "They’re gonna kill us, Adam! How we gonna get out o’
here?" Frantic, Joe tried to get some coordinated response from his body.
He floundered on his back like a stranded turtle. Adam dabbed the sweat from his
face and tried to calm him. "Hey, you concentrate on getting better and
leave the worrying to me. I’ll find a way to get us both out of here." It
was a promise that came easily to Adam’s lips – the need to comfort was
strong. He had no idea if it would be possible to keep his word. He hadn’t
figured out yet why they were still alive.
Adam could see that Joe’s attention was drifting away
again. His eyelids drooped and fluttered and closed as sleep and fever claimed
him again. Adam pulled the blanket over him and then the buffalo robe. In these
northern desert lands, nights and mornings were cold. Joe couldn’t afford to
take a chill.
Adam returned the water skin to the pole where he’d
found it, hanging it up by its braided cord. It was a basic form of good manners
that he’d learned in a Pauite camp. In the early light of the morning, the
village was coming to life. The women were tending the cook fires with the
youngest of the children clinging to their skirts. The nearest child gazed at
Adam with huge and curious eyes. A dog barked until someone kicked it, and
somewhere a baby cried and was quickly quieted, put to a woman’s breast. It
was a scene of quiet and industrious bustle
A small group of older children, perhaps about a dozen
and all of them boys, walked purposefully by. Dressed in buckskins and leather
like miniature versions of their fathers, they carried sticks and slings and
bows and arrows, weapons Adam knew they could wield with fearful accuracy. The
little group had an air of determination and suppressed excitement; clearly,
they were off on a hunt.
One of the older women finally gave Adam some food.
Without speaking, she handed him, of all possible things, a blue, enamelled
plate and a hall marked silver spoon that had come, at one time, all the way
from England. She ladled out porridge from a pot that had sat all night by her
fire: several spoonfuls of hot, brown mush. It was thick with seeds and wild
grains and distinctively flavoured with pinion nuts. It was the first square
meal that Adam had eaten in a long, long time. He tried to eat slowly, pacing
himself, but less than half the food was inside him when his shrunken stomach
clenched and went into spasm. He had to fight to keep the meal down.
It was a battle that he had to win, and win it he did,
but at a cost. The fight left him exhausted and shaking. He knew he couldn’t
eat any more. Thinking to take what was left to his brother, he started towards
the shelter.
The woman spoke to him sharply and pointed away. Adam
didn’t understand the Shoshoni, but he took her to mean that she would tend to
Joe. Hands spread, he backed off. He had no other choice.
Adam got no chance to rest his bruised muscles or tend
to his numerous sore spots. He was put in the charge of the women and set to do
women’s work. For the most part, the men-folk ignored him. It was beneath the
dignity of a warrior to notice a slave. Adam was left in no doubt that was
exactly what he had become. He was soon made to understand that his value was
less than that of a decent horse, something more than a dog’s.
Although they pretended indifference to his presence,
they were clearly aware of the physical threat he represented. There were always
one or two braves within sight, rifles cradled in their arms. Adam wondered
again why, if he were such a danger, they were keeping him alive.
The women equipped themselves with long, whippy sticks
to beat him with, and some of them took a delight in using them. Adam took the
abuse stoically and without complaint; he didn’t allow the pain of it to show
on his face or reveal the fury he felt inside. By midmorning, the novelty of
ill-treating him had worn off; the women drifted away to tasks of their own. The
children were more of a problem. There were more of them than he had first
thought, and a hoard the younger ones followed him about. They taunted him and
threw sharp stones and chanted incomprehensible songs at which everybody laughed
except for Adam, who did not understand.
The village was more extensive than he had imagined,
spreading over several hillsides and the valleys in between. The shelters, of
hide and canvas and woven willow-wands, were in little clusters amongst the
rocks. Some of them were in social groups, probably families living together;
some of them were clustered about a single hearth, while some had a fireplace
all of their own.
The water supply, and the village’s principle reason
for being where it was, was a spring that cascaded, fresh and clear, from
beneath a shelf of hard, grey rock. It filled a series of natural stone basins
as it cascaded down the hill, petering out in a pool in a shallow valley where
it evaporated entirely away in the heat. The horse herd was kept in a fold of
the hills well away from the dwellings, confined in corrals made of brushwood.
Every day they were driven up to drink at the lowest watering hole. Adam was
made to understand that he was allowed nowhere near the horses.
Most of his work on that first morning involved hauling
water, carrying it from the topmost pool in tightly woven baskets sealed with
pitch. He used the opportunity to learn his way about. He was aware that
knowledge would be the key if he and Joe were to survive, and his sharp eyes
missed nothing. In the afternoon he walked with several women and a lame,
piebald pony to the nearest good stand of trees, several miles away.
Watched over by a mounted brave, they gathered
firewood, sticks and brush, anything that would burn. Looking about him, Adam
could see that there was precious little left to gather. These woods were all
but exhausted, and the Shoshoni women would soon have to forage further afield
to find this, the most basic of necessities. In any event, the village would
soon have to move. The winter supplies were almost used up, and game was scarce
in these desert fringes. In order to stay alive, the Shoshoni band would have to
trek north and west, into the denser forests where game was abundant, or south
towards the ranches and the spreading settlements of the white man. That
portended a conflict that Adam found too terrible to contemplate.
Adam drifted away from the group, gathering up an
armful of kindling as he went. The woods consisted, for the most part, of live
oak with their eternally green foliage and their distinctive, rounded shapes,
interspersed with sycamore and the silver-branched digger pine.
From the top of the hill, he could see the next valley.
The woodlands continued quite some way looking, deceptively, almost like
parkland, before giving way, once more, to the dry, stony hills of the desert.
The distance was shrouded in dusty haze. Here and there Adam saw indications
that other springs of water might break the surface, following the ancient fault
line north. If he were right, and he thought that he was, then there might be a
highway across the desolation after all. Two men on foot, travelling slowly from
watering point to watering point, could work their way towards civilization. If
Joe could walk. If Adam could steal food and blankets – he balked at a horse.
If they could escape the Shoshoni encampment and evade the men that would come
after them.
Adam heaved a mighty sigh. It was a tall order; there
were one hell of a lot of ‘ifs’. Adam was counting on skill and luck and
patience. Slavery was not a life he was prepared to accept for himself, or for
his brother. Already, a small part of his crafty mind was fixed on escape and
planning accordingly.
A sound came from behind him: a horse’s hoof on
stone. Adam turned. The stern faced brave on the spotted horse was close by and
watching narrowly. He carried a rifle in his hand and a bow on his shoulder.
Adam doubted he’d hesitate to use either. The warrior said a sharp word and
gestured with his long gun. His message was clear: no further! Collecting sticks
as he went, Adam made his way back through the trees.
By the time the work was done, and both people and the
limping horse were heavily laden with firewood and headed back towards the
village, it was late afternoon. The sun was sliding into the west towards the
mountains, now, in these northern parts, out of sight around the curve of the
world. The sky turned a rare shade of apricot only seen over desert hills.
The wood was distributed amongst the cook-fires and
Adam, released for the day. He was near to exhaustion, so tired he could barely
walk. Stumbling, he made his way to the upper pool and dropped to his knees at
the water’s edge. It was deep evening, and the sun was setting. He raised his
eyes to heaven but found he couldn’t pray. His father’s god had abandoned
him. He felt very much alone.
The reflection in the water was a face he didn’t
know. His cheeks were hollow, bruised and scrapped and darkened with a beard he
hadn’t known he’d grown. His eyes were sunken into his head, and they stared
right back at him, filled with the horrors he’d seen. For a long, drawn-out
moment, he stared at himself, trying to see the man that he’d been – the man
that he thought that he was. For an instant he glimpsed someone he recognized,
but then the dark water rippled and swirled and swept that person away.
In a gesture of fury Adam smashed his fist into the
water, shattering the stranger’s image into fragments and releasing his pent
up despair. He couldn’t afford anger, couldn’t afford grief, couldn’t
afford any outward display of resistance. It would make him appear too dangerous
to keep alive. He was mad at himself for getting into this mess in the first
place, mad at himself for endangering Joe, worried and angry that he couldn’t
see any immediate way to get them both out of it.
Whatever the Shoshoni’s reasons for keeping them
alive, he had to play along until an opportunity to escape presented itself.
Once Joe was healed, they could slip away north and west, following the route
that he had planned. For the first time Adam seriously contemplated regaining
his freedom. His eyes glittered, and his face became sly. He knew that it was
essential to keep such thoughts to himself. He drew long breaths and calmed
himself, banished the anger from his eyes.
Cupping water in his hands, he bathed his face and
neck, and, then, he drank, a carefully measured amount. In a low, well-balanced
crouch he rested his hands on his knees and looked to the west, squinting into
the sunset. The dry, rolling hills were burnt orange and black, stark against
the cinnamon sky. A stand of dry brush grew high on the ridge, and a single
tree, half of it long dead and skeletal, the other half very much alive, verdant
and green, stood sentinel at the crest. It was a landmark that Adam set in his
mind.
A warm wind blew up off the desert. Adam breathed deep
and listened to the evening quiet. A mile away, close to the desert’s edge, a
corncrake gave vent to its rattling cry, while closer, unseen on the hillside, a
pair of partridge fluttered and settled. The horse herd stirred in the valley
below, while in the village behind him the cook fires began to glow against the
gathering darkness. Shoshoni children laughed as they played, and, somewhere
below him, away to the left, a woman was singing.
A narrow path led down through the rocks, tracing the
channel where the water flowed from one pool down to the next. Straightening,
Adam followed it. The last of the light danced on the water, gilding the ripples
as they spread. A woman knelt at the water’s edge, rinsing some small garment.
It was she that sang: a low, slow chant that held the rhythm of the Earth. Adam
moved closer, looking about him. No one moved to stop him. It seemed that the
braves had tired of watching. With his brother held captive, they were sure that
he wouldn’t escape.
Stepping with care, all but silently among the stones,
Adam came up beside her. The woman looked up with a start. Finding the tall
white-man standing so close, she snatched at her breath, her lips slightly
parted, her liquid eyes dark; her song was quite forgotten. He was unguarded and
she, unprotected. For a moment her face was afraid.
Spreading his hands, palms out, Adam lowered himself to
a crouch. "It’s okay. I’m not going to hurt you. I don’t mean you any
harm."
The woman found his tone reassuring. She sat back on
her heels and looked at his face. Adam recognized her now. She was the same
woman who had come into the shelter the night before, the one who had tried to
help Joe. Adam gazed at her. There was no denying that she was lovely; he could
see that now: a classic beauty of her type. She had the rose-brown skin and oval
face of the pure Shoshoni - not a girl but a full-blown woman with interesting
curves in all the right places. Adam estimated her age at about twenty-five; old
enough to be both a wife and a mother, yet she wore the braids and the beaded
armbands that said she was still a maid. He felt the need to speak to her but
didn’t know how much she would understand.
"I want to thank you for what you did for my
brother - and for this." He indicated the side of his face with a curtailed
sweep of the hand. The woman followed the gesture with her eyes. The burn on his
cheek was healing quickly, the redness already starting to fade. Adam held out
his hands in what he hoped was a gesture of friendship. "Without what you
did, my brother would surely have died."
The woman looked at him boldly. "Your brother is
young, and the spirit is strong in him. He would not willingly ride the dark
horse of death." She spoke flawless English, but slowly. It was a language
she rarely used.
Adam smiled. The expression lightened his face. "I
guess you’re right at that. Never the less, I am in your debt."
Her expression became seasoned with scorn. Evidently,
the gratitude of a white slave was worth less than nothing. Adam spread his
hands again. "I have nothing to give you."
"I did as my brother bid me. He would have both
alive.
Adam’s mind worked furiously. This woman, a healer,
was sister to Washatak, and also to Killikasi, the medicine chief. He might find
a way to use that relationship to his advantage - and to Joe’s. It crossed his
mind, but only briefly, to take her captive and hold her against the release of
his brother. He was bigger and stronger and could take her easily. Adam believed
in respecting women, but he was not above using them when the occasion arose.
The moment passed. He would only be bluffing and the Shoshoni would kill Joe
instantly, right in front of his eyes. Right then, Adam found himself more in
need of an ally. Carefully, he asked the question that pressed him. "Would
you know why you brother wants us alive?"
Her face unreadable in the darkness, she gazed at him
without speaking. If she knew, she wouldn’t tell him; he could see it in the
set of her jaw. He made a helpless gesture. "For whatever it’s worth, you
have my gratitude."
The scrap of cloth that she had been laundering had
drifted away towards the centre of the pool. Both of them noticed it at once and
made a simultaneous grab. The water splashed, and their fingers brushed beneath
the silken surface; his were warm and hers were cool. Both of them laughed at
the unexpected encounter.
Sobering first, the woman drew back. She lowered her
eyes, then looked at him directly. Adam found her gaze somewhat disconcerting,
and then experienced a pleasant feeling deep inside, a sensation that he
couldn’t immediately identify. He smiled at her, and she smiled back. He
rescued her laundry and offered it to her, a small sodden scrap. She took it as
if it were a gift, wrung out the water and folded it neatly, adding it to the
basket at her side. Adam stood up and offered her his hand.
From beyond the rocks, Killakasi watched as Adam lifted
the woman onto her feet. He saw her smile and heard him chuckle as they
exchanged a quiet word. The medicine chief’s deeply folded face was without
expression, but his black eyes burned with bitter hatred as he watched them walk
away toward the village and the warmth of the fires. He’d seen all too clearly
the smiles on their faces and the looks in their eyes.
The children’s hunt had been successful; meat was
roasting at every hearth. There was a mixture of birds and lizards and small
animals, whatever they had been able to catch or bring down with their primitive
weapons. Adam didn’t look too closely at the portion he was given; he ate it
ravenously and washed it down with a hot, herbal tea. This time his stomach
offered no rebellion, and the food settled comfortably. Replete and aching with
exhaustion, he moved towards the shelter, and, this time, he was allowed to go.
A tiny fire had been lit inside. Aromatic twigs were
charring slowly, filling the air with fragrant smoke. It made the eyes smart but
it seemed to help Joe’s breathing. A small lamp with an open wick stood close
beside his head. By the faint and uncertain light, Adam could see that his
brother was awake.
Joe’s face was drawn; his skin was ashen white, stark
against the darkness of his curls and drawn as tight as parchment over the fine
bones of his face. Adam put out a hand and touched him with his fingertips. His
body was warm but no longer burned so furiously with fever. "Hello, Joe.
How are you feeling?" Adam even managed a smile.
Joe rolled his head towards him. "Adam, where’ve
you been."
"I’ve just been out doing some work, little
brother. Something you wouldn’t know much about." With a heartfelt sigh,
Adam lowered himself down beside Joe, stealing just a little of the shabby
blanket to cover his legs with.
"I thought they’d killed you!" Joe grabbed
at him. "I thought you were dead."
"Not yet, Joe. Not quite yet." Adam’s
eyelids were already drooping. Carefully, wary of over-strained muscles, he
stretched himself out flat.
"Adam?" Joe shook him as hard as he could.
"How we gonna get out of this, Adam? How we gonna get home?"
Adam might have offered platitudes, encouragement and hope; he might have counseled patience and caution; he might even have laid intricate plans, plotting their escape, but Adam’s breathing slowed and steadied. Dark eyelashes settled against his cheek, and he was already deeply asleep.
Five
Ben Cartwright shivered and subsided further into the
fleece lined folds of his coat. As long as he had lived in this country – and
he had lived here a very long time – it never ceased to amaze him how the land
could burn like the anti-room of hell in the daytime, yet be so bitterly cold in
the night. In the light of the early morning, his breath turned white, puffing
into steam the moment it left his mouth. Worn and grey with exhaustion, Ben’s
countenance was as bleak as the landscape he surveyed from the back of his
horse.
Spread before him was an endless vista of sand and
naked rock and frost-splintered shale with very little vegetation, just sparse
scrub and brush. There were no trees and no bushes and only coarse desert
grasses growing where their roots found shelter in cracks and crevices. The only
creatures he’d found alive in four days were a nest of diamond-backs he’d
come across by accident. It was a harsh and unforgiving country; any man who
made a mistake out there wouldn’t get a second chance. That was a thought that
made him shudder again and, this time, with something other than the cold. In
this first, faint light there was very little colour, only tones of black and
grey. Everything was lightless, lifeless, a desolation as chilled and as stony
as old Ben’s heart.
His dark eyes, heavily shadowed and sunken deep into
his head, held sorrow and despair as a stone-built well holds water, but a grim
determination lighted them from within. It was this remorseless gaze that he
turned upon his son as the big, bulky man, bundled into his coat, came walking
slowly back towards him along the fringes of the desert.
Hoss’s face was crumpled and folded into an
expression of abject misery that had become permanently fixed in these last few
days; the big man’s sunny spirit was noticeably and understandably absent. Not
only was he having to deal with the loss of his brothers, but his Pa’s foul
temper as well. He trailed his horse behind him on a long, slack rein. "I
can’t find no trace o’ nothin’ on these here rocks, Pa. You could run a
whole herd o’ steers right over this country and never leave a sign."
Hoss had learned from recent experience not to look directly at his father’s
face. The expression off loss and anguish and anger was more than he could bear.
Instead, he looked out over the desert towards the lightening sky. The rising
sun, still below the horizon, had burnished the threadlike clouds with gold.
Hunched over in his saddle, Ben didn’t turn his head.
"We found traces of horses back by that waterhole," he intoned.
"They must have come this way."
"Heck, Pa, them signs were three, four weeks old.
I can’t even say fer sure they was Indian ponies. An’ even if they was,
there ain’t nothin’ ta say Adam an’ Joe was with ‘em." Hoss took
off his hat and ran a hand through his thinning hair. They’d been trailing
back and forth through these woods and up and down this line of desert for days
without reckoning, from well before dawn until it was too dark to see. In all
that time they’d scarcely met a living soul. It seemed to Hoss that they were
not one inch closer to finding his brothers, and the relentless search was
taking a heavy toll on his father. He hated to see it, but he was helpless to
act. Ben was ruthless in his determination and relentless, driving himself, his
son and their horses to the brink of total exhaustion. If Hoss tried to argue,
he encountered his father’s wrath. Ben wouldn’t rest, even for a day; Hoss
was afraid that he would drive himself into an early grave.
Ben pulled himself more erect. "Those people
living back there in the woods told us Adam and Joe were still riding north when
they left their place."
"I know they did Pa. An’ they ain’t gonna
fergit, not after Adam give ‘em all that money." Hoss set his hat
squarely back on his head. Hands on his hips, he leaned on his heels and watched
the sun come up. The God given glory of dawn failed to move him. "But I
reckon as that was a long time ago." He said it mostly to himself, but his
father heard him. The dark eyes turned on him sharply.
"What are you saying, boy?"
Hoss had the grace to look sheepish. He scuffed his
boots in the sand. "Heck, Pa, I don’t hardly know what I mean. It’s
just that we’ve spent weeks wanderin’ ‘round in these hills, and we
ain’t found no sign of Adam or Joe."
Ben glared. A muscle ticked in his cheek. "Are you
suggesting that we give up?" His voice was rising, starting to boom.
With a sigh, Hoss shook his head. "You know I
wouldn’t never suggest nothin’ like that, but we ain’t even got no clear
idea of which way they went. If Adam an’ Joe got clear o’ them Indians they
might o’ high-tailed it north, or turned west, into Californy. Adam might be
soakin’ in that fancy bath-house that friend o’ his built right this very
minute, drinking beer an’ swappin’ stories."
Ben thought about it. He consulted with the empty void
in his heart. He knew that he could depend on Adam’s cool head to think his
way out of trouble, and Adam could take care of Little Joe. Sense told Ben that
they would have gone west, crossed the State line and sought help from the
settlements in California. But there was a whole heap of wild country between
where he sat and the nearest township in any direction. Something deep down
inside him, call it a father’s instinct, told him that, whatever the sense of
it, his sons hadn’t gone that way. He looked again at the desert.
The sun was now above the horizon, a molten ball of
gold. Already, he could feel the first brush of its fiery breath against his
face. The shadows were creeping, gradually shortening; it was time to be on
their way. He gathered up his reins. They needed to get some miles behind them
before the heat of the day arrived in full force.
"We’ll keep riding north along this line,"
he said decisively. "If Adam came this way he would have left a sign,
something to show us which way he went."
"Yes, sir." Hoss sighed.
Both of them knew that Adam wouldn’t have gone into
the desert of his own accord; if he had come this way, it wouldn’t have been
because he had a choice. It was unlikely that Adam had been capable of marking a
trail.
Impatiently, Ben waited while Hoss turned to his horse
and lifted himself into the saddle. Their backs might be aching and their
backsides starting to feel the strain, but neither one of them was prepared to
stop looking. Even as Hoss lowered himself carefully into the leather, Ben was
already on the move, nudging his gelding along the rough line off herbage that
marked the desert’s edge. Hoss picked up the lead-rope of the packhorse’s
bridle and followed on behind.
The air grew steadily hotter as the morning drew on.
Waves of heat beat up off the desert; dust devils danced on the shale and the
warm wind, the devil’s exhalation, began to blow out of the wilderness. The
glare of the sun had no mercy; it sucked the sweat right out of the skin, and
men and horses began to suffer. The shadows shortened to almost nothing, and
there was nowhere to hide.
It was almost noon, and the sun was standing directly
overhead when Ben climbed down from the saddle to take a closer look at the
ground. It was rock and shale and unyielding earth; as Hoss had said, there was
no sign that anyone had ever passed that way. It might have been virgin
territory, untouched since the dawn of creation by the foot of beast or man.
Straightening up, he looked at his son.
"We’d better have something to eat and rest the
horses. Then we’ll turn west again, take another turn through the hills."
It was a decision drawn from him reluctantly. Ben still had a feeling that,
against all rhyme and reason, Adam and Joe had gone into the desert.
"Yes, sir." Hoss’s face was compressed in
that same, perpetual frown. He kicked his feet free of the stirrups and lifted
himself to step down. Then he froze into stillness. A look of intense
concentration settled on his broad features as he gazed into the distance.
"Say, Pa, looks like someone’s coming."
Ben turned, staring hard in the direction Hoss
indicated. A huge plume of dust hung over the middle distance – dust kicked up
by men on horses travelling the dry country, fast. The riders were still more
than two miles distance, tiny figures that defied identification. Mindful of
what he had heard about raiding parties, and the arrow in Adam’s horse, Ben
moved closer to his saddle gun. "Can you make out who they are?"
Still on the back of his horse, Hoss had a higher
vantage-point. He squinted his eyes half shut against the glare of sun on stone.
"I don’t reckon them’s Indians, Pa. Indians wouldn’t kick up that
much dust."
Ben hoped that his son was right. The two of them were
very vulnerable out here on the edge of the desert. There was little cover and
nowhere to ride to for help, and the column of riders was turning their way.
Clearly, they had been seen. If they were Indians, then they were in serious
trouble. He tried to imagine who else might be riding in this hot, dry country,
and riding out in force.
Then Hoss relaxed in the saddle, and the breath sighed
out of him. He pulled a huge spotted bandanna out of his pocket and mopped the
sweat from his brow. "Ain’t nothin’ ta worry about, Pa. That there’s
the army."
"The army?" Ben was incredulous.
"It’s a whole gold-darned column of
pony-soldiers. Whoo-ee!" Hoss whooped and took off his hat, waving it in
the air to attract attention – a completely unnecessary device. Even Ben’s
somber face broke into a grin.
Plainly recognizable against the grey and green and
gold of the landscape, a double file of soldiers emerged from the dust. There
were some twenty or more, rough, tough men, as hard as the army could make them
and dressed in cavalry-blue. Every one of them was covered from hat to boots in
a substantial layer of sweat and dirt, evidence that they had been riding hard
for a very long way. The man out in front held up his hand and the column
slowed, pulling up in an uneven line of sweat stained horses and jingling
harness twenty yards away. The officer walked his horse forward and threw Ben a
smart salute.
"Lieutenant Christian Henry Harwell, sir, of the
Second Battalion California Volunteers."
Ben stepped forward to shake the offered hand.
"I’m mighty glad to see you lieutenant. My name’s Ben Cartwright, and
this is my son, Hoss." Hoss and the soldier exchanged polite nods of
acknowledgement. Ben went on, "We certainly didn’t expect to run across
the United States Cavalry out here in the middle of this wilderness."
"And I didn’t think to find white men, either,
Mister Cartwright; not live ones anyway." Leaving Ben wondering at this
cryptic remark, Harwell turned to the next man in line. "Sergeant
O’Toole, tell the men to climb down and rest their butts. We’ll spell the
horses a while."
"Yes, sir!"
The word to dismount went swiftly down the line, and
tired men swung down from weary horses. Grateful for the chance to stretch their
legs and relieve their bladders, they men broke ranks. Harwell stepped out of
his saddle and joined Ben on the ground. He brought his canteen with him and
cordially offered water.
Ben sipped politely and passed the canteen to Hoss. The
amenities taken care off, Ben said, "I didn’t know the army was posted
this far east."
"A temporary unit only, though we’ve been here
nine months already. We’re riding out of Prion, Mister Cartwright, chasing
Indians."
"Bannocks?" Ben scowled.
"Shoshoni."
"I thought the Northern Shoshoni were a peaceful
people."
"Indeed they are." Harwell retrieved his
canteen and took a drink himself. "Especially since they’ve moved beyond
the Warner Mountains and into Oregon. The Indians we’re chasing are renegades,
savages from way across the desert."
Ben looked at him askance. "Savages?" In his
book it was a word not to be bandied lightly.
"That’s what I called them, and that’s what
they are." Harwell’s eyes were diamond hard and his tone equally
unyielding. "They’ve been raiding back and forth across the border,
killing, looting, burning. They always ride back this way, melting into the
desert, impossible to trace." Harwell turned and squinted into the glare as
if he knew his quarry was there, hiding just out of sight. Ben took the moment
to look the soldier over.
What he saw was a well built man of military bearing,
trimmed and hardened by years in the saddle until all that as left was pure
soldier – a man who had spent his entire adult life in the army and was now
well past middle age.
Without turning, Harwell asked, "And what brings
you and your boy all the way out here into God’s abandonment?"
Ben’s expression turned grim. "I’m looking for
two other sons. They were hunting through these hills. Their horses came home
without them."
Harwell banged his hat against the gold-striped leg of
his pants, knocking a little of the dust out of both. "I’m very much
afraid, Mister Cartwright, that if your boys have been afoot in this country
very long - well, to be blunt, I don’t give much for their chances." He
looked at Ben squarely. "And if they ran into those hostiles, you’d
better hope they died fast."
Ben’s face set into a hard, grey mask. His hat in his
hand, he watched Harwell walk away to check on his men. He wouldn’t believe
it. It couldn’t be true. Adam and Joe couldn’t be dead. Surely he’d have
felt their passing as they died. The world would be a dark and empty place
without their presence in it: their laughter, their everlasting bickering, their
sometimes-fierce disagreements and their abiding love. And yet here was the
world: bathed in bright sunshine, full of colour, men going about their
business, talking, eating and drinking and tending to their horses, their lives
going on. How could the world still be turning without Adam on it? Ben just
didn’t know.
He became aware of Hoss standing behind him, a big,
brooding presence with a scowl on his face. Hoss’s very attitude echoed
Ben’s thought.
Ben strode after Harwell. "Lieutenant, can I ask
you a favour?"
Harwell looked him up and down thoughtfully. "You
can ask, Mister Cartwright. What’s on your mind?"
"You’re heading out into the desert after these
Indians. Can we ride along with you, my son and I?"
"And why would you want to do that?"
Ben made a helpless gesture. "It’s just a gut
feeling I have. I think my sons went that way, but it would be suicide for the
two of us to ride out into that desert alone. If we could ride along with your
party – well, we might just come across some sign."
"Well, I think you’re clutchin’ at
straws." Harwell hung his canteen back on his saddle horn. "You’re
welcome to come along, but I’ll tell you now, I don’t intend to go very far
out: just a few miles. My men have been riding hard for a week, and they’re
tired, and they’re saddle sore, and the horses are just about done."
"I understand." Ben was genuinely grateful.
"I appreciate it." He walked back to where Hoss was watering their
horses. He didn’t catch the sympathetic look in Harwell’s eyes or see him
shake his head.
The column of soldiers formed up in twos, and Harwell
gave the signal to move out. Ben and Hoss, with their packhorse in tow, fell in
at the end of the line. The desert was a terrible place, surely hell on Earth.
The sunlight, direct from above and bouncing back with a dazzling intensity from
off the white rock, was enough to sear a man’s eyes. The heat burned through
his shirt and sucked the moisture right out of his body. The land was as dry as
a desiccated bone.
Harwell set out at a smart, spanking pace, but it
couldn’t be maintained. Soon, the rate of progress had been reduced to a
shambling walk, the horses strung out, one behind the other, all across the
landscape. The animals stumbled often and walked with their heads hung down. The
men sat slumped in their saddles. It was an appalling defensive formation; if
the Indians had chosen that time to attack, the soldiers would have been wiped
out in minutes.
An hour passed and then another. If he had not known it
before, Ben began to understand the futility of the task he had set himself. The
desert wilderness was just too vast, too inimically hostile and too cruel for
him ever to stand a chance of finding his missing sons. He came to realize that,
even if Adam and Joe had come this way, following this same path, the most he
could hope to find of them were dry and shrivelled corpses.
From somewhere up ahead someone raised a shout. Ben’s
thoughts snapped back into focus. Ahead of him, horses and men were milling
about in some confusion. Men were pointing to the sky and yelling to one another
in excitement. Hoss rode up alongside his father. "Hey, Pa, will ya look at
that?"
Ben lifted his head and looked where Hoss pointed.
Against the pale glare of the desert sky, sinister shapes were circling on
outstretched wings. Carrion birds. Ben counted four, and then another joined
them.
Sergeant O’Toole bellowed an order and the soldiers
came to attention like the grizzled veterans they were. Aches and pains and
grumbles forgotten, they closed their ranks, reforming their double column. Ben
and Hoss cantered their horses along the line, one on either side. Harwell was
sitting at the front, his gaze still fixed on the sky.
Filled with fear, Ben pulled up beside him. "What
is it? Is it my sons?"
Harwell mopped his face with a large, red handkerchief.
"I don’t reckon, Mister Cartwright. Take a look for yourself."
From the place where they sat at the top of the ridge
the ground fell steeply away to the floor of an ancient sea. A long way down and
a long way out the reason for the bird’s interest was apparent. Two covered
wagons stood in the midst of an ocean of sand, looking for all the world like a
child’s broken-backed toys. There was no sign of life, but the bloating
carcass of an ox lay sprawled on its side, together with other unidentifiable
but ominously familiar forms. Ben traded looks with Hoss "They look like
settler’s wagons."
"Sure do, Pa."
Ben turned to Harwell. "Aren’t you going
down?"
"All in good time. Mister Cartwright."
Harwell gave and order to O’Toole, who organized the men. The word passed
swiftly along the line, and the cavalrymen drew their long guns from beneath the
leather skirts of their saddles. Now fully alert and riding close together in a
tightly knit fighting unit, the soldiers started forward. The trail, if such it
was, was steep and stony; it flattened out as it reached the basin floor. The
men had to go down it in single file, each protecting the man in front’s back.
Nothing occurred to interrupt their progress, and it soon became apparent that
the attack had taken place several hours before.
The closer the riders came to the wagons, the more
obvious it became that they were confronted by a human disaster. The canvas of
one wagon had been split open all along its length, and the detritus of human
lives spilled over the sides and onto the strangely crystalline sands. The
canvas flapped lazily in the Devil’s Breath wind; that and the carrion eaters
were the only things that moved. The landscape was littered with the remnants of
packed up homes and dead men’s dreams. The contents of both wagons had been
spread far and wide. Without speaking, the grim faced soldiers rode among the
scattered possessions: a woman’s purple dress - silk, doubtless her Sunday
best, all slashed into ribbons, a shattered dinner service of blue and white
china, a child’s doll without its head and spilling sawdust stuffing, a broken
music box and the bloody body of a dog.
The second wagon had lost two of its wheels; they lay
in shattered ruin. The wagon leaned at a crazy angle. A once loved upright piano
had tipped out of the back and reclined upturned in the dirt. The keys, white
and black, grinned up at the sky.
Beyond the wagons, one of the carrion eaters, disturbed
in its feeding, flapped its way heavily into the air. In amongst the clothes and
the other belongings lay the bodies of the people: two men and two women, three
girl children and one boy who had almost, but not quite, grown into a man. They
had died quickly in the heat of the battle, but the manner of their dying did
not make pleasant viewing.
Grim-faced, the soldiers dismounted and tended to their
horses. Stoic to a man, no one showed outward emotion, but their feelings was
clearly expressed in their hushed and gruff voices and the shadowy looks in
their eyes. Only the steady flap of the canvas and the jingle of harness broke
the profound silence of the afternoon.
Ben stepped down from his saddle. The harsh crunch of
the sand beneath his heel was loud to his ears. Looking about him, he saw that
horror that he felt himself reflected in every man’s face. He handed his reins
to Hoss and went to join Harwell and O’Toole. They looked at him curiously but
didn’t object. Ben was old enough to have seen death before in all its many
guises. Together, they carried out the unpleasant business of checking the
bodies. It didn’t take long. None of them expected to find anyone alive, and
they encountered no surprises.
They walked slowly back towards the wagons. Harwell
pulled out his red handkerchief and wiped the sweat from his neck. He glanced
fleetingly at Ben, as if reluctant to look him full in the face. "Indians,
Mister Cartwright. Shoshoni without a doubt. Probably the same bunch of
renegades that we’ve been chasing."
Ben fingered the remains of a broken arrow, gazing at
the feathered shaft. "But this is senseless slaughter!"
"It’s slaughter all right." Harwell laughed
harshly and without mirth. "And in more ways than one. They’ve not only
run off the livestock. They’ve taken every gun and round of ammunition that
they could find."
Hoss had heard the tail end of the conversation. His
face contorted as the weight of concern added itself to the anguish of what
he’d seen. The fate of the settlers, especially the children, had hit the big
man hard. He shook his great head. "Injuns with guns. That’s real bad,
Pa."
"Yes, son. It is."
As both the Cartwrights were well aware, it was illegal
in many parts of the west to sell or supply Indians with firearms – and with
reason; white settlers wanted the upper hand in any conflict. The red-men stole
and often killed for what guns they had.
Ben looked again at Harwell. "Isn’t it kind of
unusual to find settlers all the way out here in the desert?"
"It can happen from time to time. There’s still
good land to be had for the taking in Oregon and Northern California. Folks
sometimes decide to take a shortcut across these badlands; it can cut a month or
more off their travel time if they make it. A lot of them don’t get this
far."
Ben gazed around at the scene of devastation. "And
this is what they get for their trouble."
"Sometimes it happens this way. Sometimes they run
out of water, or their stock dies on ‘em. Sometimes they just seem to give
up."
"It makes you wonder what a man’s dreams are
worth."
Harwell and O’Toole efficiently organized a burial
detail. Clearly, it was an unpleasant duty that they had carried out before, and
many times more than once. It was impossible to dig deep in the stony soil.
Instead, they scrapped out a shallow trench a short way from the wagons and put
the bodies there. Unable to tell which children belonged to which adults, they
laid them all together and piled rocks on top until everything was hidden and,
hopefully, safe from the night prowlers of the desert. It took most of the
afternoon, and by the time the job was done the sun was tumbling down the sky
towards the west. Soon it would start getting dark, but none of the men wanted
to stay the night at the site of the massacre.
They all stood with their hats in their hands and paid
due attention while Harwell spoke some high sounding words about resurrection
and eternal life. He read out a short verse from the bible he carried in his
saddlebag and said the last word, "Amen." It didn’t take long, and
it didn’t seem much of a memorial to mark the passing of so many lives.
In the hot and breathless evening, the soldiers
prepared to ride out. They packed the shovels back onto the baggage animals with
the weary resignation of men who knew that they would need them again before too
long.
Ben lingered a while beside the grave, his silver head
bowed. His thoughts were all in confusion. Somehow, the words spoken seemed
inadequate; the passage read from the Book in which he placed his trust was
hollow, without meaning. Without any doubt, he stood now in The Valley of the
Shadow of Death, and Ben was very much afraid. He wished that he could pray, but
for once the words eluded him. There was no peace for him on earth, or in
thoughts of God’s heaven.
A footfall behind him alerted him to the looming
presence of his son at his shoulder. Ben knew that Hoss understood him well
enough to know the feelings that roiled inside him, if not the exact thoughts in
his head. Hoss fiddled awkwardly with the brim of his hat. "Pa, I reckon
it’s time to get our selves out o’ here. The lieutenant seems to think we
can put two, three miles behind us afore it’s too dark ta see. We sure don’t
want ta sleep with all these dead folks."
Ben drew a long breath that shuddered. "Of course,
you’re right." He set his hat on his head and strode to where Harwell
talked with O’Toole. Hoss remained behind beside the mass grave, his head
bowed in thought.
Harwell interrupted his conversation and turned as Ben
approached. His face was carefully reserved. If you’re ready, Mister
Cartwright, we’ll start back now. There’s still a good hour of daylight
left…"
Ben pulled up in surprise. This wasn’t at all what
he’d been expecting and he was little short of dumbfounded. "Start back?
But the tracks lead off north/ Aren’t you going after them?"
"Not this trip." Harwell shook his head at
the very idea. "I figure this is as far as we go."
"But they’ll get away!" Ben couldn’t help
the tome of indignation or keep the expression off of his face.
Harwell turned to O’Toole. "Sergeant, explain to
Mister Cartwright how short we are of food and other supplies."
"Enough hard tack and beans to last us three
days," O’Toole said promptly. "And not enough grain for the horses
for two."
"That’s quite apart from the water situation,
"Harwell added. "If we ride for an hour before sunset, by mid-day
tomorrow we can be out of these badlands and into the hills. We need to kill us
some game, get some fresh meat."
Ben’s face was stricken. "But my sons! Thos
Indians might know what happened to them – might know where they are!"
Harwell looked at him squarely at last, and his face
was filled with regret. "You’ve seen what happened here, but in case you
don’t understand, let me spell it out for you, clear and simple. If your sons
ran into one of these raiding parties, then your sons are certainly dead. I’m
not chasing these Indians any further into the desert. Look about you! The
horses are beaten and so are the man."
Hoss came up beside his father, leading their horses by
the rein. "Reckon what he says is about right, Pa. Our critters can’t go
much further neither. They’re gonna founder fer sure."
Furiously, Ben rounded on him. "So we’re back to
that, are we? You’re trying to tell me your brothers are dead as well!"
Hoss’s uncomfortable expression became agonized.
"I wouldn’t never tell you nothin’
Like that, Pa. Not lessen I had their bodies laid out
right in front o’ me."
Ben drew a long breath but before he could speak,
Harwell interrupted. "You’re a civilian, Cartwright. It’s not my place
to order you around, but I suggest that you ride into Prion with us. Rest up a
while, get yourself some fresh horses, and then, if you want to ride out and
look for your boys some more, well, that’s entirely up to you."
Ben noticed that Harwell was talking across him,
addressing himself to Hoss, as much as to himself – somehow, he didn’t have
the strength to be angry.
His big son was nodding reluctant agreement.
"He’s makin’ good sense, Pa. We need fresh horses and supplies."
Hoss might have been thinking that a couple of square
meals might come in handy as well, but he wasn’t about to say so out loud –
not where Ben could hear him, anyway.
Abruptly, the weight of Ben’s years descended onto
his shoulders. He looked from Hoss to Harwell. For a moment it seemed they were
conspiring against him, but, then, good sense prevailed. "I suppose
you’re right," he said with a sigh.
For a long anguished moment he stared into the haze and
the lengthening shadows. He felt as if he was turning his back on Joe and Adam,
as if he were walking away and leaving them behind. His lips tightened grimly as
he set that thought firmly aside. He wouldn’t contemplate any such proposal,
even in the privacy of his own mind. Once he’d obtained supplies and fresh
horses, he would be back; silently, he promised his missing sons that.
O’Toole gave an order and the soldiers mounted their
horses. Turning again, Ben took his reins from Hoss’s hand and lifted himself
onto his own saddle. As the troopers moved away, he took a last lingering look
to the hills in the north, fixing their contours in his mind. Then, he fell in
at the end of the line. Leaving the sad remains of the wagons behind them, the
column of men rode slowly, but steadily, into the west, out of the desert and
into the setting sun.
*******
In the late, afternoon light Adam made his way to the
pool. Hunkering down on his haunches, he studied his reflection in the dark,
flowing water. The eyes that gazed back at him were still haunted, but they were
calmer now, the eyes of a man in control. They were his own eyes, dark, misted
amber and no longer those of a stranger.
He sat back on his heels and opened the razor. Until
very recently it had belonged to the somewhat taciturn woman who was mainly
responsible for giving him food. She had refused outright when he’d first
asked her for it, driving him away with angry gestures and words he had not
understood. It had taken long hours of patient persuasion, spread over several
days, to convince her that he wanted it, not to do himself harm or to fight his
way free, but only for the purpose for which it had first been made.
The blade was old and uncared for, spotted and pitted
with rust. Adam cleaned it as well as he was able with a mixture of water and
gritty soil, then honed the edge sharp on the side of his boot. He wetted his
face and, with the aid of a fragment of mirror, carefully scraped away his
beard. It was a long and painful operation that left his skin sore and inflamed.
He considered the results to be well worth the cost. For the first time in a
long time he felt clean again, and something approaching a man. The face that
gazed up at him out of the water was instantly recognizable. He had lost a great
deal of weight; his cheeks were hollow and the skin stretched tightly over the
fine bones of his face, but friends and family would have recognized him without
hesitation.
Adam stood up, straightening easily, his body a
well-oiled machine. He was as lean and as fit as he had ever been in his life.
Hardship and work and a Spartan diet had honed him as fine as the razor’s
edge. He’d tightened his belt by a couple of notches, and the well-defined
muscles of his back and shoulders strained the cloth of his shirt.
Folding the razor and tucking it safely into the back
of his belt, he stood quite still and listened intently in the way he had
learned to listen. He heard, first of all, the beat of his heart and the pulse
of his blood, then the trickle of water over the stones and the breath of the
wind from the desert, a cricket, a bird, the rustle of some small mammal and,
further away, the everyday sounds of the village. Plain and distinct came the
babble of voices, of men and woman and children at play, the yap of a dog, the
cry of a babe and somewhere, as always, the singing. Adam’s lips twitched in
the slightest of smiles; he knew well the song, and he knew the singer.
Moving with silent and feline grace, a skill he had
recently brought to perfection, he went down the path to the lower pool.
The woman came daily, always at the same time and
always to the same place. Adam contrived to be there as well, whenever his
duties would allow, and she had come to look for him. She came to wash small
items of clothing, to rinse the bunches of herbs from which she concocted her
medicines, or merely to freshen her face after a hot and dusty day. Always, she
sang the same, haunting song. It was like the call of the wild, the summons of
that distant lake in the High Sierra, the whisper of the winter wind.
Adam crouched down beside her, and she looked up at
him; her dark eyes smiled. "Greetings, Willomenka," he said in
Shoshoni. "Has the day gone well for you?"
The practiced words came fluently now, although the
gesture of hands and fingers that were a part of the language were still stiff
and awkward, stilting his meaning like a heavy accent.
The woman responded, speaking clearly and slowly so
that he could follow the form of the words. "Greetings. The day has been
long and hot, but the fires still burn brightly in the lodges of the people. The
wife of Rianomott has been delivered of her child, a small brave whose father is
well pleased. Mioma is recovering well from her fever, so one had been born, and
no one has died. All is well, and the sun will arise in the morning."
Adam formed a gesture with his hand. "I am pleased
that the people prosper…" He stumbled badly over the personal pronoun.
Willomenka giggled at his clumsiness and rearranged his
fingers. "It pleases me…"
Adam repeated it after. He had to learn the formal
language before the everyday speech would come easily.
She reached out a hand and touched his face. The blade
had snagged the last of his scabs, and bright blood beaded there. She had never
seen him before without the facial hair; the strength of character she saw there
fascinated her. Her fingertips traced his lips and the contour of his jaw.
The sound of some commotion in the valley below
distracted them from each other. Men’s voices were raised in excitement,
something rarely heard among the Shoshoni. Rising quickly, Adam and Willomenka
got to their feet and went to the one place from where they could see the cause
of the disturbance.
A dozen young braves had ridden their painted ponies
right into the valley, driving a bunch of broad-backed cattle in front of them.
Willomenka raised her arms and waved with pure delight. She and several other
women set up a ululation. The braves in the valley responded with whoops and
yells and brandished their long guns in the air. Adam felt the long disused
muscles in his cheeks begin to ache as his face broke in to an unaccustomed
smile. Tonight, and for many nights to come, there would be fresh meat in the
lodges of the Shoshoni.
Adam walked back through the gathering twilight to the
shelter he shared with Joe. The hides had been tied back to the supporting posts
to provide the bedridden man with fresh air and a view of the outside world. Joe
lifted himself on an elbow as his brother ducked inside. As always, he was
pleased to see him. "Hey Adam, what’s all the excitement?" Joe had
seen people running and heard some of the shouting, but he had no idea of what
it was all about. Unlike Adam, Joe had steadfastly refused to learn Shoshoni and
was often isolated among the women, who spoke nothing else.
Adam gave him a sudden, lightening fast grin that
brightened his face like a ray of sunshine. "It looks like we get beef
tonight, Joe. They just brought some cattle in."
"Beef? That’s great!" Both Cartwright
brothers were heartily sick and tired of the dubious gleanings of the desert.
Any variation in the diet would be welcome and beef, a luxury.
Joe struggled to sit up, and Adam bent down to give him
a helping hand, lifting him easily into a sitting position and propping him up
against the bundled-up buffalo robe. Joe ran a hand along his thigh, rubbing
away some of the pain. His leg still hurt him most of the time. "I’ll
sure be glad when I can get up and about again. I’m agettin’ sore just lyin’
here."
Adam looked at him closely as he rearranged the
blankets. Joe had lost weight as well. His face was a whole lot thinner, but
since his fever had finally broken, he’d regained a lot of his strength and
some of his zest for living. He was starting to get restless, and Adam knew that
was a problem he’d have to deal with before very long. "You’re gonna be
as fine as a frog’s hair." He fussed with the bedding some more.
Easing himself back against the makeshift pillow, Joe
cracked a wry grin at Adam’s familiar reassurance. "As soon as this damn
leg heals, I want ta dance right on out o’ here."
"Sure you do Joe, and you will. You’ve just got
to give it time." Adam’s voice held a hint of reservation, and Joe looked
at him sharply.
"You are plannin’ on getting’ us away from
here, aren’t you, Adam?"
Adam looked into his brother’s face and saw the
bright anxiety in the hazel, green-flecked eyes. As always, Joe was trusting
him, relying on him, and there was no way he could let him down. He glanced
quickly all around to make sure they weren’t overheard and hunkered down at
Joe’s side.
"Of course we’re gonna get out of here. But
don’t make the mistake of thinking it’s going to be easy. It’s going to
take a while, and it might involve a lot of walking. First of all you have to
get up on your feet and get your strength back."
Joe did not look reassured. He gazed earnestly at his
brother, as if trying to see the truth in his face. Adam had learned only too
well down the years to conceal the way he was feeling. He saw Joe’s shoulders
slump with the weight of his disappointment. "I can’t live with these
people, Adam. I can’t stand their way of life. If we stay here, one way or
another, I’m gonna die."
Adam put a hand on his shoulder; he had an uneasy
felling that, somehow, Joe might just have the truth of it. "I’m going to
get you away from here. Don’t worry, we are going home."
The smell of roasting meat drifted through the village,
enriching the evening air. The Shoshoni made no distinction between man or
woman, warrior or captive when it came to distributing food. Everyone who needed
it got a share. Joe and Adam ate roast beef that evening until their bellies
bulged.
The village was filled with a rare excitement; there
was an air of celebration that Adam didn’t quite understand. People were
running everywhere, shouting and calling; children played in the open long past
the usual hour. There was an overwhelming sense of expectation and occasion.
Adam was lowering the hide walls of the shelter back
into place when Willomenka arrived. She brought with her, as always, the draught
of the medicine she insisted that Joe take each evening. Joe pulled a face but
swallowed the sour stuff down. Like his elder brother, he had learned that
resistance was futile. Willomenka settled the young man down for the night, and
then she turned to Adam. "I have come to fetch you." She told him in
much improved English.
Adam stopped what he was doing. "Fetch me for
what?"
"It is a night of true darkness and there is to be
a gathering at the council fire. Washatak had said that all shall come."
Adam hesitated, holding back. He didn’t believe a
blanket invitation would really include him or that if it did, that any good
would come of it. "Willow, what’s going on?"
Willomenka laughed at his look of concern. "It is
to be a rejoicing. What you would call a party? To welcome the new child now
that has been purified and to thank the spirits for the gifts they have given.
There will be natik- winappi."
"Natik- winappi? What’s that?"
Willomenka corrected his pronunciation and added,
"A telling of stories."
"But my brother…" Adam didn’t like the
idea of leaving Joe alone in the night.
Willomenka misunderstood his hesitation. "You
brother is still among the unwell – he will not be expected."
Joe was already dozing, drifting into sleep. The dose
that he had been given was a powerful soporific. Adam knew that he would sleep
without stirring for hours. While he slept, he healed. Adam couched down at his
brother’s side. "Joe, I’m just stepping out for a while."
Joe peered at him blearily - in his dream, he was
already somewhere else. "Sure, Adam. You have a good time, now."
Willomenka took Adam by the arm and steered him through
the village. Everyone else was going the same way, chatting and laughing and
carrying torches. A large, low fire had been kindled within the ring of stones.
It threw up a tall, glowing column of heat and light that challenged the dark of
the moonless sky. Already, the people had started to gather: the men, the women
and the children of the Shoshoni band. A group of the women did a shuffling
dance of celebration, singing a rhythmic chant that kept them in step. The men
of the tribe seated themselves cross-legged on the ground in a wide circle,
their chieftains in their midst. The firelight gilded their features with
highlights of dancing gold; it reflected from the dark depths of their eyes and
shone on the handsome ornaments that adorned their bodies.
The brand-new father and mother, together with their
child, were decked out in robes of feathers and given a special place of honour.
Adam recognized many faces that he knew: Washatak and Aminotek and perhaps a
dozen more. There was a general hum of excitement and expectant conversation,
little bursts of music and singing, talking and laughing on every side.
Adam, as no more than a captive, sat outside the circle
among the women in their beads and bright head-clothes, and the smaller
children. Still, he was close enough to see and hear everything that happened
and to feel the heat of the fire on his face.
Kalikasi, medicine chief, dressed in his full regalia
of spotted pony hide with a ram’s horns on his head, ran out of the darkness
and leapt into the fire-lit ring of stones. His deeply folded face was freshly
painted with chevrons of black and red. On his chest was an elaborately
patterned breastplate of coloured quills and beads. Several ornate necklaces
hung about his neck made of amber beads, tightly coiled seashells and
yellowed-ivory teeth.
In his hand he carried a rattle, a dried and painted
gourd with the seeds still inside it, mounted on a carved and feathered stick.
To the sound of a slowly beating drum and the shaking
of the rattle, Kalikasi began to dance. He strutted and postured with his body
and gestured with his hands; soft booted feet shuffled ritual patterns in the
dust. Slowly but surely he circled the fire while the drummer raised his voice
in a high, wailing chant. The audience stilled and listened and watched, and
even the children were quieted.
The scene took on a mystical quality: the fire, the
dance and the beat of the drum. Adam found himself bemused and bewitched by the
magic as he caught his first glimpse of his captor’s spiritual life. His face
became rapt with wonder.
The tempo of the drumming increased and Kalikasi danced
faster and wilder. Whirling and twirling with fringes flying, he twisted and
turned in the firelight. He crouched and leapt and spun about, cavorting like a
dervish. His feet flashed in the light of the flames and his skin shone with the
sweat of his exertion. It was amazing to Adam that such a big man could move so
quickly and with such intrinsic grace.
The singing stopped; the drumming ceased. Kalikasi
planted both feet firmly and turned from the waist in a circle. Holding the
rattle at full arm's length and shaking it softly, he started to tell a story in
a high-pitched singsong monotone.
The tale he told was the first tale of the Shoshoni
people: the story of coyote who fetched the niwini out of the underworld,
carrying them in a great basket given him by the spirit people. Coyote, being a
curious sort, opened the basket, though the spirits had bidden him not to, and,
just a few at a time, the tribal peoples had made their escape.
With gesture and facial expression, the story was told
in the ritual language. Adam’s limited Shoshoni was barely equal to the task.
He was glad that Willomenka was close at hand to lend him a word or two.
As soon as the first story was told, Kalikasi danced
again, ‘round and ‘round in the fire-lit circle, shaking his rattle and
pointing, first at one man and then at another until, apparently at random, he
made his choice. He thrust the rattle into the chosen brave’s hands and that
man, hook-nosed and unsmiling but seemingly pleased with the honour, took his
place inside the ring of stones.
And so another tale was told, in a different style and
at a different tempo. Adam found himself fascinated, all but entranced by the
legends that unfolded as the tellings went on all through the evening. Some
tales were happy, some were sad, the recountings of heroic deeds and magnificent
adventures through the worlds, both real and imagined, of the Shoshoni people.
Each one was old, and yet each one was new, made fresh and vibrant with the
retelling. It was the way in which the history of the niwini was handed down
through the generations, a manner steeped in tradition; the way the tribe
remembered who they were and where they came from.
The telling went on long into the night. In between
each story Kalikasi, master of ceremonies for the evening, would dance as before
and then select another brave, handing him the carved rattle, the totem
Willomenka called, in her own tongue, The Story-Stick.
At one point, late into the night, fresh wood was piled
onto the fire. Flame leaped again towards the sky and scattered glowing, golden
sparks among the observant, eternal stars. New waves of heat beat outwards onto
the faces of the watchers. Liquid refreshment was passed hand to hand - first a
weak and watery beer brewed from the locally growing grains. It lulled Adam’s
senses with its mildness. Then he was handed a shallow bowl that contained
fermented mare’s milk. An altogether more potent draught, it burned its way
into Adam’s nose and made him splutter, much to the amusement of the women.
The Shoshoni drank it with impunity, but the fumes went straight to Adam’s
head.
Kalikasi danced again, circling the fire as before, his
form silhouetted by the flames. When he stopped, his head turned slowly as he
scanned the faces in front of him. He singled out Adam. A muscle twitched at the
side of his mouth. Stepping through the circle of braves, he pushed the
Story-Stick into the white man’s face.
Adam was taken by surprise, shocked into immobility. He
met the medicine chief’s dark and glittering eyes and found them filled with
hatred and hostility. A murmur went through the assembled crowd: anticipation
and uncertainty. Adam’s palms were suddenly moist. He knew very well that
whatever Kalikasi’s plans might be, they were not likely to be good for his
health. "What do you want me to do?"
Kalikasi didn’t speak. Instead, he shook the rattle
under Adam’s nose. Willomenka leaned towards Adam. "You must take up the
challenge. To refuse would be shameful."
Kalikasi’s intention was clear: he wanted to
embarrass Adam as much as possible in front of the assembled village. Adam knew
that it was essential not to lose face. As a mere slave, his status was lowly
enough as it was, and besides, his pride was at stake. Taking the rattle from
Kalikasi’s hand, he got to his feet and stepped into the ring of stones.
Adam was sweating. The heat of the fire was fierce on
his back. He turned a full circle, looking at the burnished faces. The muttering
died away into a silence broken only by the crackle of burning wood. All of the
dark, Shoshoni eyes were upon him; there was an air of expectancy as everyone
waited to see what the white man would do. Adam sought and found the faces that
were important to him, Kalikasi’s, watchful and crafty, Willomenka’s, full
of encouragement and eagerness, and that of Washatak. The chieftain was leaning
forward, his face intent. He was curious to see how the white man would conduct
himself.
Adam wished that he taken a bigger slug of the mare’s
mild drink. His mouth was a dry as a bone. He thought back swiftly over his
recent reading, searching his mind for something suitable. What he came up with
was the Alamo.
It was twenty-four years since the Alamo had fallen to
the Mexican, Antonio Santa Anna. Already the names of some that had died were
passing into legend, those of Houston, Bowie and Davy Crockett. Haltingly
speaking the Shoshoni language, Adam told it the way he’d heard it himself,
without embellishment or exaggeration. It wasn’t a story that needed any. A
handful of men had held out for twelve days before the entire might of the
Mexican army. One hundred and eighty-two men had died, and only one, an
indentured servant, had survived the massacre at the Texan mission. The
significance of that fact was not lost on his audience. A ripple of comment
spread through the crowd.
Snarling with rage, Kalikasi leapt at him. Adam saw
firelight glint on the blade of a knife. He took a long step backwards but
couldn’t retreat any further; the fire was right at his back, and he could
feel its heat on his spine. By now the entire assembly was up on its feet,
gesticulating and arguing wildly. Adam had had many enemies in the village who
hated him simply because he was white. It dawned on him, then, that he had
friends as well.
Quivering with unconfined fury, the medicine chief
screamed an accusation Adam did not understand and brandished the knife in his
face. Adam had only the rattle to defend himself with. He prepared to do battle.
A single voice raised itself above the commotion.
"It is enough!" Washatak stepped into the ring of stones. Under his
fierce and unrelenting glare the tribe began to settle.
Kalikasi turned on his brother.
"This white dog uses the sacred rituals to
threaten the tribe!"
Washatak made a dismissive gesture "The white man
has answered the challenge that you laid before him."
Whichever way this was going to go, Adam wished they
would make up their minds. His butt was starting to burn.
Kalikasi turned around, scanning the faces of the
assembled warriors, judging the mood of the crowd with an expert eye. "I
have had a vision!" he declared loudly. All faces turned towards him.
"I have seen that this white man will bring death and destruction down on
the heads of the people. The village will be no more! Now he has offended the
spirits. They demand that he pay with his blood!"
The crowd muttered darkly. Washatak glanced around. He
too was a leader of men, could taste in the air what his people required.
"If the spirits demand the white man’s blood then they shall have
it."
Kalikasi crouched, his arms spread wide. His face split
into an evil smile. Adam braced himself. The only plan he could think of was to
step smartly aside and let the medicine chief plunge directly into the fire.
"But three drops only," Washatak said "No more."
Kalikasi’s smile turned into a snarl. He changed his
grip on the knife. Adam stood firm as the knife came close. He knew there was no
escape. He felt the blade nick the side of his face.
Satisfied, Washatak turned away and the incident was
over. The crowd began to disperse. Kalikasi snatched the Story-Stick from
Adam’s hand and tossed it into the fire.
Six
It was a depressed and exhausted column of men that
straggled into Prion. Bone weary men rode on weary horses through thick, yellow
mud that came half way to the horse’s knees. It had been a much lengthier
patrol than had ever been intended. Their supplies had long since been
exhausted, and men and horses alike had been foraging off the land. On this side
of the hills the rain had fallen steadily for six days out of seven. The
incessant drizzle had made camping unpleasant and travelling difficult and
uncomfortable. Having covered no more than twenty-five miles in the last three
days, every one of the soldiers was glad to be home.
The township, perched on the rim of the Sacramento
valley, was a small but growing community of just over a thousand souls. As
neither gold, nor silver, had been discovered in the vicinity, its prosperity
depended on the richness and the depth of its soil and on the abundance of trees
that grew in the surrounding forests. A typically wide, straight main-street ran
through the centre of town
with false fronted structures built entirely of wood
lining the covered boardwalks on either side. Any number of side streets led
into a maze of less pretentious buildings interspersed with alleyways, stables
and yards. Big Hoss Cartwright had seen the like of it a hundred times before.
He picked out the impressive, two-story building half
way along the street, the one with the recently touched up paint-work and the
big gilded sign that proclaimed ‘The Premier Hotel’, and reined his tired
horse in to the rail. With a fancy name like that, Hoss figured the place had a
better chance than most of having clean sheets on the beds. His father pulled in
alongside him. The fact that he hadn’t disputed his son’s choice of stopping
place made Hoss look at him sharply. Ben had been strangely quiet all day, and
Hoss was starting to worry about the state of his health.
Hoss stepped down from the back of his horse and went
around to offer his father a hand. Ben was quite grey with exhaustion, but his
eyes, as dark the night, burned fiercely with determination; Ben Cartwright
still had his pride. He climbed down from the saddle without any assistance,
even if he did hold on to the saddle horn for one moment longer than might have
been expected. He filled his lungs with the damp, cold air and gathered himself
up to his full height. All the men were hungry, cold and tired and soaked right
through to the skin, Ben no less so than any of the others, but he wasn’t
about to ask for help from anyone. He favoured him son with a withering stare.
"If you’re going to stand there in the rain,
would you mind moving aside and letting me up on the boardwalk?" he said
gruffly. It was his first attempt at humour in a very long time.
Hoss stepped back, highly embarrassed; he became aware
that rainwater was sluicing from the brim of his hat. Feeling rather foolish, he
gave a wry and dutiful grin. "Yes, sir."
First Lieutenant Christian Henry Harwell rode up beside
them and stepped smartly out of the saddle. He joined the two Cartwrights on the
boardwalk outside the hotel. Hoss and his father took a moment to look around
them. Hoss pulled a face.
"Hey, where are all the folks in this town?"
From where they stood they could survey the dismal
spectacle the town presented in a state of relative comfort. For the time of day
– about three thirty in the afternoon – there weren’t a great many people
about. The persistent rain had served effectively to keep all but the most
determined townsfolk indoors. Three bonneted ladies stood close together in the
doorway of the general store, heads bobbing, tongues wagging, deep in
conversation. A canvas-covered wagon with a driver hunched against the rain and
a pair of mealy-nosed mules up front trundled slowly past, doubtlessly headed
for home. Neither man nor animals were in much of a hurry; they couldn’t get a
whole lot wetter than they already were. Outside the saloon a line of saddle
horses, tethered hip to hip, gave away the place where most of the men-folk had
retreated to escape the weather. The discordant notes of a tinny piano could be
heard from across the street. Grey clouds hung low over the rooftops, cold water
dripped relentlessly from the edge of the awnings. Here and there along
main-street, lamplight started to glimmer in several of the stores, pushing back
the encroaching gloom and inviting any passing patrons to step in out of the
cold.
Harwell, mopping his face with his already damp
handkerchief, chuckled wryly. "It always rains this side of the mountains.
You should see this place when the sun comes out. It’s not such a bad little
town."
"Pa," Hoss turned to his father. "why
don’t you go on inta the hotel? Book us a room an’ order us up somethin’
ta eat. I’ll go find a stable an’ take care o’ these horses."
Ben looked at him as if he were about to put up a
fight, then acquiesced. " Arrange to get us fresh horses while you’re
there. I want to ride back as soon as we’re able." He turned his
attention to Harwell. "I’d like to thank you lieutenant, for letting us
ride along with you. I appreciate all you’ve done. If you’d be so good as to
carry my compliments to your commanding officer and tell him that I’d like to
call on him first thing in the morning. I’d like to organise a search for my
sons."
Harwell touched the brim of his hat and shook Ben
Cartwright’s hand. "I’ll be sure and do that, but I don’t hold out
much hope that he’ll be able to oblige."
"You just tell him," Ben said grimly. A trace
of the old authority rang in his voice.
Hoss and Harwell watched him disappear inside the
hotel. Harwell glanced regretfully at Hoss and quickly looked away. "I’ve
told you this before, Cartwright, but you don’t have one chance in hell of
finding those brothers of yours. Not alive, anyway. And if he finds them dead -
well, I hate to think what a thing like that could do to a man like your father.
Hoss heaved a sigh. "I know what you’re sayin’,
lieutenant, an’ I sure know you mean well. I guess we just ain’t ready ta
stop looking yet."
Harwell looked even more regretful. "The army’s
camped just on the other side of town in a bunch of disused buildings the town
council, sort of, gifted us. When your Pa wants to talk to the Major, you just
point him in that direction." Harwell turned towards his horse.
"I’ll be sure an’ do that. Lieutenant…"
Hoss called him back. "You got telegraph wires strung from here to
Sacramento?"
"Sure have. Telegraph Office is three blocks down
on the left."
A frown settled on Hoss’s broad features. "Think
I might just send a wire ta that friend o’ my brothers. Check an’ see if
Adam an’ Joe made it that far."
"I guess it’s worth a try." Harwell stepped
into his saddle. "I wish you luck." He touched his hat and Hoss
watched him ride off the way the other soldiers had gone.
"Reckon I’m sure gonna need it." He
muttered under his breath, and turned in the other direction.
Following Harwell’s directions, Hoss found the
telegraph office easily enough. He borrowed the counter clerk’s stub of a
pencil and spent a good half an hour laboriously composing suitable words,
paying a dollar to have them sent south down the wire to Sacramento. He knew his
brother’s friend spent a good deal of time there and would soon pick the
message up. Then he crossed over the street, dodging raindrops, and working his
way back along the boardwalk on the other side. He called in at the general
store and made several purchases, mostly of clothing, and then at the saloon for
a much needed beer.
Then he did as he’d said he would do and led the
footsore horses to a livery stable that lay back behind the taller buildings,
arranging with the owner for stalls with straw and grain for all three, all for
the princely sum of a dollar a day. By the time he was back on Main Street,
darkness was settling over the town. Now, the lamplight shone from every window,
and lanterns lit below the awnings cast a welcome glow. Although rain was still
falling, it was finer and lighter; the heavy black clouds were breaking up and
finally drifting away as if they had done their worst and were now off to bother
some other poor souls. The good townsfolk of Prion were taking advantage of the
break in the weather; there were more people about on the boardwalks, more
horses and more mules in the street. Across the way, the saloon was getting
noisy: the piano played louder and whoops and hollers echoed from inside. Hoss
was tempted to go over for another beer but determinedly turned away. Touching
his hat politely to a posse of ladies, he made his way in to The Premier Hotel.
In marked contrast to the street, the lobby was warm
and dry and comfortable. It was filled with yellow lamplight and the gleam of
polished wood. Red brocade curtains, old but of good quality, muffled the sounds
from outside and dominated the room. There was a pair at each of the windows and
at every doorway too, tied back with braided, purple cord. Along the wall to
Hoss’s right was a massive, ebony counter with a bright brass rail around the
base, a bell, a large, leather-bound book and, on the wall behind, a row of
labeled keys. Beyond the draped curtains at the end of the room, a wooden
staircase ascended to the bedrooms on the upper floor. A short passageway and a
wide, open doorway gave onto the dining room. Hoss stood for a moment, his hat
and two rifles in his hands, and dripped on the floor. He sniffed with sincere
appreciation at the aromas that drifted tantalizingly from that direction. It
was a very long time since he had eaten a properly cooked, square meal.
His rang the bell on the counter. There was a shuffling
in the back room and a small, bespectacled clerk in an ill fitting, rusty-black
suit emerged behind the desk. He bustled about in a business like manner,
straightening pens and peering as Hoss over the golden rims of his glasses. He
spoke with a mid-western twang. "Something I can do for you, mister?"
"I guess so that there is." Hoss leaned on
the counter. "My Pa came in here a while ago and booked a room fer the two
of us. A big built, grey-haired man, name o’ Ben Cartwright."
"Ben Cartwright?" The clerk consulted the
hide-bound ledger. "Ah yes."
Reading the book upside down, Hoss followed the
pointing finger with his eye. Instead of the familiar, copperplate hand, his
father’s name was scrawled untidily on the page. Hoss felt a thrill of
foreboding.
"Room seven." The desk clerk said. "Top
of the stairs, turn left, the room at the end of the hall."
"Thank you kindly." Hoss nodded his head and
turned to the staircase. Then the smell of good cooking caught his attention
again. "Say, what time d’you folks serve up dinner around here?"
"Seven sharp," the clerk said, brightly.
"Today we’re having roast pork and sweet potatoes with gravy and sour
apple sauce."
The big man’s face broke into a grin. "Hey, now,
you make it sound just like home."
"Er, Mister Cartwright, about your father…"
Hoss turned back. The clerk looked uncertain, concerned. "He didn’t look
so well to me."
Hoss thought for a moment, then slowly shook his head.
"Reckon he’s probably just tired. We’ve bin a long time in the
saddle." Once again, he turned to the stairs.
The door of room seven stood open, though Ben hadn’t
yet lit the lamp. In the light that spilled in from the hallway, Hoss could see
his father sitting on the edge of the bed.
Hoss went in to the room. "Hey, Pa, what you
sittin’ here in the dark fer?" He dumped the two guns on the second bed
and unloaded both sets of saddlebags from off his shoulder. He hung his tall hat
on the bedpost and struck a match for the lamp.
Ben looked up as the pale light strengthened and filled
the room. He appeared to gather his thoughts and return, in his mind, from a
very long distance. "Is it dark already? Hoss, you’ve been a long
time." His voice held the faintest hint of complaint.
"I went along an’ got us some store-bought
clothes, Pa. Reckon as them we got could do with a visit to whatever laundry
they got in this here town." Hoss shrugged out of his coat and then fetched
out the packages he’d bought at the store. He was somewhat relieved to see
that his father had taken off his own wet coat and draped it over the chair, but
Ben was still sitting in his other damp clothes. "Here, I got you a shirt
an a vest. You git changed, an’ we’ll go get us some dinner. The little
bell-hop at the desk downstairs, the one wi’ the gold rimmed glasses, he says
they’re servin’ roast port an’ sweet potatoes and all the trimmin’s down
in the dinin’ hall in just about half an hour."
Hoss had stripped off his own damp and dirty clothing,
washed his torso in cold water from the jug and towelled himself off while he
was talking. He contemplated his face in the mirror and decided that shaving
would be taking things just a tad too far. Ben still hadn’t moved from the
bed. "C’mon, Pa, ain’t you hungry?"
"Hungry?" Ben looked at him vaguely.
"Well, I guess that I am. Roast pork, you say?" He pulled himself
together and untied the string on his parcel.
Hoss reached for the shirt he had bought for himself: a
striped silk affair in two shades of blue, tightly woven to keep out the cold.
It was the only one the store had kept in his size.
Ben dressed slowly but resolutely in the green shirt
that Hoss had bought him, but hesitated over the black-leather vest. He fingered
the fringes and silver trimmings. Hoss knew too well what his father was
thinking – that the vest was too much like Adam’s to bear. He took the
garment out of Ben’s hands. "Let me help you here, Pa." He held the
vest open for his father to slide his arms inside, and, disgruntled, Ben did as
he wished. Hoss arranged the vest on his shoulders. "There. That looks just
fine."
For a small, provincial hotel, the dining room had a
luxurious and imposing atmosphere. White linen graced every table, together with
matching china and sparkling glassware. Lamplight shone from every corner, and a
crystal chandelier hung overhead. Two pretty waitresses, alike enough to be
sisters, were serving the food. The whole was bathed in a warm, golden glow and
the murmur of conversation.
A manservant in shirtsleeves, black shoes and cravat
showed the Cartwright men to a table. Ben called a waitress over and ordered a
bottle of wine from the small, but attractive, selection. Hoss asked for pork
and potatoes for two. "An’ make my portion a great big one," he said
with a cheeky grin. "An’ cherry pie fer dessert."
The girl, blonde and blue eyed, returned his look with
a bright, saucy smile. Hoss followed her hungrily with his eye. He was beginning
to feel more human: more like a proper man. He shook out his napkin in
anticipation while Ben poured out the wine. "Hey, Pa, ain’t she jist a
pretty little thing?"
"Hm?" Ben looked up distractedly then turned
to look the way his son was looking. "Well, I suppose that she is. But you
keep your mind on your business. Remember the reason we’re here." The
gravely tone and the bite in Ben’s voice made him sound almost normal again.
With a steady hand, he filled the glasses to the brim. "A toast," he
said sternly. "To Adam and Little Joe. Wherever they might be."
"Adam an’ Little Joe," Hoss echoed, far
from happy. He knew that his father was stubbornly refusing to face the facts.
Hoss had been talking to the cavalrymen, and he knew how unlikely it was that
his brothers had survived afoot in the wilderness, even if they hadn’t
encountered the Indians.
"Pa, I got somethin’ ta tell you."
"Tell me? What’s that?"
Hoss looked up as the food arrived. The pretty waitress
smiled as she put loaded plates in front of the men, and Hoss found himself
smiling back. The roast pork smelled delicious and there was a big piece of
crackling with both meals. Hoss licked his lips and picked up his fork. The meat
simply melted away in his mouth.
"You said you had something to tell me."
"Oh, yeah. That’s right." Hoss chewed and
swallowed and refilled his mouth. "While I was out I called in the
telegraph office they got here in town. Figured I’d send a wire down the line
ta that friend o’ Adam’s that he talks about so much: that fella that breeds
fancy horses."
"Brett Hansen?" Ben supplied, frowning.
"You cabled Brett Hansen?" He didn’t sound too pleased by the idea.
"Reckon I did." Hoss forked more pork into
his mouth. He was hungrier than he could ever remember. "I wired him ta see
if Adam an’ Joe might’ve made it over the hills ta his place in the
Sacramento Valley."
Ben put down his fork. His meal was almost untouched.
"Well, I guess you did the right thing there." His tone belied his
words of approval. "If Adam crossed over the border then I’m sure he
would have headed for Hansen’s ranch."
Hoss realized that his father had been clinging to that
fragile hope. If Hansen wired back that Adam wasn’t there, that hope would be
dashed beyond all repair. Perhaps sending that cable hadn’t been such a good
idea after all – but done was done.
Ben pushed his plate away. Hoss pulled a face.
"Hey Pa, ain’t you gonna eat more ‘n that?"
"I don’t think so. I’m not as hungry as I
thought I was. I think I’ll go up to bed." Ben got to his feet.
"What are you going to do?"
Hoss still ached from weeks in the saddle. He knew just
what he needed to put matters right. Still chewing he said, " I figured I
go use that fancy bath-house they got alongside the bank."
"Then I’ll see you later."
Hoss watched his father walk away. Ben’s face had
turned grey again. He looked very tired, and, Hoss had to admit it, he looked
old. His sure stride was weary, and his back was bowed. Hoss knew very well,
deep down inside, that if his brothers were dead, if they never rode back out of
that all-engulfing wilderness, then Ben Cartwright would never get over it. The
atmosphere in the room had grown suddenly colder. He found that his appetite had
faded completely away.
Hoss made use of the bathhouse just as he’d planned.
He felt the need to be by himself. He needed some time to think, and the privacy
of the high-backed, brassbound bathtub was as good a place as any. Hoss washed
his hair and soaped himself down and settled back into the hot water for a soak.
He didn’t know what to believe. The last thing in the
world that he wanted to think was that his brothers were dead, but a man had to
be realistic. Adam was as resourceful and as clever as they came, and he knew
better than most how to live on his wits – and, Hoss remembered fondly, he had
all that fancy education to back him up. Joe was young and hot-headed, and,
sometimes, he didn’t think things through, but he was quick-witted and clever;
most of all, he was just plain lucky – the ultimate survivor. None of those
things would do either of them much good with a Shoshoni arrow stuck in his
back. Hoss thought grimly of the bloody stump he’d cut out of Adam’s horse.
And the big man had other things to think about as
well. There was his father’s health to be considered. No longer a young man,
Ben Cartwright was making himself ill with worry and privation. It was Hoss’s
responsibility to see that he got home.
Responsibility. Now there was a word to conjure with.
It was a concept that began to weigh heavily on the big man’s shoulders. There
was the great, sprawling ranch that was the Ponderosa, the heart and home-place
of the growing financial and business empire that Hoss, with his home-loving and
easy going nature, found difficult to understand. Adam had been the driving
force behind it all: Adam, with his razor sharp intellect, his patient
persistence and his intuitive grasp of commerce and economics. If Adam and Joe
didn’t come back, the responsibility for all of that would fall to Hoss as
well. Ben Cartwright had left the family business in capable hands, but it
wouldn’t fend for itself forever. Sooner or later they would have to go back,
and a Cartwright would have to pick up the reins, if only for the sake of his
father’s wife and his own, beloved, baby brother.
His own marriage to Mary Fletcher was something he’d
have to put on hold. He couldn’t imagine his life without her, but he was
going to be a busy man as he struggled to fill his brother’s shoes. It
wasn’t the kind of life he’d envisioned with Mary; he wondered what she
would make of it all.
The bath had grown cold. Rather than order more water
heated, he rinsed himself down with what remained in the jug. He rubbed himself
down with the rough cotton towel and clambered back into his clothes. Outside
the night was dark, chilly and damp. Making his way along the boardwalk to the
saloon, he ordered another drink. A shot of good rye whiskey warmed its way to
his belly, and he chased it down with another. Then he said goodnight to the new
friends that he’d made, some soldiers and a couple of cowboys from out of
town, and crossed the street to the hotel.
The lamp in the room was turned very low. Ben
Cartwright was asleep. He was wrapped in his blankets and breathing deeply; his
clothes lay scattered on the floor. Hoss picked up the green silk shirt and ran
it through his fingers before he draped it over the chair. A frown on his face,
he sat down on his bed and contemplated the dark hump of his father’s sleeping
form. It wasn’t going to be easy to convince him to give up the search.
Ben’s family had always been his reason for living. With two sons gone,
especially Little Joe, Hoss was afraid that the old man might simply fade away.
Hoss sighed. Ben had always tried to be even handed, to
hand out praise and rebuke to his sons in equal measure, as they deserved. None
the less, it was an ill kept, if unacknowledged, secret that Joe had always been
his favourite. Leastwise, Hoss had always suspected it, and he knew that Adam
had thought so too. Undressing quietly, he turned out the lamp and slipped
beneath the sheets.
Sometime towards dawn, he must have slept; the good
Lord knew he was tired enough. By the time he woke up, daylight was spilling in
beneath the curtains.
Hoss sat up quickly and scrubbed his face with his
hands. He had slept in far later than was his custom; his eyes were sticky and
the taste of the rye was still in his mouth. Clad in his undershirt and long,
drawstring drawers, he got out of bed and went to the window.
Looking out on an alley, the room had a deeply angled
view of the street. Hoss could see that there were already plenty of people
about in the bright, early sunlight. The street was drying, steaming gently, and
indication that it was growing warm. Having done their worst, the rainclouds had
moved away to the south. Hoss yawned and stretched and scratched where it
itched.
"Hey, Pa, looks like we overslept. Iffen we
don’t shift out britches we’re sure gonna miss breakfast."
Ben didn’t answer. Hoss looked ‘round. His father
lay much as he had the night before, all wound up in his blankets as if he’d
tossed and turned a good long while before he’d finally drifted off into
sleep. His face was as pale as the pillow he laid on; his lips were an unhealthy
grey.
"Pa?" Hoss went over and shook his shoulder.
"Pa, are you okay?"
Ben stirred and muttered fretfully, but he didn’t
wake up. His skin was warm and dry to the touch, as if he were running a fever.
Hoss scrambled quickly into his pants and rushed for the door.
The little clerk with the gold rimmed glasses had just
come on duty behind the desk. He looked up in amazement as the big man thundered
down the stairs in his vest and his socks and just enough in between them to
keep himself decent. Hoss bellowed at the top of his lungs. "Hey Mister,
you folks got a doctor in this here town?"
The clerk gaped. Hoss reached over the counter and
lifted him by the shirt. "You got a doctor, I asked you!"
"Sure we got a doctor," the little man
stammered. "We got Tom Cowery. He does all the doctorin’ we need."
"You send someone ta fetch him real quick. My
Pa’s took sick in our room."
Dressed more respectably in shirt, pants and boots,
Hoss paced back and forth in the hallway outside the door. The doctor, who
looked more like a middle-aged store clerk than a medical man to Hoss’s
untutored eyed, had been with Ben for sometime. The door to the room was firmly
shut.
From time to time, Hoss thought he heard voices, but he
couldn’t make out the words. He couldn’t work out what was taking so long.
He hesitated in front of the door, a huge and brooding presence. He had a good
mind to go right in there and find out for himself what was going on. His hand
hovered over the knob. Then he thought better of it. His face worked. He turned
on his heel and paced away, wearing a track in the long, red rug.
Ten minutes later the bedroom door opened and Tom
Cowery stepped out. A tall, lean and greying man, he carried him hat and his bag
in one hand and closed the door behind him with the other as Hoss bounded up.
Hoss’s blue eyes burned into his face. "Well,
Mister Cowery, what can you tell me?"
In a professional manner, Cowery drew Hoss away from
the door. "Your father’s running a fever, Mister Cartwright."
Hoss’s scowl deepened. "Heck, I’m the one who
told you that. What’s causin’ the fever? How long is he gonna be sick?"
"No easy way to answer that last one, and I
can’t say for sure what the problem is. There’s no indication of disease –
just a general malaise and an overwhelming feeling of tiredness."
Hoss regarded him with disgust. "Well, you sure
ain’t much of a doctor."
Cowery wasn’t insulted. "I’m all there is,
Mister Cartwright, unless you want to call the army in. Keep your father in bed
‘til that fever breaks, then feed him up as much as you can. That’s about
all you can do"
Hoss heaved a sigh. "Reckon that’s easier said
than done. You just don’t know my Pa. Can I see him?"
"Sure thing. He was awake when I left him. You can
go in. I’ll leave my bill with the clerk."
Cowery disappeared down the hallway. Hoss knew it
wouldn’t be easy to do as the doctor ordered. Ben Cartwright was a notoriously
difficult patient; as soon as he began to feel the least bit better he be out of
bed and back in the saddle whether Hoss liked it or not. Composing his face, he
turned to the bedroom door.
The sun had moved in the course of the morning and no
longer shone directly in through the window. The room, with its simple
furnishings: two beds, the chair, a tall, mirrored dresser, already smelled of
sickness and fever. The colours: pink and green and grey, were strangely muted.
Ben lay flat on his back in the bed. His face was still pale, but his dark eyes
burned.
"Hoss? That you, boy?" His voice, a mere echo
of itself, cracked on the question. "Come over here."
"Yes, sir. I reckon it’s me." Hoss closed
the door, and, positioning himself where his father could see him in the light
from the window, he settled himself on the edge of the bed. Ben struggled to sit
up. Hoss put out a hand to prevent him. "You didn’t ought ta do that, Pa.
That doctor fella says you gotta rest."
Ben scoffed at the very idea. "Ha! He’s no
doctor. He’s admitted as much himself. Knows more about horses than he does
about people." Not making much headway against the weight of the blankets,
he glared at his son. "Help me sit up."
Hoss was reluctant but dutifully arranged the pillows
behind his father’s back. "You ought ta be sleeping…"
"Sleep!" Ben’s anger was rising: rage at
the whims of fate and at his own weakness. Hoss was an available target. His
voice grew stronger. "I don’t have time to sleep! I have to get out of
this bed and go see that army Major. Do something about organizing a search for
you brothers."
Hoss felt his face crumple. He hoped that it didn’t
show. "You just ain’t well enough ta do none o’ them things. You gotta
rest up an’ get some food inside o ya. Heck, you can’t even get outta that
bed!"
Ben had arrived at the same conclusion. He pawed at the
crumpled sheet. Hoss fetched a damp towel from the dresser and cooled his
father’s face. "You just lie quiet now an’ get some sleep. I’ll go
an’ speak ta this Major fella. See what he reckon we c’n do." He was
very careful to keep every trace of doubt out of his voice.
Reaching out, Ben covered his hand with his own.
"You do that, son. You get him to order some sort of search, you
hear?"
"I hear you, Pa." Hoss could tell that his
father was drifting away.
"Hoss?" Ben made a final effort before sleep
claimed him again. "Don’t you ever give up on your brothers."
"No, sir." Hoss looked mournful as he made
the promise. "I sure ain’t about ta do that."
Ben was asleep. Hoss pulled the covers up around his
shoulders, then reached for his gunbelt and his tall, felt hat. With a last look
towards the bed, he stepped out into the hallway and closed the door quietly
behind him.
With the consent of the Prion town council, the army
had taken temporary possession of some disused buildings on the south side of
town. The business had once belonged to a local freight haulier and general
merchant but had been defunct for some time – taken over, and then closed down
by a larger operator based in Sacramento. Hoss remembered that Adam had once
explained how it often happened that way: large corporate concerns swallowing up
smaller operations until only the big companies were left. It was the way of the
modern world, so Adam had said. It was the principle reason why such pains had
been taken to diversify the Cartwright family interests away from the core of
cattle and timber and silver mining, to make it immune from hostile take-overs.
Now they had shares in railroads and shipping companies and property spread
right across the country, investments in art and fashion houses in Europe and
development corporations in places Hoss couldn’t even find on the map. He had
thought at the time that his big brother was just spouting – now, he wished he
had paid more attention.
The timber-frame buildings had fallen into dereliction,
but the army had made some repairs. The warehouses that had once stored sacks of
corn and piles of half cured hides, coils of rope, carpets and pots and pans and
all the other paraphernalia a growing community needed, ranged along two sides
of a square. They now provided living accommodation for the rank and file of the
men. Army horses and army mules filled the rebuilt corrals on the third side.
Various outbuildings had been demolished and the timber reused to form part of a
defensive stockade. The rest of it was still under construction.
The officers had taken up residence and set up their
headquarters in the long, low building that had once been the company offices.
These, with the smithy and the cookhouse made up the fourth side of the square.
A flag fluttered from the corner of the roof; smoke drifted across the yard from
a shattered stump of chimney, and the sound of the blacksmith’s hammer rang in
the air. Underfoot, the ground was still unpleasantly sticky, churned into mud
by the constant passage of horses and men and broad-wheeled supply wagons. The
air smelled of mud and of horses and hot iron from the forge, and the savoury
aroma of stew wafted from the cookhouse door.
Hoss Cartwright rode the horse he had hired across the
middle of the square and drew rein beside the board that declared in large,
chalked letters, ‘Company Offices’. He climbed down from the saddle and
stood in the mud, absorbing the details: pink underwear hanging like pennants
from washing lines, a squad of men drilling on the far side of the square where
the ground was less wet, the shrill squeal of a fractious horse. Somewhere
someone was singing in a rich, baritone voice.
He gathered his determination. Looping his reins around
the rail he stepped up onto the porch. The frosted glass doors still bore the
legend ‘ MacEnroy Storage and Haulage’ in chipped, golden letters. He turned
the knob and went inside.
When he’d spent some time waiting, the sergeant on
duty showed him into a cramped office space that was both bedroom and workroom
to the man within. A modestly sized and neatly made bed filled one corner, with
a jug and basin on a dresser close by. A huge, wooden desk, three chairs and a
trunk took up most of the rest of the room. Dusty sunlight spilled in through
the window and the air smelled of leather, whiskey and ten-cent cigars. The man
sitting behind the desk looked up from the paperwork that threatened to sweep
down off the desk and engulf him. He got to his feet and held out his hand.
"Sorry to keep you waiting, Mister Cartwright. My
name’s Granger, Sydney Granger. I’m officer commanding. I must confess I was
expecting an older man."
"That’s quite all right, Major Granger."
Hoss took the seat he was offered and used the moment
to look the man over. Granger was solidly built in a typically military manner,
broad in the shoulder and deep in the chest. He looked like he’d once been a
horseman, but his hips were beginning to spread; too much time spent riding the
chair at the back of that desk was what Hoss guessed at as the probable cause.
His grey hair was thinning, showing pink scalp underneath, and he wore long
side-whiskers as if to compensate. His grey-eyed gaze was direct.
"That’d be because you were expectin’ my
Pa," Hoss said. "but he couldn’t make it. He’s took sick over at
the hotel."
"I’m very sorry to hear that." Granger
settled back into his chair and made a steeple out of his fingers. "Nothing
serious, I hope."
Hoss wriggled uncomfortably in the seat that was really
too small for him. "That fella Cowery’s been ta see him. Says he’s just
plumb tuckered out. Pa had the typhoid fever a few months back. His health
ain’t never bin quite the same since."
"That can happen to a man." Granger contrived
to look suitably sympathetic. "It can take a very long time for a man to
get over the typhoid, and riding around in those hills for so long can’t have
done him any good. Cowery’s a good enough man - mean’s well and all that -
but he’s got no real medical qualifications. Tell you what I’ll do. I’ll
send the Divisional Medical Officer along to check your father over, just to be
sure."
"Well, I’d appreciate that, Major. It’s
real’ kin o’ you. But that’s not the thing that’s botherin’ my
Pa."
Sitting back, Granger clasped his hands together over
the mound of forms and reports. "Lieutenant Harwell told me about your
brothers. A bad business, that. White men running headlong into Shoshonis."
Sadly, he shook his head.
Hoss was unhappy. He knew he was asking a difficult
thing. "My Pa wants you ta send out some patrols, see if you can find
‘em. He just ain’t gonna rest easy ‘til he knows fer sure what happened to
Adam an’ Little Joe."
Granger’s eyes searched his face. "It might be a
mercy if he never knows. In any event, I can’t send out parties to search for
just two men. Until they finally get around to building that new fort they keep
talking about, out by the Great Salt Lake, I’m hard pressed to find enough men
to go around as it is. We’ve got an escalating situation here. The Indian
raids are becoming more frequent and more daring all the time. We’re being
hard pressed to protect the local farmers and ranchers. Already people from the
outlying settlements are pulling up stakes and moving into town, bags and
baggage and all their stock. The place is filling up fast."
Hoss twiddled the brim of his hat, turning it ‘round
and ‘round in his lap. In the silence that suddenly dwelt in the room he could
hear the bellow of the drill sergeant from all the way across the yard and the
tick of the Major’s ebony-cased clock from the dresser shelf. The hammering
from the forge had stopped.
"So what do you propose to do?" Major Granger
asked quietly.
Hoss drew a long breath. In his own mind he could see
well what the major was saying, but he knew how his father would feel. "I
guess we’ll go on lookin’. Just as soon as my Pa can ride."
Granger leaned over the desk. "Now see here,
Cartwright…"
"It ain’t no use you tryin’ ta talk me out of
it. I promised my Pa. Iffen we don’t find out what happened ta Adam an’
Little Joe…" He concluded the sentence with a sad shake of the head.
Granger looked equally sombre.
"You and your father are civilians. I can’t
order you to stay out of the hills. We don’t have a state of martial law here
– not yet, anyway. But I would suggest that you take your father back to the
rest of his family. There’s not a lot of good he can do here, you know - after
all this time it’s unlikely you’ll find any trace of your brothers."
"I appreciate what your sayin’ major." Hoss
heaved a mighty sigh. The consensus of opinion was that Adam and Joe were dead
– and he had to admit it certainly started to look that way. "But I
reckon we’ll just keep on lookin’ a little longer."
"All right, all right!" Granger held up his
hands in surrender. "I’ve done what I can to dissuade you, but if
you’re absolutely determined, I’ll tell you what I’ll do: I have a regular
patrol riding out early next week. If the doctor says you father’s up to it,
the two of you can ride along with them.
Hoss expression lightened a little. At least he would
have some good news to carry back. "That’s mighty good of you,
major." He got to his feet, and Granger stood up too.
"Don’t thank me. I’m not doing you any favours
- just protecting my own back. If the pair of you rode out and ran into a
Shoshoni raiding party – well, I’d feel responsible for what happened to
you."
Hoss decided that the Major was a good and honest man;
he was doing his best to be helpful but his hands were tied by circumstances.
"I’ll thank you anyway an’ so will my Pa."
Outside, the sudden jangle of the bell at the cookhouse
door summoned the soldiers to table. "Let me offer you lunch," Granger
suggested with a smile. "The officers eat the same as the men – just off
better plates, but the food’s not bad if you don’t mind stew."
Hoss managed to smile at the joke. "That sounds
just fine, but I’d better be getting’ back. My Pa will be wantin’ ta know
what’s goin on."
Walking outside with him, Granger watched as he got on
his horse. "Be sure and convey my respects to my father. I’ll send the
doctor along this afternoon."
Hoss touched the brim of his hat. Reining his horse
away from the rail he walked him back across the square and rode slowly back
into town. He knew that his father wasn’t going to like what he had arranged,
but it was the best he could do.
*******
Adam looked at the ring of rapt faces. A sea of dark
eyes was fixed on his face. Since the night of the natik-winappi his reputation
as a teller of tales had steadily increased. Each afternoon, quite late in the
day, a circle of children gathered around him. At first, it had only been small
ones and some older girls, demanding that the white man tell them stories.
Reluctant at first, eventually he had bowed to their wishes and related the
fairy tales he’s heard as a boy, adapting them in his increasingly fluent
Shoshoni into terms that they understood. They had been captivated and entranced
by the images he created, and, quickly, the word had spread. Now there were boys
in the circle: proud young braves, and many of the women had gathered to listen
to the magic of the white man’s tongue. Adam had extended his repertoire. He
found his young audience to be particularly enchanted by the tales of the
Arabian Nights, of the tales of the brothers Grimm and the old Germanic legends:
the stories of Odin the mighty and Thor with his hammer and the mischievous god
Loki, who lay bound by a magical chain to a rock at the heart of the world. That
was the one that they never tired of, but however much he embellished the
telling, they liked the ending to be the same. When he was sure that he had
their attention, he went ahead and finished the tale. Then, as always, the
children went quietly away.
Willomenka came towards him through the press of
dispersing children. She held out her hands to him, touching him briefly.
Adam’s flesh chilled. He smelled the scent of her skin and of her hair: the
scent of a woman. His body tightened; for Adam, it had been a very long time.
Carefully, he drew away.
The woman’s eyes sparkled with delight. "You
speak so well to the young ones," she said in Shoshoni.
"I’ve had practice." He replied, smiling.
"You have a family?"
"Three brothers, my father, my father’s
wife." Adam’s face became wistful as he thought of the home and the
people he missed.
"And do you tell stories in the lodge of your
father?"
"Sometimes, to the young one. But, mostly, I
read."
"Read?" Willomenka frowned at the unfamiliar
word. "What is ‘read’?"
Not finding the Shoshoni he needed, Adam lapsed into
English. "From books, with covers and pages." He mimicked the action
of opening a book. "The language of my people is written down."
Willomenka copied the gesture. "Can you teach me
this – read?"
"Of course I can teach you." Adam was glad to
agree.
"When? When will you begin?" The woman was
filled with excitement.
Looked beyond her, distracted, Adam said, "Soon.
I’ll teach you soon." Two Shoshoni braves had stepped into the clearing
among the rocks that Adam used as his story-telling arena. One of them was
Aminotek, the scars on his face livid in the angled, afternoon light. He fixed
Adam with an iron hard stare. "You, white man, will come."
Willomenka turned. "What is this?" she
demanded, her eyes angry. "What do you want with this man?"
Aminotek stood with his arms folded, a long barrelled
rifle cradled against his chest. Adam didn’t doubt for a moment his readiness
to use it. Behind him, some way back, the second warrior was equally unsmiling
and similarly armed. Both of them focused their fierce attention solely on Adam.
Aminotek did not repeat his command. Willomenka became anxious. She stepped
between her cousin and Adam as if she would defend him. "Why do you want
him?"
Aminotek made no reply, merely waited. Adam pulled a
breath. Against the two of them, he could offer no resistance, and he didn’t
want the woman involved in a scuffle; it was not in his nature to hide behind
any woman’s skirts. Firmly, he moved her aside. "It’s all right. I’ll
go with them."
Willomenka looked from man to man. Her face was afraid.
Adam stepped past her and started down the path towards the village. He didn’t
look at Aminotek, but he was aware that the tall brave fell in close behind him.
He was apprehensive. Once before he had been called to
account for some minor misdemeanour and had been severely beaten. He could take
the punishment without flinching – it was something he had steeled himself to
– but it wasn’t a prospect he viewed with delight. He looked back over his
shoulder. "Would you mind telling me where we’re going?" Aminotek
merely grunted and pointed. Adam wasn’t reassured. He found himself delivered
to the ring of stones that encircled the council fire. Without ceremony,
Aminotek gave him a shove in the back that sent him to all fours in the dirt. It
was an attitude of obeisance he was becoming rather tired of. He prepared
himself for the inevitable kick or a blow with the butt of the gun. They
didn’t come. Instead, Aminotek gave him a look of unveiled contempt, turned on
his heel and walked away.
Adam gathered himself and got to his feet. He was very
much aware of eyes upon him. Everyone who passed looked him over; no one stopped
and no one spoke. He wiped his palms on his thighs.
The doorway of the chieftain’s shelter was draped
with the hide of a spotted pony. Washatak lifted it aside and stepped out into
the reddening light. It was the first time that Adam had seen him close-to since
the night of the story telling. The chief’s handsome face was stern. Legs wide
apart to steady himself, Adam straightened his back and lifted his head, he knew
that any overt display of apprehension would be met with contempt and might even
cost him his life. Above all things, the Shoshoni valued a man’s personal
courage, and he had learned to contain any fear that he felt. He met the
chief’s eyes with a look of his own that didn’t, quite, amount to defiance.
Washatak folded his arms and looked him over, head to toe and back. The two men
were much the same height, broad of the shoulder and lean in the hip. Washatak
was older, heavier, darker eyed. The full mouth twisted in a sardonic smile.
"You conduct yourself with decorum, white man. You have not tried to
escape."
Dryly, Adam confessed, "I wouldn’t have got very
far."
"Never the less, you have kept your word."
Adam resisted the urge to shrug. It was a gesture the
Shoshoni did not use and regarded with suspicion. He kept his voice even.
"We have a bargain. My brother lives."
"And soon he will walk again, my sister tells
me." Washatak paused; a frown creased his handsome face. "The women
speak well of you; my sister goes so far as to call you a friend."
Adam wondered where all this was going. "I am
proud to be the friend of Willomenka.
The two big men eyed each other warily in a silent
battle of wills that Adam couldn’t afford to win and didn’t want to lose.
Washatak said, abruptly, "You have a name." It was a statement as much
as a question.
Adam bristled. Among white men, names were given, not
asked for. Besides, the Shoshoni did not name horses or dogs; to steal a man’s
name, as Adam’s had been stolen from him, was to deny his humanity. He had
gotten used to thinking of himself in similar terms; to surrender his name to
Washatak was like handing over a part of his secret identity. He swallowed his
pride. Drawing a long careful breath he forced himself to relax. "My name
is Adam Cartwright."
Pondering, Washatak said, in English "This means
‘first man’, does it not? And the name of your father’s clan? Together
they make the name of a warrior. Adam Cartwright, I give you back your
name." Washatak made a gesture. "Sit."
Setting his own example he sat down, crossed-legged
beside the fire and looked at Adam expectantly. Adam lowered himself cautiously
and crossed his ankles. It was a position of vulnerability he was not altogether
comfortable with. Adam understood that this was a concession of considerable
significance. He had spent many weeks as a lowly and much despised servant; now
his status had suddenly changed, and the chief himself was making overtures.
Adam was suspicious of his motives, but that was just one more thing he
determined to keep to himself.
Washatak summoned a woman who poured bowls of hot tea
from a battered old kettle that sat in the flames. Adam sipped and grimaced. The
brew was a strong, herbal concoction, and he could feel the tingle of its
narcotic properties on his tongue. He resolved not to drink too much of it.
Washatak saw the look on his face, and his eyes glinted with amusement.
Adam gazed at the Indian chief over the rim of his
bowl. "What is it you want?" he asked quietly. "Why do you keep
me alive?"
"Perhaps only for your company." Washatak
sipped his drink and smacked his lips in appreciation. "If I had wanted you
dead, I would have killed you a long time ago." Adam acknowledged that fact
with a slow nod of the head. "You are an intelligent and educated
man."
"I’m sure you don’t value me for my education
or my intelligence."
Without any readable expression in his dark eyes,
Washatak continued to gaze at him. "That may be a part of it. Do you
object?"
"I’m hardly in a position to offer an
objection."
Around him the village was slowing into its evening
rhythm. The smell of wood-smoke and roasting meat drifted on the air. He was
acutely aware of the murmur of voices: talking, laughing, singing. He and the
chief were alone on an isolated island in a sea of warm humanity.
Still watching, Washatak drank again. "I also am
an educated man, Adam Cartwright. I once went to the white man’s school, and I
am wise in the ways of my people, as you are wise in yours."
Setting his bowl aside, Adam inquired again, this time
more guardedly, "What do you want of me?"
"Your company. Your conversation."
"And what else?"
The full lips quirked. "I would have you listen to
the ancient tales and learn the ways of the people. You will remember in the way
of the white man. You will write them down." Washatak gestured with thumb
and forefinger, mimicking the holding of a pen.
"Why would you want me to do that?" Adam
didn’t believe for a moment that was all there was to it. There were deeper,
darker things involved, convoluted purposes that he could not, for the moment,
discern. For his own sake, and for Joe’s, he was prepared to play along.
Washatak's eyes hardened to ebony in a face carved from
granite. "Long ago, the white man drove the Indian peoples away from the
shores of the ocean onto the plains, and from there into the deserts where
nothing grows and little can live. Now, we can go no further west. Beyond these
hills are still more white men with their fences and their cities. The time of
the red man is over. There is nowhere left for us to go."
Adam could hear the hollowness in the other man’s
voice, the faint tones of resentment carefully restrained, the pain and, beneath
it all, the anger. He felt compassion stir in his soul. "It doesn’t have
to be that way."
With an air of greater wisdom, Washatak shook his head.
The beaded braids swayed from side to side. "I have had visions. I have
seen the future in my dreams. Once, the tribes of the red man darkened the
landscape with their numbers: the Apache, the Cheyenne, the Arapaho. But we are
like the shadow on the mountain. The wind blows. The clouds move from the face
of the sun. The shadow melts away in the light of the morning. Soon, we will be
gone from the face of the land, and no trace will be left of our passing."
Instinct and stone-cold intelligence told Adam that
what the chieftain told him was essentially the truth. It was a fact that since
the enactment of the Indian removal act of eighteen-thirty, the same year that
Adam had been born, the tribal peoples had been moved ever westward. They had
witnessed the wanton destruction of their sources of food, the grazing of their
animals and their hunting grounds taken over by vast herds of cattle, or torn up
by the plough as more and more white settlers flowed in an endless river to
California and to Oregon. Attempts had been made by some few to reconcile two
opposing ways of life – most notably the Mormon’s experiments in communal
living. Mostly, the white man had killed and burned everything that stood in his
way, massacring women and children and driving the Indians before them as he
swept across the continent. It was not a history Adam was personally proud of,
and he was not surprised that the Indians had answered in kind. He searched for
something to say.
"I’ve heard talk of reservations: places set
aside where the tribal peoples can live in isolation and follow their own way of
life." He chose not to add that he’d also heard of the Trail of Tears
along which the whole Cherokee nation had been forcibly removed from their
south-eastern homelands to reservations in the west and the sorry story of what
had become of them there.
"And do you believe this, Adam Cartwright?"
Washatak asked softly. His eyes were fixed on Adam’s face.
Sitting there in the quiet of the evening with the dome
of bright stars lighting the sky above his head and the warmth of the fire on
his face, Adam thought about it. Considering again all that he knew, he wasn’t
prepared to offer that assurance.
Washatak took his silence for an answer. A look that
resembled grim amusement came into his face. "We will talk often, you and
I. When you return to your own people, you will do as I have asked."
Adam hesitated – then inclined his head. "I’ll
do it."
The woman came round with the kettle again, and Adam held out his bowl for a second serving. He was convinced that he hadn’t heard all of it yet by a long, long way, but for the moment he considered the mere suggestion that one-day he might go free worthy of a small celebration.
Seven
The Cartwright men, father and son, reined their horses
to the side of the trail and eased themselves in their saddles. It had been a
long, hard, up-hill climb; the animals needed a chance to blow, and it was sweet
relief for the men to take the weight off their seat bones. Ben pulled out a
large handkerchief and mopped at the sweat on his face and neck. The morning sun
was already halfway up the sky and burning hot and bright in his face as he
looked towards the eastern limit of the hills. Sunlight glistened off the dense
canopy of foliage that filled the valley below and turned the sky from blue into
molten gold.
Ben Cartwright looked, and felt, much better than he
had a week before. Several days of enforced, if much resented, bed-rest had made
a whole new man of him. To be sure, he had lost some weight: his barrel chest
still filled out his shirt but his hips and thighs were lean and his pants hung
baggily around his seat. His face was a lot less grey and his eyes were fierce
and alert; his determination to find his missing sons remained unabated and he
was filled with a restless, if fragile, energy. At his side, Hoss, a looming and
brooding presence, offered silent support.
Along the path, rapidly drying now after the over-night
rain, the ragged line of soldiers straggled by on their mud-spattered horses. To
the untutored eye they might have appeared a slovenly, even a careless body of
men. Ben Cartwright had learned differently. They might slump and sway in the
saddle, but these were seasoned and experienced men, veterans of many campaigns
against the Apache in the south and the Comanchee and the Cherokee in the east.
They knew very well how to preserve their energies without ever relaxing their
alertness.
Henry Harwell rode up alongside Ben and pulled his
horse to a halt. He had already loosened his tunic; now, he took off his hat and
wiped his red handkerchief over his balding pate. "Hot day, Mister
Cartwright. Looks like summer’s finally getting’ started."
Ben sat back down in the saddle and rested his hands on
the horn. You certainly have a different climate this side of the mountains.
Back home on the Ponderosa it’ll be hot enough to make a rock sweat and so dry
a man would be glad of the moisture."
Harwell chuckled. "You must admit, this is one
beautiful country."
Ben lifted his head and looked. "It certainly
is." From where he sat at the top of the trail, he could see for fifty
miles. This part of northern California was heavily forested with fir and
Jeffrey’s Pine, interspersed with the occasional, almost black, blotch of a
misplaced specimen of spreading Sierra Juniper. Noticeably missing, from Ben’s
point of view, was the familiar, yellow pine; the towering, scab-barked tree for
which he had named his own land failed to grow this side of the border.
The trees were widely spaced, allowing for a
substantial undergrowth, mainly grey-green buck-brush and tangled Manzantia
that, in autumn, would bear an abundance of sweet berries and provide forage for
birds and all manner of wildlife. The hills rolled into the purple mists of
distance, their forested appearance broken only where settlers had cleared the
land. It was truly a God-given country, and Ben tried hard to rejoice, but when
he looked into his heart he found it empty, devoid of the love of the Lord.
"There’s a clearing up ahead," Harwell
said, quite oblivious to Ben’s inner conflict. "Water and grass for the
horses. We’ll call a halt there, rest the men."
A frown appeared on Ben Cartwright’s face, but he
tried to contain his impatience. The nearer he got to the eastern desert the
more urgently he felt the need to go on. He gathered up his reins. "You
lead the way lieutenant. We’ll follow on behind."
Harwell replaced his hat and turned the gesture into a
makeshift salute. He kicked his horse into motion and cantered after O’Toole.
Ben and Hoss sat and waited until the last of the men had ridden past, then fell
in at the end of the line.
Harwell knew the area well, and he has been had been
right about the clearing. Twenty minutes further on down the trail they came to
a place where the trees opened out and let the sunlight through to the ground.
The hillside was too steep by far for a man to build himself a house, but the
grass grew lush and knee high to a horse and was sweetened with the last of the
season’s flowers. A crystal-clear stream ran down though the meadow, and the
air was filled with the music of water and the sound of birdsong. The men
stepped down from their saddles and loosened the cinches, allowing their horses
to graze.
Just a few minutes later, the soldiers had several
fires alight, spread out along the banks of the stream, and lots of water put on
to boil. Ben had discovered, early on, that the army ran on hot coffee: black,
strong and sweetened with blackstrap molasses added direct to the pot.
Hoss held out his hand for his father’s canteen.
"Here, Pa, let me fill that for you."
"Thank you, son." Ben handed over the
battered container, and while Hoss hunkered down beside the stream, he went to
speak to Harwell. "I’m thinking, lieutenant, my son and I might leave you
this afternoon; push on east at a faster pace, work our way back towards the
desert.
Harwell scowled. "I wouldn’t advise that, Mister
Cartwright. The Shoshoni are raiding all through these woods. No telling where
they are or when they might strike next. Two men alone, I wouldn’t give much
for your chances."
"I’m not going to find my sons this far
west," Ben said, grimly.
Harwell looked at him candidly. "Mister
Cartwright, you’re not going to find your sons at all." It was an
argument that had gone back and forth several times in the last few days. The
two men were no closer to reaching an agreement than they had been at the
outset.
Ben cleared his throat, but before he could make his
usual, indignant response, O’Toole’s shout rang through the clearing.
"Riders coming in, lieutenant! Riders coming in!" Ben and Harwell
turned to look, and Hoss straightened up from the stream. Two men were riding up
the trail from the valley below.
At first, they were just vague figures obscured by
distance. As they came closer it was clear that they were both big men, heavy
set, dressed in tough, well-worn clothing and bundled into thick woolen coats
despite the heat of the day. Both were bearded and longhaired, evidence that
they had been a long time away from civilization, and both rode a solid, dark
coloured horse and led another, loaded with gear. They splashed through the
stream and came to a halt as Harwell stepped forward and held up his hand.
"Good morning to you, gentlemen."
The man on the lead horse, dark haired, his beard
streaked with grey, took off his hat to reveal a bronzed and balding scalp that
shone like gold in the sun. His face, brown and creased like old leather, split
in a ready smile. Surprisingly, in amongst all that mass of beard he had a
perfect set of white, even teeth. "’Mornin’ lieutenant. My name is
Argyle, and this is my partner, Sefton McShea."
"Step on down an set awhile." Harwell invited
cordially.
Argyle glanced around at the cavalrymen. The white
teeth flashed again. "Don’t mind if we do, just for a moment. That coffee
sure smells good." He and McShea swung out of their saddles. "We’re
headed out west and south. Plan to spend some time in the city while you boys in
blue clean the savages out of these hills." Argyle squatted down beside the
fire and accepted a mug of the strong, dark brew. "Thought we might treat
ourselves to some girls and some likker."
Ben looked over the packs on the horses. There were
hides and horns and canvas wrapped bundles, pots and pans that had seen better
days, shovels and guns and a two-headed axe. The harness and gear was all well
worn but serviceable, the equipment of men used to fending for themselves for
long periods in wild country. He hunkered down beside Argyle who gave him a
friendly grin. "My name’s Ben Cartwright. This is my son Hoss."
Argyle nodded and shook Hoss’s hand, looking the big
man over. "Pleased ta meet you."
"You bin huntin’ these hills long?" Hoss
asked him gruffly. Hoss’s guarded expression said that he didn’t like this
man a lot – perhaps it was because he smiled too much.
"Since early spring."
Anxiously, Ben asked, "Have you seen two men,
probably afoot. One’s tall and dark, a big man, much like yourself but some
years younger. The other has a mop of brown curls.
Argyle sipped his coffee before answering, careful not
to burn his lip. "Mister Cartwright, we ain’t seen nothin’ in these
hills but vermin. An’ afoot sure ain’t a good place ta be." He nodded
to McShea who got up and went to their horses, rummaging about in the packs.
"You’ve seen what it’s like." Harwell
joined in, addressing himself to Ben "Every homestead we’ve passed has
been abandoned. Men have taken their stock and their families and every danged
thing that they could carry and headed for the towns. Who can blame them? I tell
you, you’d be a fool to go on alone."
McShea came back and dumped a sacking wrapped bundle on
the ground. Ben smelled the sharp stink of decay.
Argyle opened the bundle. "Like I said, all
we’ve seen lately is two-legged vermin. Found one or two strays and picked up
some headpieces. Thought the army might be payin’ a bonus." He looked
hopefully at Harwell.
All eyes were fixed on the grizzly trophies: four or
five half-cured scalps had fallen from the bag onto the stones of the riverbank.
"Not yet, we’re not." Harwell said heavily.
"But that might come."
Argyle shrugged good-naturedly. "Guess we’ll
just hang on ta these fer a while then. Genuine Injun. Have ta be worth somethin’"
He stuffed the hanks of hair back into the sack. "Thank you kindly,
gentlemen, for your hospitality." Finishing off his coffee, he stood and
stretched and then turned to his horse. Swinging into the saddle he gathered his
reins and with a nod and last smile kicked on up the trail. Ben and Hoss
Cartwright stood either side of Harwell and watched until Argyle and his silent
partner had ridden out of sight.
Ben found that his hands had wound into tight knuckled
fists. His soul burned with hot indignation. "That’s the sort of men the
west could well do without," he said grimly. "Men who kill and butcher
human beings for the sake of a profit."
Harwell gave him a quizzical look. "Human beings,
Cartwright? You’ve witnessed first hand what those Shoshoni raiding parties
can do. They murder women and children and torture their men. How can you call
that human?"
Eyes ablaze with righteous fury, Ben turned his anger
on him. "That doesn’t make it right, Goddamn it! Can’t you see it’s a
vicious circle? We kill them and they kill us. If someone doesn’t put a stop
to it, it’ll never end!"
"Oh. We’ll put a stop to it," Harwell
assured him with vehemence. "Just as soon as we find out where those
Indians are holding out, we’ll send out a full detachment and wipe them off
the face of the land."
"Hey, Pa." Ben felt Hoss’s hand on his
elbow. There ain’t no point in you getting all excited. It ain’t gonna do
you no good."
Ben looked at his son and saw the concern n his eyes.
He knew that Hoss still worried about the state of his health and swallowed his
anger. He looked up the now-empty trail. "You’re right, son. There’s no
point at all. What we have to do is find out what happened to Joe and
Adam."
"Yes, sir." Hoss responded unhappily.
"That’s what we’re gonna do."
Harwell looked from one to the other. "You look
tired Cartwright."
"I’m all right," Ben said shortly. He
wondered how much Harwell had been discussing him with Hoss. "How long
before we reach the desert?"
"Several days at least – if we get that far.
I’ve got some friends that live right in the next valley. I thought we’d
stop there for a day or two, give the horses a chance to rest. It’ll do you
good to sleep in a bed for a change."
Ben bristled, then gulped down his pride. He knew the
lieutenant meant well, and, to be truthful, he’d not be sorry for a good
night’s sleep. Every night since they had left Prion had been spent on ground
that was hard, cold and damp. His back and his belly ached, and he found it hard
to consume the amount of water that he knew his body needed. He had taken to the
saddle a whole lot sooner than the army doctor advised, driving himself with an
evangelistic fervour, and now he was paying the price for his audacity.
Exhaustion, the medic had called it, a blanket term that included a multitude of
otherwise minor ailments that normally wouldn’t mean very much, but added to
the weakness left over from his bout of typhoid, had combined to make him a very
sick man. The lecture had been interspersed with a number of terms Ben didn’t
much like, such as, ‘A man of you age’, and, ‘Taking it easier’.
The doctor had spoken to Hoss as well, the two of them
talking in low voices outside the bedroom door. Ben could imagine what had been
said. He was well aware of Hoss’s constant, concerned observation and the
resident look of worry on his face.
Once the fires were extinguished and the coffeepots
packed, the soldiers climbed back into their saddles and formed a rough column.
O’Toole gave an order and waved his hand in the air; two by two, they started
down the trail that led into the valley. At this time of year, this side of the
hills, it rained almost every day. Today proved to be the exception; the sky
remained bright and clear. With the amount of moisture that was already down on
the ground, the woods became hot and steamy as the day wore on and filled with
midges and flies. The men sweated and swotted and got sore where the leather
rubbed. It made an uncomfortable ride.
Harwell called another brief halt beside the swift and
turbulent stream that ran through the valley bottom. Then they pushed on along a
well-worn pathway that ran by the water’s edge for some distance before
turning up among the trees and climbing to the shoulder of the next hill. Here,
the trees were noticeably thinner, due to someone’s use of an axe. The stumps
were obvious, some of them new, and there were clear paths were the logs had
been dragged out.
Long before they reached the top of the rise, they all
knew that something was wrong. The woods were very quiet, much too quiet – all
the wildlife had gone – and the smell of charred timber sharpened the
afternoon air. No one spoke. Grim faced and silent, all the men rose to the
ridge. Below them in the flat-bottomed valley was a scene of absolute
devastation. The homestead had burned to the ground. Of the neatly built house
and the box-like barn nothing remained but blackened ruins that still smouldered
long after the flames had gone out. Drifts of dark, acrid smoke still drifted
across the ground. His face set like stone, Harwell lifted his hands and rode on
down the path. Singly, or in twos, the troopers followed, each man in his own
good time.
From close at hand, it was very clear what had
happened. The attack had come suddenly, sweeping down from the trees that
fringed the valley rim. The fences were broken and the stock driven off; the
planted ground had been trampled. Only the outhouse stood undamaged, a solidly
build and macabre monument to civilized living.
The woman had died of a gunshot wound. She lay in the
yard, still sprawled where she’d fallen, midway between the house and the
well. Her skirt was a vibrant splash of colour, brilliant blue among the grey
and the brown. Not far away was an upturned bucket, the mute witness of her
final errand. Harwell stepped down from his horse and crouched at her side,
reaching out a hand to brush the cold flesh of her neck. Ben joined him, handing
his reins to Hoss. Gently, he turned the woman over. Bright blue eyes stared
sightlessly at the sky.
Harwell said, tonelessly, "Her name was Margie.
She’s been married to Michael for seven years. They had three little
girls." His voice broke on the word.
Ben released a long pent breath. He knew that Harwell
needed time to collect himself. "Don’t worry. We’ll find them." He
stood up and gazed around at the ruins. The soldiers were stunned by the horror,
picking sluggishly among the remains, not really knowing where to begin. Someone
had to take charge. He called to Hoss and O’Toole. "Let’s get these men
organized. Hoss, see about getting the horses tended. Sergeant O’Toole, I
guess you’d better break out those shovels again. It looks like we’re going
to need them."
It didn’t take a great deal of searching to find the
rest of the family. The man and his children had taken shelter inside the house.
They found them huddled together among the ashes and buried them in a neat row
of graves. This time it was Ben who read the service and spoke the empty words.
Afterwards, Harwell stopped by his shoulder.
"I want to thank you, Cartwright – for
everything you’ve done."
Ben nodded brief acknowledgement. "Think nothing
of it. Were these people good friends of yours?"
"I’d known them quite a while," Harwell
answered sadly. Then, visibly, he shrugged back into the military persona.
"Best get the men fed and then start back."
"Start back?" Ben caught at his arm.
"Aren’t you going after the – the renegades that did this?"
Harwell turned back, looked at him and sighed.
"There’d be no point in it. Look about you." He made a wide,
sweeping gesture with his hat. "These ashes are almost cold. They have to
be two - three days ahead of us. We’d never catch up."
"We can try!"
"And get ourselves massacred like these poor
folks?" Harwell planted his hands on his hips. "We’re fighting a war
here. This is just another skirmish that we’ve lost. When the final battle
comes, we want to be in a position were we can be assured of winning. I know
that you’re still hoping to find some trace of your sons. If I were you, I
wouldn’t consider going on alone. For the sake of the rest of your family, you
ought to go home." Ben watched him walk away.
Standing just behind his father, Hoss fiddled with
something held in his hands. His broad face worked as he struggled with the
words he needed to say. "Pa, I gotta tell ya; I reckon that army fella’s
right."
For Ben, the world stopped in its tracks. He still felt
the heat of the sun on his face and smelled the smoke in the air; distantly he
heard the troopers talking, tending the animals, cooking their food. None of it
had any meaning. The colours, the greens and the golds and the blue of the sky
all faded away into grey. His mouth was filled with the taste of ashes.
"Did I hear you right, boy?" he asked in a
voice that rasped in his throat.
Reluctantly, Hoss lifted his eyes and looked him full
in the face. "Yes, sir. I reckon you did."
"Are you telling be that you think your brothers
are dead?"
"No. I ain’t sayin’ that." Hoss kept his
voice low, refusing to match his father’s rising anger. "But we sure
ain’t gonna find ‘em riding ‘round and ‘round in these hills, an’ it
ain’t gonna do either one o’ then no good iffen we get ourselves
killed."
Ben drew a long breath, steadying himself. His nails
were hurting the palms of his hands. "So what are you proposing? Let’s
have it out in the open."
Hoss lowered his eyes and fiddled some more with the
long, straight stick. "I reckon as we should go back to Prion with these
soldier boys, an’ then we should think about goin’ on home."
"And give up the search?" Ben’s heart had
turned to stone in his chest.
Hoss held up the stick so that Ben could see it
clearly. It was the feathered shaft of an arrow. "If they’re still alive,
Pa, I reckon they’ll find their own way home." He threw the arrow down in
the dirt and slowly walked away. A big man, with the weight of the world on his
shoulders, he didn’t want his father to see the tears that ran down his face.
*******
Pain was a thing Joe had learned to live with, a
constant, nagging companion that dwelt inside him, a parasite that drained his
strength and his resolution and kept him an unwilling prisoner in the close
confines of the shelter and the space immediately around it. Joe hated the pain,
and, in a way, he had come to love it – it sharpened his edge, and it was
something on which he could vent his anger. Joe was a very angry young man.
It was true that over the course of time the pain had
changed in its nature. When he had first been wounded, and Adam had cut the
arrow out of his leg, it had burned like the all-consuming fires of hell. As the
weeks had passed by, it had become a chameleon serpent, twisting and turning and
changing its face, every day presenting a different aspect. Tonight it was
dormant, a low-level throb in his hip and his thigh and an ache in the back of
his knee.
Joe was determined to walk again; he didn’t care how
much it cost him in pain and sweat and tears. It was the single goal towards
which he could direct all his pent up energies, all his rage and frustration,
all his burgeoning despair. Balancing carefully on his one good leg, he tucked
the makeshift crutch under his arm and took a tentative step.
The fiery serpent tightened its coils, and a fresh
blaze of agony seared through his ravaged back. Joe bit down hard on a yelp of
pain, but this time, for once, the leg didn’t buckle under him and pitch him
face first into the dirt. The shelter, just high enough for a man to stand up
in, afforded four long, lame steps in one direction and four back the other. Joe
made the most of it. Chewing his lip and with tears in his eyes he hobbled back
and forth for nearly an hour.
He was still hard at work, although almost exhausted,
when Adam came home, ducking in lithely under the flap. Surprised to find Joe up
on his feet, he pulled up short. His face was unreadable. Carefully, he lowered
the hide back into place and stood with his hands on his hips. "Well,
it’s sure good to see you up and about. How’s the leg holding out?" His
low voice held the old, familiar drawl: slightly mocking, mildly amused, the
tone that told Joe he was still very much the younger sibling.
Joe looked at his brother over his shoulder; his face
was full of resentment. "It’s no thanks to you that I’m upon my feet.
Where in hell have you been?"
The faint smile faded from Adam’s face. "I’ve
been out earning us a living."
Turning awkwardly on the crutch, Joe confronted him.
"You’ve been out with your Indian friends!" His voice rang loud with
accusation, and his eyes were burning with rage.
Adam took a long step forward. "You don’t have
the faintest idea what you’re talking about."
"Don’t I?" Joe glared. "Do you deny
it? We’re supposed to be getting out of here – or is that something you’ve
conveniently forgotten?"
Adam looked swiftly over his shoulder, afraid that they
might be overheard. His voice was a hiss. "For the love of the Lord, Joe,
keep your voice down."
Ignoring the warning, Joe continued to shout. "So
just what plans have you made for getting us away from here?"
Adam moved swiftly with panther-like grace, closing in
on Joe and clamping a hard and unyielding hand over his mouth. Surprised, Joe
was knocked completely off balance. Losing his grip on the crutch he staggered.
His wounded leg collapsed under him in a blaze of pain, and Adam managed to
catch him just in time to break his fall. Adam eyes glittered, flicking to the
doorway in alarm as he listened for any indication that Joe’s outburst might
have been overheard. All remained quiet, but he kept his hand locked firmly
across his brother’s face, cutting off both his voice and his air supply until
Joe began clawing frantically at his fingers. Only gradually did he relax and
release his ferocious grip, allowing the younger man to grab a breath of air as
he was lowered with gentle strength on to the bed of furs.
Adam straightened slowly. He stood over Joe, his own
breath coming in great heaving gasps. The lamplight gleamed in the dark of his
eye and the bulk of him loomed with menace. "If you don’t keep quiet
we’ll both end up with our throats cut." He took a moment to steady
himself. "I’ll decide when it’s time to make a break for it, and that
won’t be ‘til you can walk five miles without a limp."
"That’ll take forever!" Joe put a hand to
his mouth. He could still feel the pain where Adam’s strong fingers had bitten
deeply into his flesh. He worked at his jaw, then rubbed at the pain in his leg.
He looked up at his brother. In the light of the lamp he saw him clearly for the
first time in a very long while. Adam was lean and remarkably fit. Where Joe had
sawed at his curls with the edge of a knife to keep them under control, Adam had
let his black hair grow, capturing it on to the nap of his neck with a finely
braided strip of leather. His face and the skin of his arms were burned brown by
the sun and the harsh desert winds. He had taken to wearing his shirt
unbuttoned; the only thing that distinguished him from his Shoshoni captors was
the dark hair that curled on his exposed chest.
Joe lifted his lip in a sneer of contempt. "Just
take a look at yourself, Adam. Take a good, long look. You look more like and
Indian than you do a white man. Next thing you know, you’ll be braiding your
hair and taking that squaw for a wife."
Adam’s hands clenched into white knuckled fists, and,
for a moment, Joe thought that he would strike him. His face was that of a
stranger, and Joe wondered how close he was to the truth. Then, very gradually,
Adam relaxed. He turned away so that his face was hidden in shadow, and Joe
couldn’t see his expression. "I’m not going to hit you, Joe." His
voice sounded strained and hollow. "You just don’t understand."
"Then why don’t you explain it to me, elder
brother?" Joe’s anger was burning white-hot. "Why don’t you tell
me exactly what you’re planning?"
Adam looked at him then. His dark face was wary.
"I don’t have time for this right now."
"Don’t have time," Joe repeated. "It
seems to me you don’t ever have time. You’re too busy with your brand new
friends!"
Declining to answer, Adam headed abruptly for the
doorway. Joe called him back. "Adam, why don’t you trust me? Perhaps I
can help."
Adam stopped, his hand on the hide. He looked over his
shoulder, then turned and walked slowly back into the light. He crouched at
Joe’s side and punched lightly at his cheek with his fist. "It’s not
that I don’t trust you, Joe. The Lord knows, you’re my brother."
Joe sat up, gathering his sore leg under him.
"Then what can I do?"
Hesitating, Adam chewed at his lip. Then, quietly, he
said, "The least I tell you the better, Joe. You just concentrate on
getting your strength back. When we leave here, we’ll be traveling hard and
fast."
Joe’s eyes glittered with rekindled hope. "Then
you are planning something. You’re getting out of here, and you’re taking me
with you"
Amusement lit Adam’s face. "D’you think Pa
would ever let me hear the last of it if I went home without you?"
Joe grinned. He held out his hand, and Adam clasped it
warmly.
Night was falling as Adam made his way through the
Shoshoni village, threading his way among the rocks and the scattered shelters,
following the now familiar path. The valley was already shrouded in darkness.
The hill, with its skeletal tree, was silhouetted against the fading light. The
heat of a hot, summer’s day in the desert was leeching away into the clear,
evening sky. Already, the air smelled cleaner and fresher, and soon, as the
stars came out, it would become quite cool. Families had gathered at their
firesides, talking quietly and playing with their children, using the flames to
light their work. The Indian women were always busy, weaving baskets and
blankets, working with hides, picking over the grains that they’d gleaned from
the desert grasses. Men worked exclusively on their weapons, cleaning guns and
making bows and arrows. An expert stoneworker could fashion a perfect arrowhead
in less than half an hour. It was a skill that Adam admired. Voices called to
him out of the gloom, some of them greeting him by name. There were even some
men who acknowledged him now: a curt nod of the head or a shift of the eyes.
Adam was careful to acknowledge each salutation – he
couldn’t afford to offend anyone – but the greater part of his mind was
reliving the argument with Joe. He could understand how his brother felt. Joe
was young and always impatient. He was eager to be well again, anxious to be
free, and, most of all, he wanted to go home. It was an ambition that Adam fully
intended to facilitate, and, indeed, he shared it himself. He had come to
respect and to admire the Shoshoni people; he knew of their dreams and had
shared in their lives. He had no wish to become one of them. He missed his home
and his family and his own, carefully constructed life.
So far he had stolen nothing, hidden nothing away –
to do so would be to invite discovery and ultimate disaster. Instead he had
observed, without really seeming to do so, all that went on. He had watched and
learned where certain items were stored and planned how he might obtain them
quickly and easily when the moment arrived. Things he knew would be essential if
he and Joe were to survive in the desert: water skins and dried food and
blankets and even a weapon, a rifle that a careless brave kept just inside the
door of his shelter. Taking it would be a chancy business. Adam was still
debating with himself the wisdom of taking the risk. At the same time, he had
made himself a familiar figure about the camp, maintaining his role as servant
and slave. The Shoshoni had accepted him as part of their society; he could go
anywhere, do anything, and hardly be noticed. It was all a part of his master
plan, his carefully contrived preparations. Joe had asked for his trust, but
Adam didn’t even trust himself. He lay awake in the night, afraid that he
might betray himself in the depths of his dreams and be overheard.
Adam hurried his steps to Washatak’s shelter. He was
expected, and, already, he was late. The two men had developed a healthy, if
guarded, respect for each other, and it had become their habit to sit late into
the night discussing their differing histories, their dreams and, sometimes,
their fears, and drinking the strong, herbal tea. Products of two, vastly
different cultures, both were men of intelligence with a keen drive to learn
from each other. Despite his private reservations, Adam looked forward to their
conversations; he had always been one to enjoy an honest exchange of views.
Tonight, however, he simply wasn’t in the mood. The row with Joe had
disconcerted him more than he cared to admit.
The council fire burned brighter than usual, golden
flames licking against the night, and there were many more people about. Men
moved silently among the shelters: half seen forms in the darkness. Lost as he
was in his own concerns, Adam walked into trouble before he knew it. Figures
moved up close behind him, cutting off his retreat. Adam turned, his senses
suddenly alerted, but it was too late; he was already surrounded. Barely
managing to retain his balance, he was jostled roughly into the circle of
stones.
Washatak was there already together with the members of
his council. Adam knew their faces, among them the scarred countenance of
Aminotek and that of Kalikasi, freshly painted in stripes of black and red. The
medicine chief wore feathers in his hair and a necklace of shells and amber
beads that glowed blood red in the firelight. He watched Adam with open
animosity. Washatak too, was unsmiling, his handsome features gilded by the
flames. Adam sensed danger. The air was thick with it. He could see it in the
Shoshoni faces and read it in their eyes.
Adam raised his face and looked Washatak in the eye. He
spoke boldly, knowing that reticence would gain him nothing among these people.
"I wasn’t expecting an audience." Normally their discussions were
more or less private with just the two of them present and sometimes an
interested spectator or two.
His face unmoving and without expression, Washatak
said, "The time for talk is over. Now you will show your worth to the
people."
Teeth clenched together, Adam drew a long, careful
breath. He cursed himself for all sorts of a fool. He had allowed himself to
become comfortable and complacent. Plainly, he was not the only one who had a
hidden agenda. Keeping his voice low and under control he asked the fateful
question. "What is it you have in mind?"
Kalikasi pointed a crooked finger. Teeth clenched, he
snarled. "Do not trust him, Washatak. As surely as the snow hides the
mountain in winter, this one will surely betray you."
Washatak made a curt, angry gesture that cut his
brother’s tirade short. He held Adam’s eye with his own. "As you’ve
seen for yourself, there is little food left in these hills: there are no deer
for the hunters, little grain for the women to gather; there is no firewood and
no shelter from the winter storms. Shoshoni bellies are empty and the children
cry. The time has come for the people to leave this place."
Adam touched his tongue to dry lips. All these things
had been obvious a long time, he was being told them for a purpose; he was
afraid to find out what that purpose might be. "But where will you
go?"
Eyes shifted in fire-lit faces as glances were
exchanged among the braves. Washatak answered for all. "Some will go north
into the forests of the land you call Oregon with the women and the children.
They will prepare a place for the winter and gather food. The rest of the
warriors will ride south and west."
Adam was astounded and very much afraid; he shook his
head in negation. "That’ll take you right into the Sacramento Valley.
There nothing there but farms and ranches, white men’s towns with children and
schools."
Drawing himself to his full height, Washatak folded his
arms across his chest. "The land is rich and fertile there. We will make it
our land again."
Adam answered quickly, "The ranchers and farmers
will fight for their homes. You won’t be able to drive them out."
"We have tested the strength of the white man.
They run before us and hide in their towns and their cities. They will not stand
and fight."
"That’s not the way it’ll be," Adam said
firmly. "They’ll call the army in."
Kalikasi’s smirked with amusement, and Aminotek’s
scarred lips twitched. Adam realized that they knew something that he didn’t.
He was afraid to find out what it was. Washatak eyed him with speculation.
"You know of a white man’s town called Prion?"
"I’ve heard of it," Adam admitted with
caution. "You can’t be planning to attack Prion. There are over a
thousand people there. Lots of men with lots of guns. All of you will be
killed."
Washatak smiled a wintry smile. "For more than six
seasons the white man’s army has been in Prion. Many blue-coated soldiers
living behind their high, wooden walls. They hunt us through the hills as if we
were animals."
To his alarm, Adam found that his body was shaking. He
made an effort to steady himself. This information was new to him: something
that he hadn’t known. "That’s all the more reason to stay away from
there. The army will wipe you out to a man."
"The war party will ride towards Prion,"
Washatak stated implacably. "You will ride with them. You will go into
Prion and talk to the army major. You will convince him to lead the soldiers out
of their fortress to a place that my cousin will show you. The warriors will be
waiting, and they will kill all the blue-coats." He made it sound simple.
Adam could imagine the slaughter; it made his blood run
cold. Appalled, he started forward, intending to do he didn’t know what. He
found himself seized by the arms from behind. "You can’t expect me to do
that! I can’t betray my own people!"
Washatak leaned back against his heels. "Then you
will watch your brother die." The words fell between them, as hard and as
cold as stone. Adam struggled to quell the unruly thumping of his heart, to
clear his head of the senseless buzzing of his blood. He needed to use his
intelligence to think his way out.
Kalikasi’s eyes gleamed in the unsteady light; a
smile of malice split his face. Adam knew just how much the medicine chief would
enjoy hurting Joe, and he had no doubt at all that he himself would be next on
the bill of fare. The heat of the fire burned on his face, but the sweat on his
skin was cold. He had grossly underestimated the guile of the Shoshoni, and,
now, he had to pay the price.
Back in control, he shrugged off the hands that held
him. He sought furiously for a solution. "You don’t need to do any of
this. I have a ranch away to the south. I can bring cattle to feed the people:
as many as you need."
Kalikasi leaned towards him, closer than his brother,
close enough for Adam to smell his breath and the bear grease in his hair. His
face wore a savage sneer. "And can you give back the hunting grounds that
your people have stolen? Can you heal the earth that has been broken by the
white man’s plough? Or replant the Pinion Pine cut down to build the white
man’s houses?"
Adam drew back. He had no answer to give. He had to
play the cards that fate dealt him. He had to be cunning if he was to survive.
He turned his eyes to Washatak. "When do you plan to do this thing?"
"All is prepared," Washatak said. "You
will leave tonight."
Looking beyond the circle of firelight, Adam could see
the movement of horses and men, the glint of weapons and the gleam of war paint
on Indian faces. He prayed the Shoshoni were not good at reading expressions for
he knew his own face was sly. "What happens to my brother?"
Washatak, watching him closely through narrowed eyes,
seemed to see directly into his soul. "For as long as you play your part,
Adam Cartwright, your brother will live. He will be hostage against your
betrayal."
Adam wiped damp palms against his legs. It was all he
dared ask for. "I don’t have a great deal of choice in the matter."
They brought him a horse, a wall-eyed black with an
ugly scar across his face and a manner as mean as his looks, and they gave him a
coat that had seen better days and an ancient, much-battered hat. The gun and
the gunbelt fetched out from Washatak’s shelter were undeniably his own. It
would rouse suspicion for a white man to ride into Prion unarmed.
Adam settled the holster on his hip with an air of
resolution and tightened the cinch on the well-worn saddle. He exchanged long
looks with Washatak as the Indians mustered about him on their painted ponies.
They understood each other’s motives, and they knew each other’s minds. Both
were fighting for a cause that they believed in: Adam for his brother, the
Shoshoni chieftain for his people’s way of life. In a way they were fighting
with each other, white man against red man. It was a battle Adam had to find a
way to win. It was in that fleeting moment that a fragile friendship died.
Adam climbed into the saddle and gathered up the reins. With a long, last look behind him, he kicked the black horse into motion and joined the eerily silent procession as it rode towards the hills.
Eight
The lamps beneath the boardwalk-awnings had been lit
and were glowing brightly in the gathering gloom as Ben and Hoss Cartwright
trailed in to Prion at the rear of the column of soldiers. If the town had been
busy before, now it had the air of a boom-town. Seeking shelter from the
increasingly frequent Indian attacks, all the settlers from the surrounding area
had moved, with their families and their stock, into safety. With the army in
residence and offering protection, Prion was proving a popular place to be. The
wide street was filled with horses and wagons, oxen and strings of pack-mules.
The boardwalks were thronged with people, and all the stores were open and doing
a thriving trade. Beneath the horses’ hooves the road was still sticky,
although it had not rained for several days. Soon the surface would dry to a
rock hard consistency and begin to turn into dust. Overhead the moon already
rode high in the sky, pale faced and almost full above the scudding clouds. Both
men were hungry, dirty and tired, but, by mutual consent, they reined their
horses in at the rail outside the saloon. There would be lots of time later for
a meal at the hotel, a visit to the bathhouse and a good, long sleep. Right now,
they were both in serious need of a drink.
It was a relief to climb out of the saddle. They stood
for a moment in the cool of the evening, filling their lungs with the damp,
fragrant air and stretching the kinks out of much-abused muscles. Then, in
unspoken agreement, they stepped up on to the boardwalk and pushed through the
batwing doors.
If the town was doing good business, then the saloon
had attracted its share of the trade. All the tables were taken; men sat
drinking and playing cards and stood, hip to hip, at the long and battle-scarred
bar. The air was dense with the smell of coffee, of whiskey and food and cigar
smoke, men’s stale sweat and the cheap, heady perfume favoured by the
good-time girls. There was a general buzz of conversation, the occasional sharp
bark of laughter and shouted curse; the noise flowed back and forth. A
frock-coated player tortured a tune from an ancient upright piano. There was no
room to dance.
In amongst the brightness and sparkle, Ben
Cartwright’s mood was bleak. He pushed his way bullishly through the crush to
the bar. Amongst the faces in the painted mirror, he caught a glimpse of his
own: older, greyer, haggard, unshaven, the face of a man who had loved too often
and lost too much. His dark eyes were empty; his soul ached with pain. He put a
coin on the counter and ordered two tall, foaming glasses of beer. One he passed
silently to Hoss and both men drank, washing the grit and the grime and the arid
taste of frustration and failure out of their throats.
Since leaving the burned-out homestead, their
relationship had changed. Outwardly they were still father and dutiful, obedient
son, but both of them knew that a subtle alteration had taken place. Hoss’s
personality had finally come to the fore: patient, serene and self assured with
the ability to make swift, but carefully considered, decisions and a stubborn
insistence on doing what he knew to be right. They hadn’t done a great deal of
talking in the last several days; each was concerned with his own somber and
introverted thoughts. For the most part, they had been content to draw whatever
comfort they could from merely being in each other’s company.
Hoss drank from his glass, almost draining it dry in a
draught. "This sure is good beer, Pa."
Ben knew that Hoss wasn’t sure where he stood: how
his father felt about his outright refusal to pursue the search on their own.
Ben wasn’t sure how he felt himself. Stunned by his grief and his sense of
loss and still, at times, feeling unwell, he was prepared, for the moment, to
rely on his big, dependable son. Drawing a long breath past the constriction
that had taken up permanent residence in his chest, Ben looked down at the beer
in his glass. The fluid was a rich, dark amber, the exact same colour as
Adam’s eyes. "Yes – the beer’s just fine."
"Reckon as when we’ve finished this we ought ta
go on over and see if they got any rooms left at the hotel," Hoss
suggested.
Ben was about to answer in the affirmative when a
strong, polished voice challenged him from behind. "Mister Ben
Cartwright?"
Ben and Hoss turned together. A figure was coming
towards them through the press of people that crowded close to the bar. A big
man, tall and broad, he had dark brown eyes and neatly trimmed sable-brown hair
just visible beneath a southern-style hat. His clothes, dark brown in colour
both above and below the belt, were expensive and cut with style, but dirty and
travel worn, as if their wearer had ridden a long way in a hurry and hadn’t
had time to clean up. He swung a lame leg from the hip in a very heavy limp, and
he had the air of a man who expected recognition.
The stranger stuck out his hand. "My name’s
Brett Hansen."
"Brett Hansen?" Mentally fumbling for the
face or the name, Ben took the hand and shook it. "You’re Adam’s friend
– the one with the big spread in the Sacramento Valley. My son has spoken of
you often."
"Adam and I got to know each other in college.
We’ve been friends for a very long time." Hansen looked at Ben oddly, as
if trying to match the mortal man before him with a paragon he’d only heard
tales about. "When I got your cable saying he was missing, I rode up from
Sacramento to help look for him. I found out when I got here that the two of you
had ridden out with the army patrol. Did you find any trace of Adam and his
brother?"
Gazing miserably into what was left of his beer, Hoss
answered in his father’s place. "No, Mister Hansen, I don’t reckon as
we did."
Scowling, Ben listened as Hoss went on to relate,
briefly, the entire tragic story of how his brothers’ horses had arrived home
without them, and how he and his father had searched in vain for them ever
since, scouring the hills and deserts and all the land that lay in between.
Hansen’s earnest, evenly featured face settled into lines of deeper concern.
Ben could see at once how Adam had been drawn to this man; both westerners in
the strange and sometimes threatening environment of the far-away, east-coast
school, a sense of mutual support and protection would have pulled them
together. Added to which, they looked to be two of a kind. Both had the same,
educated accent and both had the same, dark good looks, although Hansen’s face
was a fraction narrower in the cheek and the chin, and he stood and inch or so
taller. Both were born horsemen: long in the back and lean in the hip -
wide-shouldered, deep chested men who could work all day and play most of the
night and still have energy left over for more. Ben recalled Adam saying,
sometime in a letter, that Hansen was older by more than a year, but that they
shared many interests together and not only inside the classroom.
Watching Hansen’s face as he listened to Hoss’s
story, Ben saw shadows of Adam’s expressions: his studious look of intense
concentration when something just had to be right, his brow creasing frown, even
the wickedly impish grin that could emerge so suddenly and startle… Ben gave
his head a sharp shake and brought himself back to the present. Remembering his
manners, he offered to buy Hansen a drink.
"Don’t mind if I do. Bourbon, if you will."
Hansen stepped up to the bar.
Ben gestured to the bartender who produced a bottle and
glass from somewhere below the level of the counter and proceeded to pour two
dark fingers of liquor from one to the other. "A southerners drink,"
Ben observed.
Generous lips twitched in a sudden, fleeting smile.
"My mother was from Atlanta," Hansen said by way of explanation. He
sipped and savored. "Mister Cartwright, when I got your cable I didn’t
realize how serious this might be. I have to confess; it doesn’t look good,
but I know Adam as well as I know my own brother. He’s clever and resourceful,
and, when the occasion arises, he can be downright devious. It there’s any way
out of a fix, you can rely on Adam to find it."
Ben was taken aback. ‘Devious’ was not a word he
would normally associate with his eldest son. Hansen raised his glass, then
paused and looked at him with sympathy. "What do you plan to do next?"
Ben’s beer glass was now empty. With a weary sigh, he
put it back on the bar. "It’s something my son and I haven’t yet
discussed, Mister Hansen."
Hoss cleared his throat. With a long and doubtful look
at his father’s face, he said, "We appreciate you coming all this was to
help us out, Mister Hansen, we surely do…"
The quick, friendly smile came and went. "Call me
Brett."
"But it kinda looks like somethin’ awful might
o’ happened to Adam an’ Li’le Joe."
Now, Hoss carefully avoided encountering Ben’s stony
stare. These were words that he hated to utter; catching his father’s eye
would have made them impossible. "Leastwise, that’s what the folks round
here tell us. To tell you the truth, Pa and I haven’t rightly decided what we
ought ta do."
A muscle twitched at the side of Brett Hansen’s jaw.
"I wouldn’t want to intrude, and I certainly hope that you’re wrong
about that. Whatever you decide, believe me, I’m willing to do anything I can
to help find out what happened to Adam and his brother. I’m only sorry we
couldn’t have met in happier circumstances, gentlemen."
"So am I, Mister Hansen," Ben said. "So
am I."
Hansen touched his hat and nodded – first to Ben and
then to Hoss – before turning and limping away.
Into the unquiet silence that he left between father
and son, Hoss said, wistfully, "That Brett Hansen seems like a real’ nice
fella, Pa. Heck, he even talks like Adam. He’s just the sort of man that
he’d have for a friend."
Ben looked after Hansen’s retreating back. He
swallowed down the anger that had risen, at Hoss’s intervention, like bitter
gall into the back of his throat. For all he knew, Hoss might just have called
it right. He had to agree with his big son’s appraisal. "He certainly
is."
"I sure wish Adam had been here to introduce us
proper-like." Hoss looked as unhappy as Ben had ever seen him.
Ben thought about Hansen. He didn’t remember Adam
ever mentioning that his friend was crippled. He reflected it was just like his
son to disregard such a thing as a minor matter when enumerating other virtues.
He clapped Hoss solidly on the shoulder. "Let’s get over to the hotel and
see about getting ourselves somewhere to sleep."
"Sure thing, Pa." Hoss finished the last of
his beer.
As they stepped away from the bar, heading for the
hotel, there was a minor stampede as men rushed to take their places…
*******
The room, which had once been the front office of
MacEnroy Storage and Haulage, was filled with creeping night-shadows. A single
lamp hung above the duty sergeant’s desk. It cast a pool of dusky yellow light
over the scatter of papers that lay on the table, the gravy stained plate that
was all that remained of the sergeant’s last meal and the whisky bottle that
was providing his evening’s entertainment. The graveyard-shift that tended to
be very quiet and didn’t provide a great deal to do. The light glanced off the
top of his head and turned his grey hair to tarnished silver; it fell over the
edge of the table into a pool of gold on the floor. With half of the whiskey
already secreted inside him, the sergeant was more than a little drunk.
Adam leaned his hands on the table and glared furiously
into the bleary grey eyes. "I said, I need to see the man in charge,"
he repeated with as much insistence as he could muster without actually raising
his voice. The sergeant blinked owlishly back at him. Adam knew what the soldier
was seeing: a dirty and ragged white man with a deeply tanned face and torso and
unkempt hair tied in a bunch behind his head. His face was further darkened by
several days’ worth of unshaven beard, and his eyes burned with an irrational
fervour. He couldn’t blame the man if he thought him mad.
The sergeant shook his head, but slowly and carefully,
as if it were made of porcelain, and he was afraid that a sudden movement might
make it fall off. His faded and teary grey eyes focused on Adam’s face.
"’Fraid you can’t do that, Mister."
Exasperated beyond belief, Adam allowed his breath to
hiss out through his teeth. This man’s obstinacy and his inebriated condition
were as much as he could cope with. "Look, I know it’s late, but this is
important."
"Then why don’t you tell me all about it?"
Remembering something of his duty, the sergeant searched among the litter for a
clean piece of paper and a short, blunt pencil. Finding them both, he wetted the
lead on his tongue, "What d’you say your name was ag’in?"
Adam told him, and, laboriously, printing the letters
in a big, bold hand, the sergeant wrote it down. Adam resisted the urge to pick
the man up by his blue-tunic collar and shake him until his teeth dropped out.
He steeled himself to patience. "I know where the Shoshoni encampment is.
You’ve been looking for it too far to the south. You have to go into the
desert. It’s hidden much further north and east, in a range of dry, rolling
hills with a single tree, half alive and half dead, standing alone on the
top."
The sergeant scribbled a few more notes, then stopped
and peered myopically at what he had written as if he couldn’t quite make it
out.
Adam sighed. With as much forbearance as he could
muster, he said, "Just wake up the major, will you. Let me tell it to
him."
"Can’t do that." The sergeant shook his
head with a little more certainty, then looked as if he instantly regretted his
daring. "Just can’t do that."
"I told you it’s important! I can take you right
to their camp." Adam’s voice was rising as he started to lose his temper.
Somehow, he had to make this drunken fool understand the urgency of the
situation – to make him listen! Little Joe was depending on him.
"An’ I heard you," the sergeant said
testily. "An’ I tol’ you I can’t wake him up. That’ll be ‘cause
he ain’t sleepin’."
Carefully, Adam breathed in and out, grabbing his anger
by the tail, twisting it down and hog-tying it with fierce determination. He
ground his teeth together and leaned forward onto the desk. Tightly, he said,
"Then let me talk to him."
"Can’t do that neither." The sergeant gave
him a look of triumph. "’Cause he ain’t here!"
It was unlikely that the duty sergeant ever knew how
close he came to having his teeth broken there and then. He chose to chuckle at
his own, poor joke.
Adam’s long, brown hands wound themselves slowly into
fists. "Then tell me where I can find him."
The sergeant looked at him shrewdly. Then, all of a
sudden, he was not nearly so drunk as he had been before. "The major’s
dining out tonight with the mayor and his daughter and some very important
people in town. I don’t think it’d be a real’ good plan fer you ta go
interruptin’ their meal, Mister…" he consulted the piece of paper.
"Cartwright?" He frowned for a moment over the name as if it stirred a
memory somewhere deep down inside. Wasn’t somebody looking for someone called
Cartwright? The memory shifted and wriggled away. He looked Adam full in the
face. "Why don’t you come back in the mornin’, when you’ve had a
chance ta clean up some?"
Adam straightened up slowly, a tall, dark and
impressive man despite the layers of dirt and the tattered clothing. He was
becoming more and more desperate. "The Shoshoni are holding my brother. His
life is at stake!"
Half rising, the sergeant jabbed a stiff finger into
his burnished chest. "Iffen the Injuns have got your brother, don’t
reckon as you got no brother no more."
"My brother’s alive!"
Thinking about it, the sergeant subsided. "Then
that’s a real pity, Mister. A white man in the hands o’ those murderin’
savages… I feel sorry fer him, I surely do." He reached for the bottle.
Adam acknowledged that it was hopeless. He looked at
his hands and found that they were shaking. He let loose the pent up breath
he’d been holding. "The major will be here first thing in the
morning?"
"Sure will." The sergeant poured whiskey into
his glass with a very steady hand. "Can’t say as he won’t be hung over,
though." He vouchsafed Adam a wink.
"I’ll be here." Adam uttered it as a
threat.
The sergeant nodded agreement. He would agree to
anything. By morning his watch would be over, and he would be asleep in his bed.
He watched as the lean, long-haired stranger headed out of the door and breathed
a sigh of relief. Then he frowned. "Cartwright," he muttered. There was
something about that name. He’d heard it recently and he just couldn’t place
it, nor the face either; he hadn’t seen it about in the town. He sighed and
settled back in the chair; he guessed that it must take all sorts to make up a
world. Sipping his drink, he put his feet on the table, kicking the papers
aside.
Adam stood on the veranda and raised his face to the
sky. The breeze was blowing stiffly out of the northeast, driving the clouds
before it across the face of the moon. After the blast-furnace heat of the
desert it was nothing short of pure pleasure to feel the cool, damp wind on his
skin and to smell all the scents of the forest; each type of tree had a
different aroma. He drew a long breath; his finely tuned senses tested the air.
He smelled the far off rain, falling, now, on someone else’s patch of the
woods, the scent of pine resin and alder flower, the freshly dropped scat of a
deer. When the wind veered around, more into the north, it carried with it the,
stronger, harsher odours of the town: the sharp smell of wood-smoke and closely
packed animals and altogether too many men. If he listened hard he could hear
them, even from here: a general low buzz of conversation, high, pealing laughter
and the loud, discordant music of a piano – all the trappings of a form of
humanity he thought he had left behind.
Looking at the sun-brightened face of the moon, haloed
in silver light, Adam couldn’t stop himself thinking about Joe. He wondered
what his brother might be doing right now: whether he was eating properly, if he
was in pain. He, too, might be looking up into the night sky and thinking of
home. Adam experienced a pang deep in his heart. He felt more than a little
guilty about leaving his brother behind without even a word, although he’d
been given no choice in the matter. Washatak had sworn that Joe would be safe,
but how far could he trust the Indian’s word?
Abruptly, Adam needed a drink. He searched through the
pockets of the old, battered coat and came up with several small, silver coins.
It wasn’t a great deal of money, not enough for a meal and a bed, but
sufficient, perhaps, for several glasses of cheap, rotgut whisky. Adam knew,
without a shadow of doubt, that the coat’s owner would not be asking for his
money back. If a man could drown his sorrows ‘til the sun came up… He
buttoned his shirt over his chest and cantered the ill-tempered black into town.
There was no room for his horse outside the saloon, so
he rode to a hitching rail across the street and tied the gelding up there.
Although it was almost midnight, the tavern was more raucous than ever: noise
and light spilled into the street, and a wave of animal heat hit him full in the
face as he pushed through the bat wing doors.
The barroom swirled with brightness and colour; men
pushed and shoved and talked too loudly. They laughed and shouted, and a group
of them scuffled around the piano: a half-hearted fight between friends. Two or
three poker games were still in progress: earnest faces over white fans of card.
The lamplight glittered on the coins on the tables.
Several brightly-clad ladies worked through the crowd,
swapping one lap for another with gay abandon as the whiskey and the money
flowed. Their painted faces were harsh and artificial to Adam’s unaccustomed
eye. After the ordered peace and decorum of the Shoshoni village, he was
disorientated and slightly confused by it all.
He found a place at the bar and ordered himself a
bottle; the coins just about covered the price. The first drink burned its way
down and lay like a pool of molten fire in his belly. It made him snatch at his
breath and tighten his grip on the glass as the fumes burned in the back of his
nose and made his eyes water. He resisted the urge to cough. The raw whiskey
made him feel real again: part of the world that he truly belonged to.
Dirty and dishevelled as he was, he was no more so than
many of those around him, and he smelled almost as sweet. Not everyone had the
price, or the inclination, to make use of the bathhouse next to the bank. For
the most part, his neighbours at the bar barely spared him a glance. He was just
another unhappy refugee from the Indian troubles, taking shelter in the town and
buying himself a quiet, late-night drink.
Pouring another glassful, this time, he sipped it
slowly. He savoured a bite of it on his tongue. The scalding fury under his
heart subsided into a comfortable glow that spread itself slowly through his
body and took the edge off his pain. Gradually, as his unease faded, and he
started to relax, old habits reasserted themselves; he began to see the faces in
the back-of-the-bar mirror, to watch men’s eyes and the expressions that
betrayed their thinking. It was a skill that a man learned early if he was to
stay alive. His sharpened ears picked up snatches of conversation, his awareness
switching from one to another as his interest waxed and waned.
One man’s voice, lifted above the others, captured
his attention. Adam shifted his position until he could see the speaker’s face
in the mirror. A balding, bearded trapper-type in leathers and furs held court
at a table just a few feet away. His voice was not especially loud, but it had
that peculiar, penetrating quality that carried it, clarion clear, half way
across the room. Adam found himself part of an attentive audience as Corrigan
Argyle, hunter, trapper, woodsman and general scavenger
related his recent adventures.
Argyle was a man who held his liquor well. Although he
had consumed the best part of a bottle of the local liquid fire, he wasn’t
drunk. He was expansive and bright-eyed and sweating profusely as he gestured to
the crowd. "Me an’ McShea, here, we was headed fer Sacramento; figured
we’d spend some time in the company of some lovely ladies while the boyos in
blue clean the Injuns out o’ these hills." Looking at the surrounding,
flushed faces, he could see that this thought was appreciated. He flashed a
wolfish grin that displayed his perfect, white teeth. "But now, I think, we
might just have changed our minds."
"What you gonna do then?" another man at the
table inquired - an unshaven soldier with a hollow diamond atop the three,
golden stripes on his arm.
Argyle sat forward into his seat and sloshed more
whiskey into his glass; he almost emptied the bottle. His smile faded a little
as he sobered himself but didn’t quite die. With an air of theatrical
confidentiality, he said, "Well, I’ll tell you, friends, there’s money
ta be made out o’ those renegade savages… a whole heap!"
"An’ how d’you reckon that out, Argyle?"
a lanky cowboy in an oversized hat made the inquiry. He sat at the next-door
table, leaning back in his chair and looking over his shoulder.
"Don’t hardly seem decent," an older man
said, "making hard cash out o’ other folk’s sufferin’. Heck, some
o’ those people were neighbours o’ mine. Amid the general jostling and
muttering, he found himself pushed to the front.
Argyle gazed up at him in a friendly manner. "What
good’s it gonna do ‘em iffen you-all stay poor?" He made a wide
gesture, drawing men closer - a big man, larger than life. He said, with an air
of secrecy belied by the sheer volume of his voice, "Gather round me, now,
friends, an’ I’m gonna tell ya all how it’s done. In fact…" He
winked at McShea who drank on, silently, unperturbed, "I’m gonna show
you."
He made a great show of unhitching the little canvas
bag that hung at his belt. Still watching in the mirror, Adam found himself with
a close up view as Argyle tipped his small pile of grisly trophies out onto the
table. He didn’t turn round, didn’t dare face Argyle directly. It wasn’t
the whiskey that burned in his belly now; it was rage. He knew only too well
what the greasy hanks were; they might once have belonged to men he had known.
His breath came short and his hand clenched so tight ‘round the glass, for a
moment it seemed he might crush it.
A ripple of comment went ‘round the room as men
shuffled backward and forward, some craning their necks for a better look, while
others recoiled from the stench of death and decay. The older man, who had
raised the objection, stumbled back into the press of men behind.
"But there ain’t no price on Injun hair,"
the lanky cowboy objected.
Knowingly, Argyle smiled. "I reckon that’s all
about ta change. Ain’t that so, sergeant?" he winked at the soldier.
"There’s sure been talk about it." The
sergeant looked uncomfortable. "The price I heard mentioned is twenty
dollars a piece."
"There you are, friends." Triumphant, Argyle
made another generous gesture. "Twenty dollars a head! Ain’t that worth a
little ride to the desert?"
"As long as it ain’t your hair that’s
lifted," the cowboy observed. "Ridin’ out after them Shoshoni’s
nothin’ short o’ suicide, I reckon."
"Not if you ride along with the army," Argyle
said, smugly. He looked at the sergeant. "You tell me the Major’s got
reinforcements?"
Slowly, his gaze still fixed on the hair, the soldier
nodded. "Another eighty men. They rode in this morning."
Argyle looked around, victorious. "There you are
then! It’s only a matter of time ‘til the army finds out where them Injuns
is hidin’. Sure as the cock crows in the mornin’ they’ll ride out an’
get em, an’ we can ride with ‘em. All a man has to do is clean up a few
stragglers ta make himself a nice little nest egg."
A ripple of excited agreement ran through the crowd.
The noise level increased as small groups of men broke away to discuss and to
argue. Some pressed closer to the table to get a better look. Torn between the
need for prudence and the desire to shut Argyle’s mouth for good, Adam felt
his stomach sour. He knew where the Indians were lying in wait, but they were
expecting a much smaller force; and he had directed the army around the ambush,
giving them vital directions for finding the Indian camp - always assuming that
drunken sergeant remembered what he had told him. There was going to be a battle
of monumental proportions and whatever happened, whichever side won, a lot of
men on both sides were going to die.
And somewhere, caught in the middle, was Little Joe.
Wheels were already turning. Adam couldn’t stop the
army, and he couldn’t stop the Shoshoni raids, but he knew, that whatever it
cost him, he had to try to save his brother. Throwing back the last of his
drink, he headed for his horse.
*******
It was half past midnight, and, outside, the moon was
sliding down the sky into the western hills. Within the cavernous depths of the
livery stable, a single, shuttered lantern still burned, ‘though its flame was
turned low. Hung from a nail at one end of a stall, it had been carefully angled
to cast its steady, if insubstantial light over the broad back of the stallion
that stood haltered and close-snubbed to the wall. Brett Hansen, standing close
to the horse’s head, wiped a film of perspiration onto a muscular, dark-haired
forearm. At least, it was honest sweat. Hansen was a man with a passion for
horses; he bred then and reared them and broke them himself. He had a reputation
for producing fine, honest stock, and that reputation meant a lot to him. He
wasn’t about to let any run-of-the-mill livery-stable hostler take care of his
favourite. Instead, he did it himself.
As he had worked, Hansen had sung: a wordless, almost
tuneless hum that calmed the animal and gave a rhythm to the strokes of the
brush. It had taken an hour to clean the sweat and the trail dirt from the
stallion’s skin and polish the dappled-grey coat. Now it was finished, it
gleamed in the lamplight like watered, silver silk. The horse had his ancestry
deep in the blue-grass country, with a generous dash of Arabian in his blood. He
was tall in the shoulder and wide in the chest, and he had a bottomless heart.
Satisfied with the job he had done, Hansen laid the
brush and the polishing-cloth aside. He gave the stallion a pat on the neck and
whispered a final goodnight. Then, he slacked off the halter-rope just enough
for the animal to reach his feed bucket - but not enough to entangle his legs
– and gathered up his coat. The bobbing of the lamp marked his uneven passage
as he made his way to the front of the barn. The light slid like liquid over the
ranked rumps of the horses, occasionally catching the glint of a harness buckle
or the gleam in an animal’s eye.
The big barn doors stood open for ventilation. Hansen
hung up the lamp, leaving it burning, and shrugged his wide shoulders into the
coat. The night had grown colder and his breath was starting to steam. And it
was darker; one by one, the street lamps had been allowed to go out. Hansen was
tired. It had been a long day, and the damp of these northern forests made his
crippled leg ache abominably. His limp, as he made his way back to Main Street,
was about as bad as it got.
Main Street was quieter. With the hour so late, the
stores were all closed and in darkness, and the wagons and pack mules were gone.
Only the saloon was still busy, a long row of tethered horses waiting patiently
at the rail outside. Hansen considered a night-cap, and then decided against it.
He still had to find his way to the back-street boarding house where he had
managed to hire a room. He took a lame step in that direction, then stopped, a
frown marring his handsome face. Something had caught his attention; a man had
come out of the saloon and was heading across the street.
There was nothing unusual in that, of course. He was a
man who’d had enough to drink and was heading home to his bed. But he was in
one hell of a hurry, and there was something about the way he moved… Hansen
abruptly changed his own plans and direction. Despite the lame leg, he could put
on a turn of speed when he had to, and that’s what he did right now.
Rounding the corner, he saw the fugitive figure
disappear into the mouth of a gloomy alley. Hansen followed, slowing his step.
The alley was very dark, and he sensed danger. His quarry was there. He had
lifted the stirrup and was tightening the cinches of a dark, ill-made gelding.
Hansen hesitated, but he was sure. He knew this man; he knew him very well
indeed. Still, he was careful. He knew the risk he was running. He moved very
slowly, making sure that the light from the street still fell on the side of his
face. Hooking his thumbs on the edge of his belt, he said, very softly,
"Adam Cartwright? They told me you were
dead."
Adam spun on his heel, dropping into a gunman’s
crouch as he turned. As if by magic, his big, black Colt appeared in his hand,
and Hansen heard the distinctive, double click of the hammer going all the way
back. Hansen had always wondered at just how fast Adam was with that gun; there
was only one man he knew who could beat him, and that was himself. He was glad
that they were the best of friends, or, in all probability, both of them would
be dead.
A shard of vagrant light reflected from the cold, dark
metal. Hansen saw Adam’s chest rise as he drew a long breath. A strange
menagerie of emotions flowed over his face: fear, hatred and anger among them.
Hansen waited them out and then smiled his winning smile.
"I knew it was you the moment I saw you. There’s
no other man in the world with that same, hip-sore lurch in his walk." He
looked at the gun, still held rock-steady, aimed at his middle. "Are you
going to use that thing or you going to put it away?"
Adam sighed and straightened slowly out of the crouch.
The gun lowered. "Brett Hansen. What in hell are you doing here?"
Hansen kept smiling. He maintained his casual, hip-shot
stance, a position he knew his friend found familiar. He could tell that Adam
was wound up tight as a spring; he was right on the edge of precipitate action.
Hansen didn’t want to push him over. Out of control, Adam Cartwright would be
a very dangerous man. He said, carefully, "I could ask you the self-same
thing. I heard the Shoshoni took you - probably killed you. I came to find out
if it was true."
Adam hesitated, then responded shortly, "I was
taken." He eased back the hammer and slid the Colt back into his holster.
Turning again to the horse, he fiddled some more with the harness; he looked
like he was planning a long, hard ride. His back was stiff with tension. His
whole attitude spoke of scarcely contained rage.
Hansen took a step closer, moving around so that he
could see Adam’s face. He looked his friend over, top to toe. Beneath the worn
and dirty clothing, hardly his usual garb, Adam’s powerful frame was lean to
the point of emaciation, but corded with muscle and sinew - evidence of
relentless hard work on a barely adequate diet. It was Adam’s face to be sure,
but not the face of the laughing young rake that had taken New England by storm,
not that of the suave lady’s-man of Sacramento City and San Francisco, or even
the charming but hard-headed business man who could trade a horse for a barrel
of nails and get the best of the bargain. Thin and sharply angled, pale beneath
a deep, golden tan, the familiar features were drawn and etched with pain.
It was the eyes that trapped the attention. Hansen knew
them to be a dark, tawny gold, eyes capable of expressing profound emotion: the
windows to Adam Cartwright’s soul. Now, they were sunk deep in their sockets
and filled to the brim with fear.
Quietly, so as not to spook him, Hansen asked,
"Then what are you doing here?"
Still busy with the saddle, Adam didn’t look at him.
"They sent me to lead the army into a trap, but I can’t do it, Brett.
They’ll all be killed."
"I hear the army has been reinforced: nearly a
hundred extra men."
Adam’s hands stilled, and, now, he looked at Hansen.
The sunken eyes were haunted. He was angry and scared and uncertain. The muscles
worked in his jaw. "Then the Shoshoni will be killed."
Hansen stepped closer. He could feel the fierce energy
boiling off Adam’s body, blasting through his clothes in waves of radiant
heat. "I don’t understand you, Adam. Which side are you on?"
Adam stared at him for an endless moment of time while
he thought about it. Very slightly, he shook his head. "Lord help me,
Brett; I’m damned if I know."
Snatching his rein from the hitching rail, he swung
himself into the saddle. Cruelly, he pulled the black’s head around. Stepping
back quickly, Hansen got out of the way.
"Where do you think you’re going?"
Lips parted, eyes bright, Adam looked down at him from
the back of the dancing horse. "I have to save my brother!"
Kicking hard, Adam let the reins slip through his
fingers and the gelding leapt away: a standing start to a flat-bellied run in a
single, lop-sided stride.
"Adam – Adam!" Hansen yelled after him,
limping into the street. "Your Pa and your brother are here!"
Above the drumming of the horse’s hooves and the
thunder of the heart in his chest, Adam couldn’t have heard him. He didn’t
turn back. Hansen could do nothing else but watch him ride away.
*******
Ben Cartwright sat down on the edge of the narrow,
slat-sprung bed and tugged off his boots. His body language and his facial
expression spoke whole volumes of what he thought of the accommodation. It
seemed that being wealthy and influential in Western Utah was one thing, while
in north eastern California it amounted to not very much at all. To give
enterprise its’ due, the hotel had come up with a roof and a bed. With the
sudden influx of refugees into town, it had been quite overrun with customers,
and all of the guestrooms were filled. The best that they had been able to
offer, as a special concession to a much-valued client, they said, was this
hastily converted storeroom at the back.
It resembled a gaol cell more than a bedroom, with a
door in place of the bars. There was a single small window – set too high up
in the wall for even a tall man to look through – and not enough floor space
for even a table or chair. Just the two, small beds had been squeezed inside,
one against either wall. A jug and a basin perched on a stool in between them,
and a lantern hung on the wall. The price for all this excessive luxury was a
princely dollar a day.
Hoss sat down on the other bed, knee to knee with his
father. Both men would rather have paced up and down and avoided the need to
look directly into each other’s eyes, but there simply wasn’t the room. They
knew very well that there were one or two things that they had to get sorted out
between them, if only to clear the air. Hoss clasped his big hands together
between his knees and stared at them, a scowl on his face.
"Pa, I hope you’re not still mad at me for not
backing you up when you wanted ta go chasin’ in ta the desert after that Injun
raidin’ party."
Ben dropped the second boot on the floor with a
clatter. He shot his son a dark glance from beneath lowered brows and proceeded
to massage the toes of his stockinged foot. "No, son," he said with a
sigh. "I’m not still mad at you. ‘Though I was for a while there."
"Well, I’m sure glad about that." Hoss
entwined his fingers and made them into a cat’s cradle. "That you ain’t
still mad, I mean."
Lowering his foot to the floor, Ben assumed a position
similar to that of his son, elbows on thighs, hands clasped together. "I
feel I owe you an apology, Hoss. No, I mean it!" He held up his hand as
Hoss started to protest. "I think I’ve treated you rather badly over all
this. I just can’t bring myself to believe that your brothers are –
gone." Even now, he couldn’t bring himself to say the fatal word.
"Not like this; not simply vanished into thin air and not ever coming back.
It’s just too much – too much to bear." His deep voice cracked, and he
had to blink back a tear.
"I know what you mean, Pa, really I do." His
eyes still lowered, Hoss’s face crumpled a little more. "But I reckon we
just gotta face facts."
Ben couldn’t help himself. "And what facts are
those?" The angry bite was back in his voice, and he instantly regretted
it.
Hoss shifted uncomfortably on the bed. "Pa, I
reckon you an’ I gotta decide what we’re gonna do next."
"Now that Adam’s friend is here…" Ben
brightened perceptibly.
Hoss knew what his father was going to say. "It
just ain’t gonna do no good, Pa!" His cry was anguished. "Two men or
three men ain’t gonna make no difference! If we run in ta that Shoshoni war
party, every one of us ’ll end up dead!"
Ben stood up and turned, trying to pace. There wasn’t
the space for it, so he turned again, feeling foolish. He tucked his hands into
his front pants pockets. He tried to be reasonable, to think clearly, but his
emotions kept getting in the way. He knew how Hoss must have been feeling. It
was hard for a man to be pulled in different directions by different kinds of
right. It was time for the big man to have his say. "So what are you
proposing."
Hoss’s shoulders lifted in a heaving shrug. "I
guess I think we ought ta go home."
"Go home." Ben echoed, bleakly. He thought
about it and for a long time silence lay between them. Home without Adam and
Little Joe wouldn’t be home at all, just a house filled with memories and the
echoes of laughter, whispers of words spoken in jest and in anger, shimmering
ripples in the fabric of time. He wondered if he could live with it. He supposed
that he had to. He sighed and sat down again, finally resigned. "Yes, I
suppose you’re right. I guess we’d better go home. We’ll leave first thing
in the morning."
The decision made, there didn’t seem anything left to
be said. Both men sat with the light of the oil lamp bathing the backs of their
bowed heads. Each was so lost in his own, deep, dark thoughts that neither
reacted when the hammering came at their door. Only when the noise was repeated
did Ben get up and slip back the latch. He was surprised to find Brett Hansen on
the threshold, his hat in his hand and a very curious look on his face.
Ben remembered his manners and stepped aside.
"Mister Hansen, come in. You’re up and about very late."
"Just my usual habit." Hansen smiled
crookedly. "I’m sorry if I’ve disturbed you." He looked around at
the confined space. "It took me a while to track you down."
Hoss stood up and shook his hand. With three, big men
inside, the tiny room became even smaller. Hansen stood awkwardly between Ben
and his son.
"I’m sorry we can’t offer you anything in the
way of hospitality," Ben told him, ever mindful of his duties as host.
"As you can see our quarters are somewhat restricted. I’m glad that
you’ve come by. I have to tell you that Hoss and I have decided to start for
home in the morning."
"Mister Cartwright," Hansen said quietly,
"I’ve just seen Adam."
Ben simply stared at him, stunned, not comprehending.
It was Hoss who recovered first. "Did I hear you right? Did you say that
you seen Adam?"
Hansen was smiling. "I’ve seen him all right. I
spoke to him. Hell, I even smelled him. I’m telling you, he’s alive, and so
is his brother."
Abruptly, Ben sat down on the bed. "Adam and Joe
are alive?" It seemed ironic that when he had given up hope and was at his
moment of deepest despair, fate sent a ray of sunlight shafting into the gloom.
He looked up at Hansen, his eyes bright with tears. "My sons? Where are my
sons?" He made to get up, to start for the door in his stockings. Hansen
held up his hand.
"He’s gone – back to the Shoshoni camp to
rescue his brother."
Ben ground his teeth while Hoss managed a laugh.
"Hey Pa, don’t that sound just like my big brother?"
Hansen told them the story as Adam had told it to him.
Then he looked from one to other, waiting while they digested the new
information. "Now tell me again what you’re going to do tomorrow."
It was Hoss who responded instantly, with a fierce
burst of determination. "We’re gonna find my brothers, an’ we’re
gonna get them out o’ there!"
"Hoss," Ben said with a deep, heartfelt sigh,
"we don’t even know where the Shoshoni encampment is."
Brett Hansen laughed out loud. "That’s not
likely to cause a problem. I could track that three legged pony Adam was riding
through the red-hot coals of hell and out the other side. I’ll lead you right
to him."
Despite his anxiety and the urge to get moving, Ben
insisted that everyone get two hour’s rest, each in a bed with his boots off.
None of them got a wink of sleep. By the time the first, exploratory tendrils of
dawn crept into the sky, all three men were up and dressed and out in Main
Street with their saddle horses and two, laden pack animals. It had occurred to
Ben that Adam and Joe would need horses to ride, and with Brett Hansen’s help
he had selected the packhorses accordingly. It would be the work of moment to
cut the bundles away and leave the two rescued men with serviceable animals to
ride.
It was cold and all the men were wearing their coats.
They were tense with expectation and anxious to be on their way. Hansen was
still insistent that he could follow Adam’s horse. "The mud’s still
very stiff up in those forests," he maintained, "and that black
gelding was throwing his hind leg out wide. By the time we hit the dry country,
and I can’t see the tracks any more, we’ll know for certain which way he’s
headed."
None of them were expecting an interruption, but they
got one anyway.
Hoss was tying the last of the bundles in place when he
saw the rider approaching. He touched Ben on the shoulder. "Hey, Pa,
ain’t that lieutenant Harwell comin’?"
Ben turned and looked. "It certainly is."
Harwell cantered his horse down the centre of Main
Street in the early, pre-dawn chill. He tightened his reins and stepped out of
the saddle as the gelding came to a stop. Ben went forward to meet him and
Harwell touched the brim of his hat. He nodded to Hansen and Hoss.
"I see you’re planning to leave, Mister
Cartwright." He cast an experienced eye over the patiently waiting horses.
"A private expedition?"
Ben answered, cautiously, "It’s no secret. I’m
going to look for my sons."
"And to find them, perhaps?" Harwell smiled a
knowing smile. "We had a visitor last night, over at the stockade: your
son, Adam Cartwright. He left detailed instructions of how to find the Indian
camp. The duty sergeant wrote them down. I know very well the place your son
mentioned: the place with a half-dead sentinel tree." His eyes danced from
one face to another, reading their expressions. He said, "We’re riding
out this morning with every man we can muster. We’re going to deal with those
savages once and for all. Major Granger sends his complements, sir, and asks if
you’d care to ride with us."
From the tone of his voice it wasn’t and invitation
they were expected to turn down. With meaningful looks as each other, the men
climbed into their saddles and rode alongside the lieutenant, heading out of
town.
Nine
With his hands bound tightly behind his back, Adam
could do nothing to save himself. Aminotek’s shove in the back sent him
sprawling into the dirt. Only by wrenching back his neck and twisting his head
to the side did he manage to avoid inflicting still more damaged on his already
bruised and battered face. Several braves, in passing, took the opportunity to
kick him while he was down.
He used the moment to take stock of his physical
condition. Nothing was broken – he was fairly certain of that, although he had
been beaten with sticks and rifle butts and kicked on so many occasions that
every inch of his body screamed with pain. His ribs were sore, and every breath
that he drew seared his lungs with raw, bright agony. His legs, when he was
allowed to use them to stand on without someone knocking him down, or to walk
without being dragged at the end of a rope, were relatively undamaged - but
then, Adam thought, in his present circumstances, everything was relative.
Except for the encircling bands of fire where rawhide bit into his wrists, he
couldn’t feel his hands at all. There was grit in his mouth and dust in his
eyes. Over his cheekbone, the long, deep gash had opened again for the umpteenth
time and was bleeding. He could feel the tickle of fresh blood flowing and see
carmine spots appearing, as if by magic, in the dirt just inches away from his
face. It crossed his mind, in a dry and distant quirk of humour, that the wound
would need stitches if it wasn’t to leave a nasty scar.
The fall had winded him, but he knew, from experience,
that it wouldn’t be wise to stay too long where he was. Moving warily, but
otherwise ignoring the pain from a dozen torn and twisted muscles, he gathered
himself and got his legs under him, raising himself to his knees.
In the circle of stones surrounding the council fire,
he was surrounded by silent, watchful faces: those of the war party who had
waited vainly for the column of soldiers to ride out of Prion to the
pre-arranged killing fields, and those who had remained behind. Contrary to what
most white men believed, the Indian faces were not without expression: far from
it. Adam had learned to read the shielded emotions that hid behind their eyes
and to hear, without the need for words, the feelings of anger that dictated
their rigid postures, the hatred and the contempt. He couldn’t find it in
himself to blame them. He felt the tension in the air, like a rogue summer storm
come down from the foothills: dry-lightening fit to strike down at a man out of
a clear, blue sky and leave nothing behind but burned bones and his boots. Most
of the faces, he recognized; some of the men, he knew. He tried to face up to
them squarely, but his eyes kept sliding away.
Washatak ducked out of the shelter, a tall and imposing
figure. He wore feathers in his hair, and his face was daubed with war paint:
red and blue stripes on either cheek and a white chevron on his forehead. His
clothing was formal: a blue and white quilled breastplate over his buckskin
shirt; strings of jade and jet and amber beads hung about his neck and reflected
splinters of afternoon sunlight into Adam’s eyes. To Adam, confused by the
pain of the mistreatment he had endured, he was a darker blur against a copper
sky.
Washatak looked at Adam and then at Aminotek, over
Adam’s head. "Is the battle over? Why did you not send word?"
Expressively, Aminotek spat into the dust. "There
has been no battle. The white man betrayed us. He came back without the
soldiers!"
Washatak’s stern gaze fell on Adam, and it was a
heavy burden to bear. "I do not doubt the word of my cousin, white man.
What have you to say?"
Adam found it difficult to say anything at all. His
lips had been smashed against his teeth, and they were cut and bruised. His
mouth was dry and swollen; for more than twenty-four hours he had been denied
water. The heat and dehydration made it hard to concentrate on the words.
"There are many more soldiers in Prion than you thought. More than twice
your number. If you had fought with them, all of you would have been
killed."
Aminotek made an angry gesture. "The white man
takes us for fools! We have counted the numbers of the soldiers many
times."
Carefully, so as not to bruise his brain any more, Adam
shook his head. "That’s not right," he mumbled, his senses swimming.
"Army’s been reinforced. More men."
Snarling, Aminotek accused him, "Now he calls us
cowards!"
Washatak stared into Adam’s face. His eyes were
implacable, blank faced mirrors of darkness. "Why did you return?"
Adam’s chin dropped onto his chest. He struggled to
organize his thoughts into some coherent pattern, but, it seemed, his mind was
running slow. He’d had such a crystal-clear plan in his head. All he’d
needed to do was to ride to where the Shoshoni lay in ambush, explain to them
than an attack on the soldiers would be worse than useless: would be suicidal!
Then the braves would go north with the women and children, into the forests
where food was abundant and they could avoid contact with the white man for half
a generation or more. He’d wanted to explain to them how men of different
cultures could get along together if they would only talk to each other and each
would listen while the other man spoke. But they hadn’t heard him out.
Instead, they’d pulled him from the back of the horse and beaten him until he
was senseless. Confused by pain and injury, he didn’t understand where it had
all gone awry. Somehow, he still had to make them understand – lives depended
upon it: their lives and his life and Joe’s. But he was so weary, and it hurt
so much to think. In the end, he put his reasons onto their simplest form.
"I came back for my brother."
Aminotek sneered. He looked at the chief. "He is
our enemy as much as the blue coats. Have you not said that if the white man was
a traitor, then he would die?"
Washatak stood, arms folded, and gazed impassively at
the distant, desolate tree "I have said it."
Aminotek raised his rifle high in the air. "It was
I who saved this one’s life! Now I claim it!" Around him the mutterings
of general agreement rose to a roar as braves raised their voices in angry
shouts of acclaim.
Washatak said nothing. He continued to look away.
Aminotek jabbed at Adam with the butt of his rifle, hitting him in the face.
Adam reeled. He tasted his blood, hot and coppery in his mouth and wondered
vaguely how much new damage was done. Aminotek hit him again, hard on the side
of the head. The blow to the temple stunned him. Adam went down, and, this time,
he stayed there. The rifle butt lifted once more, this time for the killing
blow.
*******
A long line of soldiers, strung out through the hills,
with all their attendant mule trains and wagons could, of necessity, move only
slowly. While Ben appreciated the logistics of moving so many men over such a
distance and such difficult terrain, and still maintaining something that
resembled a military formation, he found the snail’s-pace endlessly
frustrating. Something deep in his gut was driving him to hurry. Somewhere up
ahead on this very long trail, Joe and Adam were needed him. With a father’s
instinct, long sharpened and tested, he knew that the sand in their hourglass
was running low.
Looking back over the broad spread of his horse’s
rump, he could see the faces of the men riding behind him: men of experience,
men he could trust, men who knew exactly what they were doing - if only they got
there in time. He wished that he could feel as confident about all the men who
rode with him. Trailing along at the end of the line, was a little contingent of
civilians: Corrigan Argyle and his partner, Sefton McShea, and another half a
dozen or so others from Prion had tagged themselves on for the ride. Ben
didn’t know their motives or their reasons for coming, but just them being
there made him feel distinctly uneasy. He was experiencing that itch that Adam
sometimes mentioned, right in the middle of his back - and he didn’t know why.
Kicking the big bay hard in the ribs, he cantered on to
catch up with Hoss who was riding ahead with Hansen. One thing Ben was grateful
for, Hansen and Hoss had become firm friends in the two or three days since
they’d met: two men drawn together by their desire to find Adam and an
overwhelming affection for horses. They were deep in conversation, leaning out
of their saddles with their heads close together, when Ben pulled up beside Hoss.
His big son looked at him, his face screwing up into a frown, as he saw the
expression that still graced the older man’s countenance.
"Hey, Pa, what you scowling at?"
"Scowling? I didn’t realise I was." Ben
made an effort to clear his face, but, despite it, the grim look remained.
Hoss glanced at Hansen who was watching the exchange
with fascination. Hoss merely waited. He knew if he left it a while then Ben
would say more. They rode for in silence until Ben looked over his shoulder
again as that itch reasserted itself. When he turned back, the frown was still
there and as deeply entrenched as ever.
"I don’t know why Granger let those men ride
along," he said in the end, fretfully.
"Argyle and McShea?" Hoss knew whom his
father was talking about: this was a conversation that they’d had before.
Hoss shifted uncomfortably in his saddle as if he too
had the Cartwright itch. "Guess there wasn’t a whole lot the Major could
do ‘bout it. ‘Sides, reckon it’s best ta have them fellas ridin’ up
alongside us. Wouldn’t want ‘em trailing two, three miles behind."
Brett Hansen, sitting tall on his silver-grey stallion,
agreed. "Hoss is right, Mister Cartwright. Whatever mischief they might be
up to, at least we can keep an eye on them: nip the trouble right in the
bud."
"Mischief?" Ben suppressed a shudder and the
urge to look back yet again. "I think it’s more than mischief they have
in mind. I never thought I’d say it about any man, but I’ve got a gut
feeling that those two, Argyle and McShea, are just plain evil."
Surprise appeared on Hoss Cartwright’s face. He shot
his father a rapid glance, then hastily looked away. Ben felt ashamed. He was a
pious and God-fearing man, and his sons were unaccustomed to hearing him utter
such sweeping condemnation. He couldn’t help himself; he couldn’t withdraw
the words. The past months had wrought changes in both of them that were hard to
understand. He sucked in a breath, squinting up at the sun and the sky,
estimating their rate of progress. "I just wish we could get there more
quickly."
"What worries me," Hansen said, unexpectedly,
"is what the Shoshoni will do when they see the army coming."
"Huh?" Hoss looked at him sudden alarm.
"What you gettin’ at, Brett?"
Hansen swivelled in his seat and surveyed the slowly snaking line of men and animals as it descended, at a snails-pace, out of the high country and into the dry lands that bordered on the desert. They were starting to kick up a fine cloud of dust. "Those Indians are going to see this column coming half a day’s travel away. They might just take it into their heads to murder Joe and Adam before we can get anywhere near them."
Ben pulled up his horse with a jerk on the reins that
made the gelding toss his head in protest. While it hadn’t occurred to him
before, now that it was spelled out in plain language the possibility was
blindingly obvious. His sons might be dead when he found them.
Hoss had seen it as well in a vision of blinding
clarity. "We gotta do somethin’ Pa!"
"I’m going to do something." Ben gathered
his reins. "I’m going to talk to that army Major."
"Hold hard, Mister Cartwright." Brett Hansen
nudged his stallion over until the horses stood close together. The three men
looked for all the world as if they were sitting at the side of the trail to let
the animals blow. With hooded eyes and carefully shuttered faces, they watched
as the soldiers plodded by. "It won’t do any good to talk to the
Major," Hansen went on, speaking quietly. "His hands are tied. He has
all the rules and regulations written down for him, and I don’t think he’s a
man to step over the line. Besides, how would you hide this many men?"
Ben looked around him at the long lines of soldiers,
the teams and the wagons, the mule train trailing behind. There was no way they
were about to sneak up on anyone let alone a band of wary and ever watchful
Shoshoni. "What do you suggest?"
"Well," Hansen scratched thoughtfully at his
stubbled chin. "One or two men could slip out quietly after the camp
settles down for the night. If they rode across the desert as fast as they
could, heading north an east, they might be able to sneak past the Indians and
grab Adam and Joe out from under their noses before the shooting show
starts."
Ben weighed up the risks. "We know more or less
where the Shoshoni encampment is. Adam made it plenty plain, a half-living
sentinel tree on the top of a hill. Should be visible for miles."
I reckon you an’ me could find that place easy
enough, Pa," Hoss said with determined reassurance. "We c’n get Adam
an’ Little Joe out o’ there. I jist know we can!"
Frowning, Ben glanced over at Hansen. "It a shame
you didn’t get to talk to Adam: find out what his plans were."
Hansen fiddled with the reins of his fancy bridle,
turning the plaited strands over and over in his square, work-hardened hands. He
avoided looking at Ben Cartwright’s face. "I got a good look at Adam’s
eyes, Mister Cartwright," he said, softly. He remembered the eyes. They had
been wild, almost insane. "To tell you the Lord’s honest truth, I don’t
reckon he was thinking too straight. He set out to rescue his brother, but I
don’t imagine he was any too clear in his mind about the way he was going do
it."
Ben’s frown deepened. "All the more reason to
get the two of them out of there as quickly as we can." He looked at
Hansen. "What will you do?"
A lazy smile split Brett Hansen’s face. "I guess
I’ll ride along with these pony-soldiers. See if I can’t arrange for them to
be there in time to do you gentlemen some good when you need it."
Resolutely, Ben pulled himself straight in the saddle.
"That’s settled then. That’s what we’ll do. Hoss and I will leave as
soon as there’s moonlight enough to light the way."
*******
"Stop!" Kalikasi leapt into the circle.
The medicine chief was half unclothed. He wore only a
buckskin loincloth and a coil of brilliantly striped fabric wound around his
hips. His horned head-dress was set on his head and there were soft leather
boots on his feet. Black hair tightly braided and his face devoid of paint, his
torso was completely hairless and slick with sweat; it glowed red-gold in the
increasingly reddish light of the sun. There were strings of bright beads about
his neck and scarlet feathers in a bunch at his waist. Strips of leather about
each knee were adorned with hollow seed heads that rattled with each shuffling
step. In his hand he carried a totem stick, carved with the emblem of coyote,
anointed with oils and deeply endowed with magic: the potent symbol of his
office.
Chanting in a sing-song voice, he made a slow circuit,
arm outstretched, his fingers pointed at every face. Deferring, albeit
reluctantly, to his authority, the braves gave way before him; even Aminotek,
his face a mask of incandescent rage, stepped back. An open space appeared
around Adam’s prone body.
Arms folded across his chest, Washatak waited with
patience until the chant was ended. "What do you say to me, Brother?"
Kalikasi turned his head quickly, and, more slowly, his
body followed. His face was alive with raw emotion; his eyes burned bright with
an inner fire. "I am the Puhagan," he announced, "I am
possessed of the power. I have fasted. I have bathed in the sacred water. I have
purified my body and my soul." Turning again, he went ‘round the circle.
He made contact with every man’s eye. Each one, in turn, looked away. He held
out the totem stick so that all of them knew his authority. "I have burned
my blood in the flame of a new kindled fire and watched the drift of the smoke
through the stars. I have sprinkled the ashes on a bowl of still water."
"And what have these things shown you?"
Washatak asked. Alone of all the warriors, he seemed unimpressed by the medicine
chief’s display of his power.
Kalikasi spun again, fur and feathers flying. "The
spirits have whispered into the silence," he said with a sibilant hiss. I
have heard the echoes of the past, seen the shadows of what is to come. I have
seen fires consuming empty lodges. I have heard the wails of women and children.
I have smelled the death of Shoshoni men carried on the evening wind. This
one…" He pointed down at Adam. "has betrayed the trust of my brother
and of the people."
At his feet, Adam stirred. He was fighting back against
the black tide of unconsciousness that threatened to sweep him away. Seeing him
move, Aminotek gestured angrily with the gun.
"Then tell me, Wise One," he said with
contempt, "why this one should not die now."
Kalikasi looked at him with grim satisfaction. "He
will die, cousin, but this death comes too easily. Our chieftain has said that
first, he shall witness the death of his brother."
A murmur of comment ran through the assembled Shoshoni.
Dark heads nodded agreement, approval.
Adam, half aware, half hearing what was said and only
half understanding, tried to object - tried one more time to make them listen.
He had to make them understand that the army was coming, that the soldiers would
be following him, that the Shoshoni had to get away. It was the reason he had
come back, that, and to save his brother. Something wasn’t working right; his
mouth was unconnected to his brain, and the words came out in a jumble.
Squinting against the glare of the sky, he made out Kalikasi’s face.
Struggling desperately to maintain that fragile grip on his senses, he blinked,
groggily. Unwisely, perhaps, he shook his head in an effort to clear it. The
men, the faces, the world itself progressed around him in a slow and stately
dance.
Leaning down from a towering height, the medicine chief
took his head by the hair, lifting it cruelly and turning it so that he could
look directly into Adam’s face. Adam mumbled something incoherent. Kalikasi
smiled. "Do not thank me, white man. Tonight, when the moon rides over the
desert, you will die a thousand times."
Ignoring Adam as if he had already ceased to exist,
Washatak issued several, curt orders before he turned away. All Adam saw of him
were the fringed legs of his trousers as he stalked away. He tried to call out
to him, to plead, to beg if he had to, at least for Little Joe’s life. Despite
the clamour that raged in his head, his voice emerged as a croak.
Two big braves lifted him onto his feet. Unable to
stand unaided, unable to walk, the most he could do was stumble between them
through a village rapidly filling with twilight. He was aware, in an unreal
manner, of the faces that watched as he was led away. There was harsh accusation
in all of their eyes. Half of him felt the need to explain, to tell them it
wasn’t the way that it seemed; the other part, so tired and full of pain,
didn’t care any more.
There were far fewer people than he remembered. No
children called, and no dogs barked. Where he recalled shelters, there was
nothing but discarded sticks and tumbled stone. Perhaps, he decided, with all
the punishment he had taken, he was remembering wrong.
This evening, no Devil’s Breath wind blew in from the
desert; everything was quiet and abnormally still. As the sun set behind the
western mountains, the sky turned from gold into silver, silhouetting the
half-living tree on the hill.
Tripping, Adam would have fallen without the man on
either side. They dragged him the rest of the way on the toes of his boots and
dumped him, without ceremony, on the ground inside an all-too-familiar shelter.
"Adam!" Joe threw his crutch away and crossed
the shelter in two limping strides.
Adam’s long hair had broken loose from its bindings
and was lying in wild disarray. Crouching, Joe clawed the dark strands away from
his face. "Adam." Joe’s voice broke. He brushed his brother’s
swollen and discoloured features with the tips of his fingers, as if his touch
might somehow heal the lacerations and take away the pain. "Adam, what have
they done to you?"
To his surprise, Adam answered: something profound
about having the hell beaten out of him. Looking at him, Joe had to agree about
that. It was just like the Adam he knew to fight his way back from the dead.
Through sudden tears, he managed to smile.
Adam flinched away from his brother’s touch, then
rolled his head. He struggled to focus recalcitrant eyes on Joe’s face.
"Joe? You got any water?"
"Huh? Sure thing, sure thing!" Stretching
out, Joe reached across the floor and hooked the canteen by its plaited strap,
pulling it to him. It was less than half full. The contents sloshed emptily as
he lifted it to Adam’s crushed lips.
Adam drank and coughed and paused to catch his breath,
and then he drank again. Joe helped him hold up his head. The water, warm and
stale after spending all day in the heat of the shelter, lay like a cool pool in
his belly. It revived him amazingly. He rolled on his side. His senses were
still reeling. Lit by the tiny flame, the shelter and its contents revolved
slowly but started to settle down. "Help me sit up, Joe. Get me out o’
this, will you?"
Joe realized that his brother was bound. Supporting his
head against his chest, he struggled with the rawhide that tied Adam’s wrists.
The thin, leather strips had been applied wet, and had tightened as they had
dried. Adam’s hand’s were dark-blue and bloated with congested blood. Joe
worked at the knots, tearing his nails in the process, until he got them to
loosen. Adam sat up and flexed his fingers. The joints moved stiffly, and they
hurt like the devil, but, as fresh blood flushed through them, their colour
changed quickly from black, to blue, to a fiery red. Joe soaked a cloth in water
and dabbed at his brother’s face.
"Ouch!" Adam winced. Taking the cloth, he
applied it himself to his various cuts and abrasions.
Joe sat back and studied his brother, rubbing at the
ache in his own leg as he did so. "Y’know Adam," he said with a
glint in his eye, "ain’t gonna be no use you chasin’ them gals fer a
while. Lookin’ like that, you’ll scare ‘em half way ta death."
Adam tried to smile but it came out a grimace. His
laughter was forced, hollow, laced with his pain. A bead of blood appeared on
his lip, and Adam dabbed at it with the cloth.
"They told me where you went," Joe said, his
voice low and level. "And they told me what you went to do. I didn’t
believe it."
Adam met his eyes evenly. "Go on not believing,
little brother. I couldn’t go through with it."
"I knew you couldn’t." Joe grinned, but his
eyes were afraid. "What you come back for? Why didn’t you just keep on
going? You could have gotten clean away."
Adam gave vent to a deep, throaty chuckle. This time,
it sounded normal, just like the Adam that Joe knew so well. "I guess I had
some unfinished business ta take care of back here."
Joe’s face coloured. Now he was embarrassed and angry
and pleased all at once. "You shouldn’t have come back for me. Y’know
that? Now we’re both in this same awful fix."
Adam smiled ruefully and fingered his jaw. "You
could be right about that. I thought they’d listen to me: at least hear what I
had to say. But white men or red men, they only hear what they want to hear.
Reckon I’ve made a real mess o’ things."
Swallowing hard, Joe choked back the lump that formed
in his throat. "I’m real’ glad you came back for me, Adam, but you
shouldn’t have done it."
Adam’s smile died. "Don’t thank me too soon.
They’re planning to shave the hides of both of us before morning."
Joe simply stared at him. His chest heaved as he
absorbed the full horror of what his brother had said. "You mean we’re
gonna die?"
"I wouldn’t expect to live through it."
Adam said soberly. He dabbed at his face again and inspected the resulting
stains on the cloth. Satisfied that the bleeding had stopped, he put the rag
aside. "I guess we have to get out of here - tonight - right now. You up to
walkin’ that five miles?"
Joe rubbed at his leg; entirely honest, he said,
"Hell, Adam, I doubt if I c’n manage fifty yards. How ‘bout you?"
Adam sighed. "I don’t reckon either of us have a
whole lot of choice."
He sought for, and found, an inner reserve: enough
strength, he hoped, to get the both of them out of there. Gathering himself, he
climbed stiffly onto his feet and probed his sore ribs with his fingers. At
least his hands were working again, and their colour had returned to normal. The
pain was receding, ‘though his wrists were still raw from the bite of the
rawhide. Looking around the inside of the shelter, he took a rapid inventory.
There wasn’t a great deal that they could carry away with them: the blanket,
the buffalo hide, the canteen, which was now almost empty. There was no food and
no weapons, and, somehow, they had to get out of the shelter. He had no doubt at
all that there were armed Shoshoni not too far away from that door. Moving very
gingerly, he began to make up their bundles.
*******
Limping slightly, and favouring a certain stiffness in
the small of his back, Major Sydney Granger came back from the wagon carrying a
box of cigars. As Hoss had once suspected, a long period of duty riding a chair
behind an office desk had left him unused to the back of a horse, and, now, he
was paying the price. Nevertheless, Granger was as tough as they came, the
veteran of a long and distinguished career. He was a man who liked his creature
comforts, but he also knew his duty, and he wasn’t about to allow a little
transient soreness to get in his way. Opening the lid of the box, he offered
cigars to his guests.
Ben Cartwright took one, cut the end with a silver
trimmer and leaned forward to puff it alight from the long match held for him by
lieutenant Harwell.
"Thank you, Major. That was a wonderful
meal." And the truth of it was, it had been. As Granger was fond of saying,
he ate from the same pot as the rest of the men, but the stew, while not exactly
a ‘Hop Sing special’, wasn’t bad. Eating from china bowls with spoons made
of silver had turned it into a gourmet feast for hungry men. There had been a
good brandy served in crystal goblets to wash it down, and now Havana cigars of
excellent quality completed the feast. Ben retreated, apparently contented,
behind a wall of smoke.
The cigar box passed on to Hoss. "No thank you,
Major, sir." The big man held up his hand. "Now if you got a little
chewin’ tobacco…"
Granger straightened up, easing his back. "I’m
sure lieutenant Harwell can oblige."
Harwell dutifully produced a pack and handed it over.
Granger lit a cigar of his own and returned his attention to the elder
Cartwright. "I’m glad you felt able to join me, Ben."
"It was good of you to ask us. I certainly
didn’t expect all this – out here." Ben gestured with his free hand at
the table, set with white linen, at which they had eaten: the dining-chairs, the
wine, the cigars. If he were honest, he was somewhat confused by it all. Granger
travelled with all the comforts of home conveyed in a wagon; rumour had it,
among the rank and file of the men, that he even slept in a bed. "I must
confess, I find it – rather surprising." Ben wondered, with one part of
his mind, if Adam and Joe had gotten enough to eat.
Granger chuckled and blew a perfect smoke ring. He
watched as it rose slowly, shivering, into the sky. "I see no reason at all
to live without the basic trappings of civilization, even in this back end of
the woods." He chuckled with good-humoured bon-homie.
Ben looked around him. It certainly did seem
incongruous, this elegant dining suit set down in the last stand of trees before
the infernal wilderness of the desert. "It’s always a pleasure to enjoy
civilized company, wherever you find it - which is why I wonder that you allowed
Corrigan Argyle and his cronies to ride along with us."
"Why I put a bounty on Indian scalps, you
mean?" Granger examined the glowing tip of his cigar. "Strategy, Ben.
Strategy. Feeling was running high in the town. Men wanted to play their part:
to help with what we were going to do. This way I have the volatile elements
riding with me where I can keep my eye on them; I can keep them under some sort
of control."
Privately, Ben was doubtful. "You really believe
those men will obey your orders?"
"It doesn’t really matter if they do or
not." Granger shrugged his shoulder. "As long as we wipe out this band
of renegade Shoshoni, just about anything goes."
Ben’s voice was like gravel. "At this point,
I’m only interested in rescuing my sons."
Granger gazed at him thoughtfully. "I understand
your position, Ben, and as an objective, that’s very noble indeed. If it’s
possible to get your boys out, then that’s what we’ll do, but you have to
see it from my point of view. The lives and the livelihoods of men and women
depend of us driving out this nest of renegades and making sure that they never
come back. I can’t endanger the success of this mission for the lives of any
two men."
Ben and Hoss exchanged troubled glances. Later, the
diner-party over, they walked back through the trees towards the army
encampment. The night was very dark, the moon not yet arisen. A band of glorious
silver stars arrayed themselves across a midnight-black sky. Below, in poor
imitation, the watch fires of the soldiers speckled the plain. Off to the left,
in amongst the trees, the long tethered rows of horses and mules shifted
restlessly at their ropes, disturbed by the drifting scent of smoke and the aura
of pre-battle tension in the air. The two men could feel it themselves, hear it
in the lowered tones of the conversations, see it in the stark, tense faces that
lifted to watch them as they passed. These were men prepared to fight and die
for what they believed in.
Without speaking, Ben touched Hoss on the shoulder.
Silently, the two of them stepped off the path into the total darkness beneath
the canopy of live-oak leaves. Both of them held their breath. No one had
noticed them going; the nightlife of the camp went on undisturbed. Men slept in
their bedrolls, feet to the fires. Men sat on their saddles, smoking and
talking, some of them playing cards. The sound of a mouth organ played very
quietly drifted through the encampment and then was quickly hushed. No one
looked in their direction. Ben touched Hoss’s arm again and they melted into
the darkness.
Brett Hansen had saddled four horses, the fittest and
freshest that he could find. He was waiting with them on the other side of the
trees. After ten or twelve minutes of stumbling about in absolute darkness,
stubbing their toes and stifling their curses, Ben and Hoss came across him. He
greeted them with his usual grin.
"Follow this fold in the land due north until
you’re out of sight of these army fires, then head east and angle away to the
north. That should put you right on track for that range of hills that Adam
mentioned." He pointed out the long straight furrow, ploughed by God’s
hand, in the earth.
Ben offered his hand. "I’d like to thank you,
Mister Hansen."
"Just give my best wishes to Adam. Tell him I’ll
catch up with him very soon."
"I’ll tell him."
They led the horses to the edge of the trees. Hansen
held up his hand for quiet. Not far away, two men were talking. A cigar butt
glowed briefly in the dark. The army had sentries all around the encampment.
These two had found a comfortable place to settle. They sat on a log with their
backs to the trees. One of them had a bottle, and they passed it back and forth.
Neither of them was drinking in earnest, just sipping judiciously to keep the
chill from their bones. They looked like they’d settled in for a long, cold
watch.
Hansen eased the leaves back into place. His bright
smile flashed in the darkness. From a deep, inner pocket he produced a pack of
red-backed pasteboards and mimed the motions of making a deal. Ben nodded his
understanding. Hansen handed him the reins of the horse he led and, silently,
slipped away.
A few minutes later, whistling, he strolled down the
path and greeted the sentries with a hearty "Halloo!"
The soldiers eyed him with suspicion. They got to their
feet and brought their rifles to the fore. Hansen smiled and spread his hands.
"Gentlemen, gentlemen, hold your fire. It’s only me, Brett Hansen, taking
my evening constitutional."
Before very long, he had them engaged in conversation.
They laughed at something he said, sotto-voice, and passed the bottle around.
Hansen produced his pack of cards and soon the three of them had a game going,
the log, a table between them.
Ben and Hoss Cartwright led the horses around them; the
dark bulk of the animals moved almost silently though the trees. Although the
going was difficult – the fold in the land was filled with brush and tumbled
debris – they stayed out of sight until they were well beyond the light of the
army fires. Then they swung into their saddles, each of them astride one horse,
with another on a long leading rein.. Ben looked around him and gathered his
reins. They were not far from the edge of the desert - a few miles of
scrub-brush and then the desolation began. The moon, full-faced and glorious,
was rising over the rim of the world; her radiance illuminated their way. Ben
pointed out their direction. "If you want to save you brothers’ lives,
ride like the wind!"
*******
A murmured conversation beyond the walls of the shelter
made Adam instantly alert to danger. He motioned Joe swiftly to silence, and,
with a speed the belied his injuries, he took up a position alongside the
doorway. The exchange of voices came again, this time louder, becoming heated as
someone argued a point. Adam failed to make out the words.
There was shuffling footfall just outside. Adam
stiffened and braced himself, a wary and battle-scarred predator prepared to do
battle. The flap pushed aside, and Willomenka ducked under it. In her arms, she
carried a large, fur-wrapped bundle. Startled, she shied away from his looming,
dark presence, then recoiled from the sight of his face. Adam relaxed, letting
the breath hiss out through his teeth. His first concern was for the woman. His
hand on her arm, he moved her into the centre of the shelter, away from the
door. "You shouldn’t have come here."
She looked at him with a strange expression: a mixture
of sorrow and fear and suspicion mingled together with something softer. "I
was told that you had returned. I had to see you one last time, Adam
Cartwright."
Adam breathed carefully in and out, lifting his mighty
chest. "I didn’t betray your people, Willow. You have to believe
me."
Willomenka’s eyes remained cold. "It no longer
matters what I believe. You were once a friend to me. I would not be happy to
watch you die." She un-slung a small water-skin from over her shoulder and
pushed her bundle into Adam’s hands. It was a full-sized robe made of rabbit
skins, carefully stitched together. Concealed within it soft, furry folds were
their gunbelts, his own and Joe’s, together with their guns and Adam’s Bowie
knife.
Willomenka cast a furtive glance towards the entrance.
"You must go quickly – both of you! The moon is rising. Already Kalikasi
is heating his knives in the fire. Soon he will come for you, and, then, there
will be no escape."
As if to underline her words, beyond the shelter, out
in the night, a drum began to beat: an ancient, primal rhythm that pulsed
through the darkness and chilled the blood.
Adam took her by the arm. None of this was working out
the way he had intended. "You have to leave as well: you and all your
people. What Kalikasi has seen in his visions might prove to be true. I left
instructions for the army, and I came back to warn you. They’ll be following
me here. If you don’t leave now, there’ll be no escape for any of you."
Willomenka gazed at him a long, wordless time,
searching his face for the truth. Finally she found it. Her hard eyes softened.
"The children and most of the women are already gone, northwards and west,
into the forests. Only the men remain to fight."
"All the better. The men can ride swiftly. They
can get away. There are many soldiers to ride out of Prion. A whole lot more
than Washatak thinks. If your braves try to fight the army, all will be
killed."
Silence filled the shelter, throbbing with the
drumbeat. The two of them, the man and the woman of different cultures,
struggled with each other’s concepts of honesty and trust.
"I will give my brother your words."
Willomenka said at last.
Adam’s mouth was dry. He was tempted to stay; he
felt, still, deep down inside that he could make the Shoshoni understand; he
could earn their respect with a display of raw courage, perhaps under torture,
and win back their friendship in the fullness of time. In a single moment he saw
himself as a go-between – an intermediary between the Indians and the white
settlers, working to win them a better life. There had to be a place for their
culture alongside that of the white man. Surely, in the world that his
father’s God had created, there was room enough for both.
And then there was the woman. He stood close enough to
feel the heat beating from her body; her heartbeat was the throb of the drum. If
he closed his eyes, the honeyed smell of her filled his head. Her flesh was firm
and infinitely inviting; he longed to draw her hard against him and taste, just
once, the sweetness of her lips. She had intelligence, charm and beauty and a
boundless measure of courage. He felt his need for her burn in his blood. Then
the fleeting moment was over; once again he was Adam Cartwright, dutiful son and
brother and, most of all, a white man. She belonged to her world, and he must
return, if he could, to his. He let his hand fall away.
Joe was looking from one to the other in complete
bewilderment. The entire exchange had been in Shoshoni and he hadn’t
understood a word. "Adam, what did she say?"
"She said we have to get out of here." Adam
passed him his gunbelt. "Put this on and get your stuff together. We’re
leaving – now!" He turned to Willomenka. "Washatak will know you
have done this."
"I know." She lifted her chin. "Do not
be concerned for me, Adam. He will be angry, but he will not harm me."
"You’re sure?"
"I am sure."
Adam resisted the urge to touch her again, afraid that
if he did, he might never let go. He looked at her face. "In another
world…" he said softly, wishing it could be.
Reaching up, Willomenka traced the line of his lips,
brushing them only lightly with her fingertips, careful not to hurt him. Then,
she spun away, and, with a quick step, she was gone. Adam stood and looked after
her. His mind echoed his words.
Adam exchanged the buffalo robe for the rabbit skins
– they were warmer and softer and lighter to carry – and he filled the
canteen and gave it to Joe. The tattered blanket and the water skin, he slung
over his own shoulder. That way, he figured, if they were separated, both would
have water and something to keep out the cold.
The Bowie knife slit through the hide at the back of
the shelter, and Adam stuck his head outside for a look. The night was dark but
tinged with silver as the full moon climbed into the sky. He could hear the
thrum of the single drum and many male voices murmuring a low, steady chant.
Whatever ceremony the Shoshoni had planned, the ritual was already well
underway. Closer by far, at the front of the shelter, he heard an intake of
breath and the soft creak of leather as someone shifted his weight. Clearly,
their guards were still in attendance.
He cut the hide further, all the way down, and stepped
through from the light to the dark. In a moment of time, Joe was beside him.
Liberation had been a long time in coming, and the younger man was anxious to be
on his way. Adam couldn’t blame him. After a great deal of deliberation, they
had decided to leave the much-hated crutch behind.
Adam straightened and peered cautiously around the side
of the shelter. There was only one brave in sight, his face turned away towards
the glow of the council fire. His arms folded, he carried a long-gun hugged
close to his chest. Adam would have given a lot for that rifle, but he didn’t
dare risk the noise of a scuffle. He knew that the guard would not be alone.
Touching Joe on the shoulder, he pointed the way to go.
They followed the escape route that Adam had mapped out
in his mind at least half a lifetime ago. Everything looked different in the
dark, and Joe was soon lost. Adam led the way. He moved silently down the hill,
skirted the village and kept well in the shadows. He knew that the horses were
always well guarded and took pains to stay well away from the valley where they
were kept.. As they slipped away into the desert, the drumbeat faded into
profound silence. Only the glow from the fire reminded them of the fate that
threatened, and that too, grew fainter.
The moon was two hours into the sky; they had covered a
mile and a half. Adam began to look over his shoulder. He knew their escape was
surely discovered. He also knew that they had to rest. It had become apparent,
very quickly, that privation had taken its toll. Repeated beatings had left Adam
stiff and sore and with residual pains in his back and his belly that hinted of
lingering injuries that he didn’t like to think about. Joe had tired quickly,
and his limp slowed them down. Gamely, he didn’t make any complaint. Adam set
his sights on a place up ahead where three rocks leaned together.
Joe slumped to the ground, his back to the rock. Adam
took a careful look ‘round, then lowered the water skin to the ground before
he joined him. For a time, only the rasp of their breathing filled the depths of
the silence.
"D’you think they’ll come after us?" Joe
asked, at last.
"They’ll come." Adam was sure of it. What
he couldn’t make out was why they hadn’t been overtaken already.
"They’ll kill us if they catch us." Joe
sounded young and very afraid.
Adam swept back in time a thousand years: the loft in
the barn on a hot summer’s day, Little Joe’s reed-thin voice piping out of
the hay at the back. "Don’t let Pa find me, Adam. He’ll kill me when he
knows what I done!" This time, it was harder to give reassurance.
"We’ve got guns, Joe we can fight." He
looked his brother in the eyes, his expression full of meaning. If it came to a
fight, both of them knew the sheer numbers against them would overwhelm them. To
save themselves from a long, painful death, each of them would have to save his
last bullet for himself. Joe nodded acceptance. He understood. Adam got up and
offered his hand. "Let’s get going."
Joe rubbed at the agony that burned in his leg.
"Don’t think I can. Don’t think I can walk any more."
Adam grabbed him by the arm and lifted him bodily onto
his feet. Now, he was angry; he heard his blood sing. "You think I came
back for you just to leave you behind?"
"Why did you come back?" Joe’s voice was
bitter. "You never did make it plain."
A long drawn-in breath cooled Adam’s temper.
"Remind me to explain it to you one day."
The moon-bright night grew steadily colder as the heat
of the land leeched into the sky. The men didn’t feel the chill. ‘Though
their breath puffed to steam in front of their faces, the heat of their
exertions was more than sufficient to keep them warm.
Adam’s back itched, dead-square centre, just below
the line of his shoulder blades. It was a sign he had learned to pay heed to a
very long time ago. Some sense finer than hearing or sight had picked up an
indication that they were being followed. Someone was trailing them, warily,
silently, gradually closing in. Looking back, he couldn’t see anything: only
the desert of shale, brush and stone, silvered white and velvet black beneath
the canopy of stars. He wasn’t surprised. Turning, he hurried to catch up with
Joe.
Adam stumbled. Something was wrong. He must have been
weaker than he’d imagined. He couldn’t see properly any more. Around him,
the moonlight was darkening, turning red, the colour of blood defused in water.
He wiped a hand across his eyes in an effort to clear his vision. Battered and
bruised as he already was, he couldn’t afford another fall.
"Hey, Adam, what’s happening?" Joe had
noticed it too.
Adam stopped and looked at the sky. A line was moving
over the face of the moon, as if someone unseen drew a curtain of fine, scarlet
silk across her glowing countenance.
Little Joe turned to him. "What is it?"
"It might just be our salvation." Adam let
out a long breath. "It’s a lunar eclipse."
"An eclipse? I though they only happened in day
time."
"It’s the Earth’s shadow moving across the
moon. Let’s hope the Shoshoni think it’s an omen. It might hold them up for
a while, give us time to find some cover."
They were being followed, they were sure of it now. The
sound had come clearly over the desert, the tinkle of metal scraping on stone.
An unlikely accident or a deliberate warning - Adam didn’t know.
Joe was exhausted; he couldn’t go on. Adam knew he
wasn’t in much better shape himself. He pulled up by some rocks. "Joe,
you rest here a while."
Joe simply stared at him, mouth open, gasping for
breath. His face was pale in the crimson light. "It that a good idea?"
Adam put down his pack. "There’s someone in back
of us. Just one man, I think."
Joe pulled out his gun, his bright eyes searching the
darkness. Adam put out a hand. "Put that thing away, will you? One
shot’ll have the whole Shoshoni nation boiling down on our necks. I’ll go
back and see to it. You wait for me here."
He slipped down the trail with silent, rapid steps. The
route he had chosen, such a long time ago, lay right through this valley of
tumbled stone, heading for higher country studded with trees. A hellfire furnace
in the heat of the day, by night it was a place of distorted distances, twisted
rock formations and inky black shadows. The eclipse made it darker than ever
before.
The trail that they followed was natural, or made so
long ago that its makers were forgotten by all but the wind. There were lots of
dark hiding places along the way. Adam slipped into shadow and waited.
A whisper of sound, not so much as a footfall, just the
faintest movement of air, warned him that the hunter was coming. A figure moved
by, so smoothly and lightly that he seemed to glide over the ground: a dark form
in the deeper darkness, tall and lithe in feathers and fur, a glint of red light
on polished, bronzed skin. Adam recognized Kalikasi. He should have known. The
medicine chief, alone, had intimate knowledge of the stars in their courses; he
would have known about the eclipse, might even have planned to use it in his
ceremony of death. Thwarted, he had come after them, apparently alone.
The Indian’s attention was centred on Joe, clearly
visible at the turn of the trail. Apparently dozing, his exhaustion had over
taken him. Unknowing, he was the bait in Adam’s trap.
Stalking the stalker, more silent than the Shoshoni
himself, Adam crept closer. Kalikasi hesitated – had he heard? Adam could see
him plainly now. He had taken off his beads and bells and his horned head-dress.
He wore just the loincloth and the soft leather boots. The war paint was smeared
in the sweat on his face. In his hand he carried a stone tomahawk.
He took a step, hesitated. His own sixth sense was
prickling. The time for stealth was over. Adam moved swiftly out of the
concealing shadows. Kalikasi spun round, the tomahawk rising in his hand. A
savage snarl contorted his painted face.
Adam crouched. He came in fast and low. The Bowie knife
moved in an easy, upward arc. Of its own volition, with just the least impulsion
from Adam’s hand, it slipped between the lowest ribs, still angled upwards,
and cut through the heart. Kalikasi stiffened, struggled briefly. Blood, hot and
black in the blood red moonlight, gouted from the hideous wound and smothered
them both. It had the smell of hot iron, like steam from a blacksmith’s forge.
The medicine chief relaxed, very slowly, and died in Adam’s arms.
Adam lowered the body onto the ground and crouched over
it. He listened: his eyes, ever watchful, caught the bloody light while his
breath steadied to a normal rhythm. Nothing untoward disturbed the peace of the
night. Joe came limping up. The rasp of his breathing was loud – it helped
restore Adam’s sense of reality. He looked down at the dead man. Kalikasi’s
eyes were open, reflecting back the blackness of the sky. Beneath him, an inky
stain soaked into the soil.
Ben and Hoss rode over the ridge and sat, just below
the skyline, to let their horses blow. The lunar eclipse was all but over, and
with it, their nightmare ride through the desert. They had found the hills, any
number of them, but not the Shoshoni village.
Hoss pushed his tall hat to the back of his head.
"Y’know, Pa, I reckon we missed that sentinel tree some place in the
dark. Reckon we rode right on by it."
Ben frowned, deepening the lines of weariness etched
into his face. Reluctant though he was, he had to admit it. "Could be that
we did."
Below them, a stony valley between the dry hills was
flooding with fresh, new moonlight. Hoss sighed. "Supposin’ we take a
swing ta the south and then…" He stopped, staring. Sitting forward in the
saddle, he leaned over his horse’s neck and screwed up his eyes. "Hey,
Pa, lookee there!" He raised his hand and pointed his finger.
Two black motes crawled through a monotone landscape.
Hoss looked at his father. "D’you
reckon..?" He didn’t dare hope.
Ben stared, not really believing, and then with a
dawning certainty. A smile split his face. "I surely do!" He kicked
his horse into motion.
Hoss took off his hat and waved it above his head.
"Hey, there! Hey, Adam! Hey, Little Joe! Yahoo!"
Down in the valley, the shouts seemed to echo. Adam,
with Joe’s weight slung by an arm from his shoulder, was confused. He heard
the whoop and the holler but couldn’t fix the direction. He thought it was the
Shoshoni. Setting Joe down on a rock, he turned to face the attack.
"Hey, Adam! Adam!"
He knew the voice, and he knew the bulk of the men
riding towards him, trailing spare horses. They were achingly familiar.
"Pa?"
Ben all but fell from the saddle.
There was a time of fervent reunion: backslaps and hugs
and handshakes galore. Faces smiled until face muscles ached. Ben took a good
long look at his sons. They both looked thin and sick. Joe walked with a savage
limp, and Adam’s face needed stitching. It took some time to reassure them
that the blood soaking Adam’s tattered shirt was not his own. At last, Ben
slapped them both on the shoulder. "Come on, boys. Let’s get you home to
a doctor."
Adam looked at him. His eyes were shadowed with
concern. "Just one problem, Pa. There’s the best part of fifty Shoshoni
warriors right over that hill. I killed their medicine man. They might not be
happy to let me go."
Ben didn’t get time to consider. Hoss tapped him
urgently on the arm. "Looks like we got company." A barrage of shots
followed his words, reverberating ‘round the valley. The Cartwright’s four
horses threw up their heads and bolted. "Dad-burn-it!" Hoss let rip
with an oath. "There goes our transport home."
Ben took stock of the situation. Looking about him, he
found nowhere to hide, no defensible position. "Come on, boys, up the hill.
Let’s get into some cover." Their momentary confusion over, they started
off in a shambling run.
It was a narrow path that went up through the rocks;
just one man at a time could climb it. Joe went first, limping heavily but with
a remarkable turn of speed. Fear of recapture, torture and death added wings to
the heels of the young man’s feet. Hoss went after him, huffing and puffing,
lurching like a grizzly bear, prepared to give Joe a push should he need it.
Ben looked at his eldest son’s face. "Are you
all right, son?"
Despite his bruises, Adam managed a grin. "All
right, Pa. You go ahead."
Ben hesitated. Something tickled his intuition. A
moment’s doubt flickered on his face, but there wasn’t the time to argue.
The Shoshoni were streaming up the valley in a tide of painted bodies. He
started up the path, following Hoss.
Adam drew deep on his inner reserve. A fresh burst of
adrenaline surged through his body; the fatigue poisons washed away. He felt
fine, if a little light headed, as if he could run forever and never slow down.
With a final look over his shoulder, he started to climb.
The pathway was steep, and it switched back and forth
among the rocks. Sometimes, it was barely a path at all. The Cartwrights climbed
it in single file; there was no other way. By the same token, the Shoshoni could
only follow one man at a time – until they found another way up.
Because of the twists and the turns on the trail, guns
were useless: bullets merely ricocheted from the rocks. Arrows were another
matter. Shot high in the air, they dropped from above onto the fleeing men: an
unholy rain of razor-tipped shafts.
At the rear of the group, Adam began to fall behind.
His legs faltered. For some reason he didn’t understand, they felt numb and
responded only sluggishly to the commands his brain gave them. Weaving wildly,
he stumbled and almost fell. He shed the blanket and the water skin, seeking to
lighten the load that he carried. It didn’t make any difference. His knees
weakened His eyes lost their focus. He started to fall. Something hit him hard
in the back.
There was intermittent gunfire from below and a fresh
scatter of arrows falling as the Shoshoni came within range. The braves were
coming after them, swarming up the hillside by a dozen different paths. Ben
urged his sons to hurry. Looking back, he saw his first-born fall.
Adam landed face down in the dirt and didn’t move.
Obscene in the moonlight, the white, feathered shaft of a Shoshoni arrow jutted
out of his back.
Ben started back, then stopped, horror on his face.
Looking back over his shoulder, Hoss saw what had
happened. "Adam!" He came back down the path "I’ll get him,
Pa!"
Ben put himself in the way. "You can’t go down
there!"
"But, Pa! That’s Adam! Get out of my way!"
Ben looked at his fallen son; considered the angle of
the arrow. It was the hardest decision he had ever made. "There’s nothing
you can do for your brother."
Still, Hoss tried to get by him. Ben wouldn’t let him
go. "If you go back, you’ll be killed as well. Do you think I could bear
to lose both of you?" With the whole of his strength he manhandled Hoss up
the trail. By the time he looked back again, the place where Adam had fallen,
and his body were already out of sight.
Ten
The narrow entrance of the cave was merely a hole in
the hillside: an inauspicious opening half concealed by a jumble of shattered
stone. Stumbling in the darkness, confused and disorientated by the sudden and
tragic turn of events, the Cartwrights, the father and two of his sons, were
lucky to find it.
It was Hoss who had taken command. The big man’s face
had crumpled in on itself, but his jaw was set firm against the insupportable
grief that threatened to overwhelm him. The loss of his brother had stunned him.
He couldn’t believe that Adam had gone. As yet, the pain hadn’t started. He
was numb, unable to think about it clearly. He had taken his sorrow and his
anger and his memory of Adam falling, packaged them neatly and filed them away
in his mind. There would be time, perhaps, to deal with them later.
He sweated and strained to clear several large stones
from in front of the entrance. The hard, physical work helped clear his head.
With the air of a hunted and wounded animal going to ground, he shepherded Joe
and his father inside.
Revealed by the uncertain and transient light of a
match, the cave was the product of a one-time landslip. In shape, a rough-hewn
teardrop formed out of tumbled boulders and compacted dirt, there was a roughly
circular chamber and a short, narrowing passage at the rear. The sometime haunt
of scavenging animals, there was a scatter of bones on the floor and a foetid,
feral stench. The only natural light was a vagrant moonbeam that spilled in
through the door. Hoss checked the place quickly for rattlesnakes and found
nothing. For what it was worth, they had the place to themselves.
Ben sat on a rock that had once been a part of the
ceiling and stared at the floor at his feet. He was inconsolable. His eyes were
dark wells of despair, and he felt a hundred years old. Hoss returned from a
reconnoitre at the back of the cave and sat down beside him. "There ain’t
no other way out o’ here. Just the door we come in by." He looked at the
opening, delineated by a patch of pale sky. "I guess that could be a good
thing. At least them Injuns can only come at us one at a time."
Ben raised his head and gazed at him. He travelled
back, in his mind, from a place a long way away. "Indians?" he
inquired vaguely. He looked from Hoss to the entrance. "Yes. I suppose that
you’re right." The horror was still on his face. He pulled a long breath.
"I was thinking about Adam when he was a little boy…"
Hoss saw the black pit of despondency yawn open before
him. This was neither the time nor the place. "Pa…"
Ben was looking beyond him. "I’m the one to
blame. I knew he was right at the end of his strength. I should have done
something about it. If I’d made him go on ahead of me…" …then I’d
be the one that was dead. The unspoken sentence hung in the air between them.
"Pa, it ain’t no use you blamin’ yourself. You
know it was never no good arguin’ with Adam. With that smart mouth o’ his,
he always did get the last word."
Ben’s look was bleak. "He certainly has it this
time." He gave himself a firm mental shake. This wasn’t the frame of mind
that had buried three wives and brought him across a continent. "If we’re
going to put up any sort of a fight, we’d better get ourselves
organized."
It was cold in the cave but not as cold as it was
outside in the desert. Joe was the one who suffered the most. Seeing him shiver,
Ben insisted he wrap himself in the rabbit skin robe and try to get some rest.
Dry-eyed, still not quite comprehending the enormity of what had happened, Joe
complied. As he warmed, he became drowsy. Later he slept. Watching the pale,
pinched oval of his sleeping son’s face, Ben found the grace in his heart to
give thanks for the return of this one, precious gift.
They had one canteen of water - the one that Adam had
filled from the water skin and given to Joe to carry. The remainder of their
supplies, the dried rations in their saddlebags – enough for several days -
their rifles and ammunition, were gone with their stampeded horses. All they had
was a meagre handful of rounds for their handguns that Ben and Hoss happened to
have in their coat pockets. Ben estimated, conservatively, that when the
Shoshoni attacked in earnest, they would last about ten minutes.
The night wore on towards morning. Ben and Hoss took it
in turns to watch the narrow opening while the other man pretended to doze.
Once, Joe stirred in his restless sleep and half awoke, crying out sharply: sure
evidence that his dreams were salted with nightmare. Once, Hoss heard the scrape
of a stone outside. He tensed and held his breath, but no dark form appeared to
block the bright flow of moonlight.
At one point, Hoss inquired, thoughtfully, "It
that right, Pa, what they say? That Injuns don’t like ta attack folk at
night?"
"Not that I’d noticed." Ben said shortly
and ended the conversation.
In was inconceivable that the Shoshoni were unaware of
the cave, close as it was to their village. They had to know where the white men
were hidden. They had to be biding their time. Moonset heralded daybreak. Beyond
the stone portal, the silver sky became gold. Still the Shoshoni didn’t come.
Hoss found that the waiting got on his nerves.
"Why the heck don’t they attack?"
Ben wiped a hand across his mouth. They had decided to
ration the water, and, like the others, he was thirsty. "I guess they know
that they’ve got us pinned down."
"Well, I don’t like it." The big man’s
face took on a belligerent cast. "I’m goin’ out ta get me a look."
"Hoss!" Ben snatched at his sleeve, but Hoss
had already gone by him. All he could add was, "Be careful."
Hoss climbed into the opening. Morning, in the desert
was a beautiful, God-given thing. Every colour was clear. Every angle was
sharply defined. Long, dark shadows crept from every rock and crevice. The sky
was bright - blue turning to gold.
The sun was already above the horizon. His face was too
bright to look at, and Hoss could feel the heat of him drawing the sweat from
his skin. From where he sat at the mouth of the cave, he could see the head of
the trail and a narrow slice of the valley below. There was nothing moving,
nothing alive to be seen except for a yellow, black-eyed lizard warming himself
on a rock and, far away to the west, the soaring shape of an eagle searching the
ground with a bright, hunter’s eye. Hoss went back inside.
"I don’t see ‘em no place, Pa. Reckon
they’re hidin’ out in the rocks. A couple o’ men sitting in the mouth o’
the cave c’n pick ‘em off as pretty as you please as they come up the
trail." He tried to sound optimistic. He didn’t add that they had only
twenty-eight bullets between them. He didn’t have to.
Little Joe was awake now. He claimed to feel better
‘though he still looked pale and drawn. He insisted on playing a part. Turn
and turn about, throughout the morning, they sat in the mouth of the cave and
kept watch on the path. No one came up it. Nothing moved in the valley. No sound
broke the sunny silence except the creak and crackle of slowly heating rock. The
lizard was gone now, and the eagle, her hunting successful, had gone to her
rest. Just about at midday, when the sun was at its highest, Hoss stepped inside
to get a mouthful of water.
"I don’t get it. It don’t hardly seem like
there’s no one out there at all."
Ben was doubtful. "I don’t think we can afford
to take chances. You saw what happened to Adam…" He stopped short.
Neither of them needed to be reminded.
The words were not out of his mouth when Joe let out a
yell. "Somethin’s goin’ on out here!"
Ben and Hoss exchanged looks of alarm and scrambled for
the opening. Hoss beat his father to it, his big body getting in Ben’s way as
he squeezed outside. Ben scrambled out after him.
Joe had wriggled on his belly as far as the top of the
trail. Hoss got down on all fours and went after him, and Ben followed, rather
more sedately, behind.
There were horsemen down in the valley; small dark
figures rode back and forth in apparent disorganization. Their shouts carried
distantly to the Cartwrights, and there was sporadic gunfire: white puffs of
smoke rose suddenly and, seconds later, the sharp report echoed down the valley.
Ben slapped his sons on their backs. "Looks like we’re rescued, boys.
That’s Major Granger’s army!"
Brett Hansen was easy to find: a big man sitting tall
on a silver horse that blazed like a beacon in the sunlight. He saw the
Cartwrights, afoot in the valley, threading their way among the rocks as they
made their way towards him. He rode the horse over. With a smile on his face, he
stepped down beside them. Ben introduced him to Joe, and Hansen shook hands all
‘round.
The amenities over, Hansen said, "Sorry I was late
getting here. Guess my timing’s a little off. That lunar eclipse last night
kinda caught me out. So, what did you do with the Shoshoni?"
Ben stared at him. "Aren’t you fighting them
now?"
"Hell, no!" Hansen looked over his shoulder.
The troopers were milling about, whooping and firing their guns. "We picked
off two or three stragglers, old folks, I guess, left behind to put up some sort
of rear-guard action, but the village is empty; the Indians are gone. The Major
and the lieutenant are over there now trying to make sense of it. These troopers
are just shooting at shadows, letting off steam."
Ben looked at Hoss, who was equally bewildered.
"Then where are the Shoshoni? There were fifty of them here last night,
thicker’n fleas on a hound dog’s hide."
"I guess you must’ve frightened ‘em off,"
Hansen chuckled. "Adam always told his family were pretty good with their
guns." He looked all around him. "Bye the way, where is Adam?"
Hoss put a hand on his shoulder and looked far away.
"Brett, Adam didn’t make it."
Hansen found them some horses, and, together, they rode
over the shoulder of the hill to the Shoshoni encampment. Joe was amazed that
what had been such a very long way a few hours ago in the dark, was just a short
distance, and covered so quickly, on the back of an army-issue horse.
The soldiers were moving from shelter to shelter,
looting everything they could find that might be of value and setting fire to
the rest. Empty shelters were already aflame, and an acrid smell of burning
thickened the air. Ben came across Harwell halfway up the hill. The lieutenant
stood beside his horse and observed the systematic destruction of other men’s
homes with a small smile of satisfaction on his face. It was an expression Ben
didn’t much care for. The lieutenant turned as Ben stepped down from his
horse.
"Ah! Mister Cartwright, I’m glad you decided to
rejoin us. I think the Major would like a word with you."
Ben had the grace to look sheepish. He glared from
beneath his eyebrows. "I guess I have some explaining to do."
With Hansen, Hoss and Joe walking behind them, leading
the horses, they went up the hill.
Several of the fires were taking hold, now. A pall of
smoke hung over the encampment. The soldiers were laughing and feeding the
flames with anything they couldn’t carry away. Two men galloped by, whooping
and dragging the side of a shelter. The wickerwork panel banged and crashed and
broke into fragments. Another man, dressed in abandoned Shoshoni clothing,
danced a parody of an Indian war dance to the music of a mouth organ and riotous
applause from his friends. There was no doubt about it at all, Ben figured, the
army knew how to enjoy itself. He felt his stomach sicken with disgust.
The area around the council fire, the focal point of
the village, was a site of absolute devastation. The fire had burned right down
to cold ashes; the chieftain’s shelter lay in ruins. Two bodies lay sprawled
at the side of the clearing: the old men that Hansen had mentioned. They were
the final defenders who had remained behind to delay the army’s progress while
the rest of the tribe got away. Their arms and legs were spread akimbo in the
abandoned attitude of death. Another lay close to the council fire, within the
circle of stones. This one was wrapped up carefully in a buffalo robe, as if to
protect it from the encroaching cold. A furtive figure moved between them.
Harwell spoke a few words to the Major, who finally
turned to face Ben.
"Well, your methods are nothing if not unorthodox;
I have to give you that. Not at all by the book," Granger harrumphed.
"I’m not saying that I approve of what you did – but I’m glad you
saved one of your sons." He shook hands with Joe. "It’s a shame that
the savages got away. Looks like they just melted into the desert…"
Hansen listened to the continuing conversation with
only half an ear. Something was bothering him. He looked ‘round the clearing
with a growing sense of unease. The Shoshoni hadn’t been given a chance to
carry away their dead; that was understandable, but why had they left one
wrapped up in blankets? It didn’t strike Hansen as right.
Corrigan Argyle was making his rounds. The pickings
weren’t nearly as rich as he had envisioned, but with twenty dollars the price
for a hank of Indian hair, he wasn’t about to leave anything behind. Two fresh
trophies already hung from one hand; his broad bladed skinning knife was clasped
in the other. In a crouch, he moved from one corpse to the other, doing his
grizzly work.
Hansen watched him with an expression of undisguised
disgust. He had to admit, despite himself, the man was, at least, efficient: two
quick, clean strokes of the razor-edged blade and the trophies numbered three.
Argyle moved again to the last of the bodies, the one
that lay by the fire. He reached for a handful of the long, lank hair. Hansen
had a sudden flash of intuition. "Argyle! Stop!"
Argyle looked up from under his eyebrows. His eyes
glittered. His white teeth showed in a snarl. "You’re not going to stop
me, Hansen. This bounty’s mine!"
Hansen clenched his teeth. "Don’t be a fool! Why
do think that man’s all wound up in a blanket? That’s Adam Cartwright, and
he’s still alive!"
"Adam!" Ben started forward. Harwell grabbed
him and held him.
Argyle’s hand tightened. "Hair looks black
enough ta me."
Brett Hansen shot him. The ball smashed through his rib
cage and went out through his spine. Argyle sat down hard on his butt. His face
filled up with surprise. He said, "You killed me!" Blood ran out of
his mouth and splashed on to his chest. He fell on his back and died.
*******
The army doctor closed his bag and stood up, dusting
off the knees of his gold-striped pants. "Your son’s been lucky, Mister
Cartwright. He’s taken a flesh wound, deep and nasty, but the arrow glanced
off a bone. It the angle had been different – half an inch either way…"
Ben hesitated over the hanging end of the sentence. He
didn’t much care for the dubious expression on the doctor’s face. "Do
you think that he’ll be all right?"
"With time and care, I should think he’ll
recover." The doctor still sounded doubtful. "He comes from tough
stock, after all. Someone’s done a good job of fixing him up, I must admit -
stopped the bleeding, closed the wound, left him wrapped up here for you to
find. I’ve put a few stitches into his face. Wouldn’t want a scar to spoil
his looks for the ladies. But he’s taken one hell of a beating – several, in
fact. I’d say he’s about at the end of his strength. Right now he needs food
and rest and, above all, reassurance." He looked at Ben squarely. "I
take it you’re the one to give him that?"
"Indeed." Ben looked past him at his son’s
blanket wrapped form. I’ll take him home to his family. Can I speak to
him?"
"Just for a second. I’ve given him something to
help with his journey. In a minute or two, he’ll go to sleep. If you ask him
nicely, the Major might let him borrow his bed."
Ben crouched down at Adam’s side. "Adam, son, do
you hear me?"
Adam rolled his head against the ground. The doctor had
stitched his face very neatly, and some of the lesser bruises were starting to
fade. He looked vague and disorientated, barely aware. "What happened? I
don’t remember too much. I guess I ran out of steam."
"I guess you did." Despite himself, Ben
managed a smile.
Still troubled, still fretting at a problem that had
worried him for a very long time, Adam demanded to know, "Joe? Is Joe all
right?"
"Joe’s going to be just fine. The doctor’s
taken a look at his leg. He says exercise and time will strengthen the muscles.
With luck, he might not even limp. Don’t worry about anything. You’re both
going to be well again."
Adam looked around him, his eyes struggling to focus
beyond his father’s face. His head was throbbing and his vision was blurry;
the whole of his body hurt. His voice, never strong, grew weaker. "Pa, the
Shoshoni?"
Ben put a hand to his shoulder to calm him.
"It’s all right. The Shoshoni are gone."
Adam mumbled something and turned his head away. The
world was turning about him, drifting, fading… His eyelashes lowered onto his
cheek, and his breathing slowed.
Hoss looked at his father, frowning. "What’d he
say, Pa?"
"Something about – a shadow on the
mountain."
"What’s that mean?"
"I’m damned if I know." Ben struggled to
pull himself together. "Perhaps he’ll explain it to us one day. Come on,
give me a hand to get you brothers home."
*******
Joe sat in the elegantly shaped, solidly
constructed armchair in the downstairs lobby of the hotel. To a man who had sat
on little else but the ground for a period of months, it was acutely
uncomfortable. The overstuffed back was altogether the wrong shape to support
his spine, and the wooden bar across the front dug deep into the backs of his
thighs. Joe twisted and wriggled and writhed in a vain attempt to make himself
comfortable. He fiddled with the band on his brand new hat, chewed at a hangnail
and picked at the seam of his pants. What he really wanted to do was to get out
of the chair and pace back and forth, but, of course, his leg wouldn’t let him
do that.
"Get lots of rest." The doctor had told him.
"and lots of exercise too." But he wasn’t to overdo it. If he was
diligent with his exercises, and patient and careful and lucky, he might end up
just a little lame.
The bespectacled desk clerk bustled about, lighting the
lamps with a long waxed spill and pulling closed the drapes. The gentle
lamplight spread through the room; it brushed warmly against crimson velvet and
gleamed on gilt. Outside the sky was already dark and the lanterns were lit on
the boardwalks. Hoss turned away from the window. The frown of concern that had
taken up permanent residence across his broad features was still firmly in
place, but now that concern was directed at Joe.
"Joe, why can’t you sit still? Is that leg o’
yours still painin’ you?"
"It’s not painin’ me much," Joe lied
automatically. The doctor had said that the ache would fade but it would
probably return whenever it rained or the wind blew cold from the north. He
squirmed about some more in his seat and rubbed at his thigh in a gesture that
was to become an unconscious habit.
"Then what is it with you, wrigglin’ round like
you sat down on a red-ant nest?" Hoss sat down and settled himself in
another of the big, wing-backed chairs. He studied Joe’s face. It was as plain
as could be that something was eating away inside of his younger brother.
"You got somethin’ botherin’ you?"
Joe sat well forward in the upholstered seat. He rested
his forearms across his knees and turned the new hat around and around by the
brim. He cast a lightening-fast glance at his brother’s face and quickly
looked away. Finally, he admitted his problem. "It’s Adam."
"Adam?" Hoss took a moment to think about it.
"You heard what the Doc. said. Adam’ll likely be all right, once he’s
rested up some an’ gotten over that bang ta the head."
"I heard what the doctor said," Joe sighed.
"I’m real’ glad about that. That’s not what bothers me."
"Then what?"
"I’ve got a feeling nothing’s ever going to be
right between us again." Joe chewed at his lip. Hoss sat silently and
waited. He had the insight to know that this was something Joe needed to get off
his chest. Joe began again. "The whole reason we went on that hunting trip
in the first place was so we could get to know one another again. After I
stopped that stray slug Adam meant for that cougar, I – I guess he sort of,
didn’t trust himself any more. And now this had to happen." He rubbed at
his leg again. "He went through hell itself to get me out of there: in one
side and out of the other. You didn’t see the half of what they did to him:
the beatings, the humiliation. He worked himself near to death. And then he came
back for me. I haven’t even said a proper ‘thank you’."
Both of them thought for a while about the long and
uncomfortable journey across untracked desert and rough forest trails that had
brought them back to Prion. Adam had ridden the whole of the way in the
Major’s bed in the back of the wagon; most of the time he’d been so deeply
asleep that not even the jolts had woken him up. Joe, riding up front with the
driver, had found little opportunity to speak with him.
"Why don’t you tell him now?" Hoss
suggested, mildly.
Joe looked at him in surprise. "Tell him? How can
I tell him? I don’t suppose he’d understand. Besides, after all he’s been
through because of me, I’ll be surprised if he ever speaks to me again."
"Joe, you know Adam ain’t like that," said
Hoss, with assertion. "An’ the way you tell him – well – you just
walk in an’ tell him, that’s all. The way you just told me. I understood it
alright, an’ Adam’s a whole lot brighter than me."
Still uncertain, Joe looked at him. "You think
he’d be willing to listen?"
"I’ll bet he’s just waitin’ ta hear
it."
Joe produced a grin from somewhere deep down inside.
"Then that’s what I’ll do." He looked towards the head of the
stair. Now that the army had cleaned out the hills, Prion’s surplus population
had disappeared as if by magic. Farmers and homesteaders were flooding back to
their homes. The Cartwrights had gotten back their old room in the hotel.
"Pa’s been with him a hell of a time. More than an hour now."
"Aw you don’t want ta read nothin’ inta that.
They’re just getting re-aquainted. Pa’s had a real’ rough time of it
too."
Ben took the half-empty water glass from Adam’s hand
and put it down on the dresser. Turning back, he smiled at his son.
"You’re beginning to look better. You know that?" It was true.
Adam’s cheek was healing well, and, beneath its tan, his face had lost its
deathly pallor. His eyes were haunted with shadows.
He shifted his long body in the bed. "I think
I’m starting to feel a little better." It wasn’t altogether a lie. He
still had deep soreness under his ribs and stabbing pains in his back, but his
head throbbed just a little less, and the room didn’t spin any more.
"Well, that’s good." Ben sat down on the
side of the bed. Adam gave him a smile, albeit a crooked one somewhat distorted
by the pain that was still in the side of his face.
"Adam," Ben said, softly, "I’ve some
idea what it cost you – to lead the army to the Shoshoni camp. You must have
felt you were betraying your friends for the sake of you family."
Adam’s jaw worked, but he said nothing. Ben got the
impression that he was burying his feelings deep down inside. It was so typical
of Adam. He covered his son’s hand briefly with his own. "I’m glad the
Shoshoni got away."
"So am I, Pa," Adam said softly. "So am
I." He drew a breath in the silence that fell between them. "Thank you
for coming after us. Without you and Hoss, we would never have made it."
"Do you think I could have done otherwise?"
A light tap came on the wood of the bedroom door. Both
men looked up. The handle turned, and Brett Hansen stuck his head inside the
room "Is it all right to interrupt you two?"
With a laugh, Ben got up from the bed. "Sure
thing, Brett. Come on in. I was about to go see if I can find a barber to come
along and cut this young man’s hair."
Brett Hansen came into the room, and Ben, with a last
smile back at his son, went out. The two friends shook hands warmly, and Hansen
pulled up a chair. Adam eased his sore spots in the bed. "Pa tells me
it’s you I have to thank that I have any hair left to cut."
Hansen shrugged and gave a dismissive shake of the
head. "Put it down as one that you owe me. One of these days I might
collect."
"I’ll remember that."
"I brought you a present." Hansen reached
inside his coat and brought out a leather bound book. "A little reading
material. Something I think you’ll appreciate."
Adam read out the title, " ‘Poetical Works’ by
Samuel Taylor Coleridge. Truly, a man of our times. Thank you, Brett." He
fanned through the pages. His expression told of his pleasure.
Hansen sat back in the chair and crossed one knee over
the other. The two men were comfortable in one another’s company. Theirs was a
long-standing friendship based on mutual respect and a genuine admiration for
each other’s values. Looking at his friend, Adam said, "I guess you’ll
be leaving now, heading down south to that fancy spread of yours."
"Not quite yet." Hansen smiled his easy
smile. "I’ll wait around a while, see you safely on your way to Virginia
City. I might even ride with you a way"
"Pa tells me he’s arranged something with the
army."
"So I heard tell. He’s a formidable man, you
father."
Adam laughed gently. "You can say that
again."
They sat for a while in companionable silence. Then,
Hansen said, "As soon as you’re back on your feet you must come visit –
you and that brother of yours. I’ve got some fancy horses that’ll make his
eyes pop."
"I’ll be sure and do that. Joe’s very fond of
horses."
"And I’ve got a bathhouse you wouldn’t
believe. You can sit and soak in the hot tub all day. Take the ache right out of
your bones." Hansen rubbed a hand along his own aching thigh. He knew from
his own experience how therapeutic hot water could be. "It’ll do you both
the world of good."
Painfully, Adam eased himself again. "Right now,
Brett, that’s just what I need."
********
Very quietly, Joe closed the door. His Pa and his
brother and Adam’s friend were all downstairs in the hotel lobby talking and
enjoying a late-night pot of coffee. Adam was supposed to be resting. Joe looked
around the room. The lamp was turned low, and the shadows lay thick in the
corners of the room. The brass-faced clock on top of the dresser reckoned the
hour at shortly before eleven.
If he listened carefully, above and beyond the tick of
the clock, he could hear the noise from the saloon across the street: the piano
music and raucous singing, the ring of a woman’s laugh. It was all muffled and
diffused by the glass and the curtains. Joe looked at his brother. Adam appeared
to be asleep. Joe could see the rise and fall of his chest and hear the soft
sigh of his breath.
A book lay closed beneath his hand, his long, brown
fingers resting lightly on the cover. Joe’s lips quirked in the ghost of a
smile. He should have known that big-brother Adam would quickly resort to the
ultimate refuge of the civilized mind – the written word. Then the smile died.
Plain to see on Adam’s wrists, below the sleeve of his nightshirt, were the
scars of the rawhide bindings. A semi-permanent reminder of what they had been
through, they would take a very long time to fade. Not wanting to disturb him,
Joe turned to slip out of the room as silently as he’d come in. Adam’s rich
voice, muted by drowsiness, summoned him back.
"Joe? Come and sit by me."
Joe hesitated, then walked over, lame footed, and
settled onto the edge of the bed. "I thought you were asleep."
"Just resting my eyes. The lamps’ turned too low
for reading." Adam pulled himself up in the bed. "I think I’ve had
my fill of sleep for a while."
The two men looked at each other. Joe studied his
brother’s face. "So how are you feeling?"
"I guess I’ve been better." Adam laughed
ruefully. "I’m sore in places I’d forgotten I had. And you?"
"The doctor says I might walk with a bit of a
limp, but I’m gonna be alright. I guess I’ll have a scar to show the
ladies." He gave a quick grin, and Adam chuckled.
"Adam, what happened to you after the Indians took
you? We all thought you were dead. Do you remember anything at all?"
"Not very much." Adam shifted his position.
"Willow convinced them that the eclipse was a sign from their spirits. She
persuaded them to let me live."
"And the medicine man? The one that you
killed?"
Adam hazarded a shrug. That was a thing he didn’t
want to talk about, or even to think about. Not quite yet.
Joe picked up the book, reading the title and fanning
through the pages. Adam watched his face and waited. "Adam," Joe said
at last. "There’s something I have to tell you. I said some things to you
a while ago: things I shouldn’t have said." He turned the book over in
his hands and rubbed his thumb on the binding.
"Just forget it, Joe," Adam said quietly.
Mutely, Joe shook his head. The words were engraved on
his heart and not so easily forgotten. "I kinda figured that with that
fancy education, you helping Pa all the time with the books and dealing with the
cattle buyers and them mine owners and all, you’d got to thinking that you
were better than the rest of us - that you didn’t want to get your hands
dirty."
"Joe," Adam interrupted. "You don’t
have to do this."
"Yes, I do." Joe blinked back a tear. "I
have to tell you that I got it wrong. I’ve learned better now. I want to thank
you for what you did for me."
Adam drew a long breath and let it out in a sigh
through his teeth. "I guess I’ve learned something too." He looked
at Joe from under his eyebrows. "Not to underestimate my younger
brother."
Joe lifted his eyes to his brother’s face. Adam
smiled at him lazily. The angry, driven stranger that had worn his mask for so
long was gone. The phantoms in his eyes had departed. Joe held out his hand, and
Adam clasped it warmly.
His irrepressible self again, Joe grinned. "Hey
brother, as soon as we’re both back on our feet, how about we go on another
hunting trip, well away from Indian country?"
Adam lay back on his pillows and thought about it a
good long while. Finally, he sighed and chuckled and said, "Joe, I think,
in future, I’ll just take you fishing."
For a minute, the room rang with two men’s laughter.
Source
Material:
"The
Shoshoni" by Kim Dramer.
"Cassell’s
Dictionary of Modern American History" by Peter Thompson.
"America"
by Tindall Shi.
"A History
of the Indians of the United States" by Angie Debb.
"The High
Sierra" Time-Life Books.
"Encyclopaedia
Britannica"
Potters Bar 2001.
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